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[cutiebia]

Just how toxic he was....

Trigger: pure angst, might not be as brutal but it's something I'm going through rn, not proof read, writing while drunk, strong language, toxic relationship, strong language, short story

"Do you ever stop fucking talking?! Always with the complaining, am I only here to fucking listen to you ramble all the time, you're suffocating me for fuck sake let me breathe!" Y/N looked at him in disbelief, is this really what Levi was thinking for the whole time.... It hurt her more than anything, he begged her for months to open up and once she finally did this is what she got. She was always closed off, happy to help others but never talking about her problems, she went through a lot and Levi was the first one she opened up to and it took her almost a year to be able to tell him what was bothering her. Levi was glaring at her as her eyes filled with tears that she tried so desperately to hold back. That one moment, just a few simple words were enough for her to lose all the love she felt towards him. She walked out of his office not saying another word. As the door shut behind her, Levi sighed. "Finally some god damn peace...." He sat down on the chair clearly thinking he's done nothing wrong and everything is okay, but he was terribly wrong.

Y/N was now laying in her bed staring into nothingness as she smiled, feeling free. For months she was on and off about her feelings towards Levi. One day he was really sweet and caring, the next rude and heartless. She used to beg him after every small fight to not leave her, saying she needs him. But this time it was different, she felt nothing towards him as she layed in her bed finally coming to peace with the truth...... She didn't love him anymore.....

Although it's true she cried herself to sleep but the next day, she felt refreshed surprisingly the first thing on her mind wasn't Levi and she didn't even think about him until she saw him, her heart started beating fast but then she recalled her words and just walked past him saying just a simple "morning." Levi looked at her quite shocked but he was actually happy, he thought that she was just giving him space like he asked her too, not realising truly what's happening. Throughout the day Levi tried talking to her but all he got were simply answers, sounding almost emotionless..... But he still didn't realise just what was happening.

It was at night when he walked past the dining room hearing her voice. "I don't want to be like this, but I simply can't bring myself to love him anymore after that, he begged me for months to open up to him, and once I finally do I get that, fuck him, he's been awful to me, playing with me, pushing me away and then pulling me back, I'm done." She was talking to Hange, he stood there frozen listening, he was so mad. How dare she talk about him that way?! He of course didn't see that he did anything wrong yet again, instead of taking her words to heart, he was filled with more anger, he did so much for her, how dare she....... He left angerly slamming the door behind him.

The next day was the same, she ignored him again but this time, Y/N went to talk to Eren, Levi knew they used to date and that even after their break up they stayed good friends, but they didn't talk much since Y/N started dating Levi. She was laughing with Eren for the first time in a long while, she let out a genuine laugh. It made Levi's blood boil, he knew Eren still loved her and he made it very clear, Y/N always made sure Levi knew she only loved him but she didn't care at this point, and now Levi suddenly noticed something was very wrong...... He walked over to them her smile quickly fading as she looked at him. "What?" She asked him, her voice cold as ice, it was very clear she didn't want to talk to him, and Levi noticed it. "We're gonna talk now." She looked at him obviously not in the mood. "Not now." She said carelessly, but before she could even realise it she was being dragged away by Levi to an empty room.

"what the fuck are you doing?!" She screamed as Levi let her go, he glared at her his eyes were full of anger. "What am I doing?! What are you doing talking to your fucking ex being all giggly with him?!!" He was mad, Y/N could see it, but this time she didn't care. At that Levi got even more angry. "Tell me what the fuck do you want from me!!!" Levi shouted at her not being able to control his anger anymore. As Y/N looked him dead in the eyes. "What do I want From you..... What do you think Levi? I told you my mother is dying, I told you that I'm feeling more depressed than ever before, I told you about the nightmares I'm having, I told you I want to kill myself. And what was your response to that?........ Do you ever stop fucking talking, always complaining, that you're only here to listen to my problems, that I'm suffocating you...... Don't forget that you were the one that begged me to open up, and once I do, I'm the bad guy....... I'm done Levi, I'm breaking up with you." Just like that she left finally feeling truly free.

Levi on the other hand was left there alone, facing his consequences, realising just what he did....... Oh how much he hated himself..... He was crying realising just what terrible mistake he made..... Just how awful he was to her...... Just how toxic he was.....

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I love you too

/Levi Ackerman X female reader/

Summary: Y/N and Levi have established relationships that is purely sexual but Y/N is in love with Levi

Trigger: rough sex, fingering, degradation, minors denied

It was normal that many people in the survey corps slept with each other, no one wanted a serious relationship, they didn't want to get attached because they all knew there was a chance they wouldn't make it back, so to satisfy their needs many soldiers just hooked up with each other. Levi was never a fan of these hook ups and didn't engage in them, he would much rather just jerk off if he was horny. However that changed when a new recruit joined, the stunning and kind Y/N many people had a crush on her, and Levi just wanted to feel her all around, her soft body, tight pussy, he would never admit it to anyone not even to himself that he was in love that was just unacceptable.

One night however after a successful mission things changed, everyone was drinking and celebrating Y/N and Levi were the only one left in the dining area after all it was pretty late, they were just talking while sipping some more alcohol. They were playful with each other and Levi took the bottle for himself, as Y/N tried to grab it from him she ended up basically laying on his lap trying to grab the bottle. In that moment Levi couldn't hold back, maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was just that they were alone, maybe it was her tight shorts that showed her ass, he didn't know and didn't care. His hand had a mind of its own and grabbed her ass. She moaned loudly but didn't stop him. In fact she was dreaming about this, she was so madly in love with him. She sat on his lap properly and it didn't take long for them to start making out, that night was the first when they slept together, right there on the dining room desk, that night changed everything.

It all happened a few months ago, Levi wanted to keep it a secret and Y/N agreed, she was just happy that Levi wanted her. Since then every now and then Levi would call her to his office and they'd sleep with each other, Y/N never had the courage to tell him how she felt even though she wanted to many times over the months. Today Levi seemed really frustrated and Y/N noticed it she went over to him with a soft smile and his favourite tea. "You look stressed sir, here I made you your favourite tea." Levi looked up at her with a questioning look, he definitely didn't expect it, he just mumbled a quick thanks and took the tea from her. She turned around to leave but Levi stopped her. "My office tonight." That was all he needed to say Y/N turned around blushing slightly and nodded smiling at him, before walking away.

She couldn't wait for this day to be over, she was so excited to be with Levi that was all she could think about. Just him, she truly felt like the happiest girl ever, out of all the girls here, he wanted her and she couldn't be happier. Evening rolled around it was the time Y/N would usually go to Levi's office, she knocked on the door once and before she had the chance to knock again he opened the door and pulled her inside, pinning her against the door in the process and roughly kissing her. She couldn't help herself and moaned into the kiss. As soon as Levi heard her moaned he picked her up and carried her to the bed where he laid her down and started touching her all over.

She moaned again as she felt Levi touching her, his touch was always gentle and soft even though his kisses were rough. "I had a really stressful day so you're gonna be a good girl and let me do whatever I want." He whispered in her ear as he pushed his growing erection against her making her moan. Levi couldn't hold back anymore he tore off her clothes and slipped two fingers inside her, he groaned feeling just how tight she was, he kissed her neck fingering her roughly, she was moaning loudly she couldn't hold back the moans it just felt so good almost too good he was hitting all the right spots inside of her, soon he added another finger making her moan even louder. She was close and wanted to warn him but before she had a chance she squirted all over his hand and came hard on his fingers. Levi smirked at sight he was proud of himself, he took his fingers out of her and shoved them in her mouth making her lick them clean. "That's how I like it, such a good little fuck toy." His erection was painful at this point he took off his pants and without any warning started fucking her. She was moaning loudly, it was like music to his ears he left out a few soft moans himself. She reached out her hands for Levi and pulled him down into a kiss. Levi pulled away and flipped her over fucking her roughly in doggy. "T-too deep." She moaned out, Levi grabbed a fistful of her hair pulling her up and whispering in her ear. "Take it like a good girl you are." He groaned before biting her neck leaving small bite marks all over. His thrust were getting sloppy he was close, he flipped her around one last time and kissed her. "Cum for me you little brat." She moaned loudly as his whispers pushed her over the edge and she came, Levi followed close by as he pulled out and came all over her. He was breathing heavily, his hair was messy he smirked as he looked at her body painted in his cum, her legs twitching from pleasure.

"I love you Levi...." She whispered barely audible, but Levi heard it. He stared at her and he wanted to say something but she was already asleep. He stood up and cleaned her up. He walked over to a window in his office, he was deep in his thoughts. She really loved him.... He didn't know what to do, he was sure he didn't love her he wanted just sex and nothing more, but it was true that having her around fell nice.... He was confused, what should he do? He knew he had to respond to her when she would wake up. But what would he tell her? He needed a different approach. He tried imagining life without her, and it truly felt empty.... She brought happiness into his life, he fell for her and he didn't even realise it. He laughed softly, how stupid of him, not realising just how much she meant to him. He walked over to the bed, she was sleeping peacefully, she looked adorable. He kissed her cheek softly and whispered.

I love you too

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All mine /Levi Ackerman X female reader/

Warning: age gap, cream pie, unprotected sex, 18+, Minors denied, possessive Levi, drunk sex, fingering, cum eating

"Levi, I want you to meet someone." It started as every other day, nothing out of the ordinary, that was until Erwin called Levi to his office, and now there he was, looking at some woman he's never seen before in his life. "This is my niece Y/N, she'll be joining us here in the survey corps, and will be a part of your squad, before transferring here she was part of the special operations squad." She smiled softly at Levi while the captain just observed her every move, she was small, even shorter than him. She also looked young, he couldn't help himself but feel drawn to her. "Nice to meet you sir, I heard a lot about you." She smiled at him again as she looked up at him with that innocent look. It was driving Levi crazy, he only knew her for a few minutes and he couldn't help himself but stare at her. "Levi, show her around." Erwin's words snapped him out of the little trance as he nodded and motioned for the girl to follow him, she did so without any hesitation.

After several minutes of walking and Levi speaking the bare required minimum he finally looked at her and spoke. "How old are you?" He was really curious about her, he felt the need to know everything, the way she looked at him made his knees weak, he wasn't used to feeling all of these feelings but with her he couldn't stop himself. "I'm twenty two sir." Levi nodded his head, and continued walking. He was definitely surprised she was really young, not to mention part of the special squad, she must have been really talented. "Why did you decide to transfer to the survey corps?" He broke the silence as he kept walking not daring to look at her. "I wanted to be closer to uncle Erwin plus on our last mission all of my friends died.... Nothing was keeping me there anymore so I came here." Levi stopped walking and turned to face her once again, he gave her a soft genuine smile, she seemed a little surprised but quickly returned the smile.

Levi was staring at her again, basically undressing her with his eyes, what was she doing to him? He couldn't have been thinking about these things?! He only knew her for barely a few hours. But the way she looked at him... It just made him want to fuck her right there. He never felt the need to do these things with anyone, but she was something different, he had to have her.

A few weeks passed, Y/N was getting along with everyone they all loved her, and Levi was only getting more and more interested in her, she was undoubtedly the most talented soldier here, they were all after a successful expedition so they decided to celebrate with a few drinks. This was his chance, sooner or later Hange would suggest playing some dumb game and he would make sure that he and Y/N would somehow end up together. And just as he thought a few minutes later Hange had the wonderful idea of playing truth or dare. However to Levi's surprise Y/N just rolled her eyes and walked away clearly having one too many drinks. Levi followed her outside softly laughing as she saw her stumble a few times, she was adorable even like this.

"What are you doing here? I thought you would love to play a game like that." He smiled at her as she turned around to face him, for some reason blushing. "Sir, I was just thinking about you~" She walked closer to him whispering in his ear. "The only thing I would love to play with is you". She kissed his neck making Levi let out a groan, without any hesitation he pulled her to the nearest empty building, slamming the door behind them and kissing her roughly as he pushed her against the wall. Levi usually wasn't the type to do something like this, maybe it was because he had one too many drinks himself or it was the sexual frustration he was feeling for the last few weeks, but he didn't care, he had to have her.

"fuck I wanted to do this since I first saw you." He kissed her neck, making her moan loudly as he was leaving small love marks all over her neck. He wanted to make her feel good, he wanted to do so many things to her. He couldn't hold back any longer, with one quick move he pulled her pants down along with her panties making her gasp as the cold air hit her sensitive spot. Levi softly touched her clit teasing her, he wanted to hear more of those sweet moans. "You're so wet for me already and I barely touched you." He kissed her neck again as he pushed two fingers inside of her without any warning making her moan loudly, she loved how he was stretching her and hitting every right spot and Levi loved it too, he loved seeing her melt because of his touch he loved making her moan.

Soon Levi felt her squeezing his fingers he smirked as he whispered in her ear. "You're gonna cum on my fingers like a good little whore you are and then I'm gonna fuck you." It was all she needed to hear as she came hard on his fingers, he slowly took them out and licked away every last drop of her sweet cum, he loved the taste of her. Before she could react he bent her over a desk making her feel his erection on her ass. "You want this don't you? Beg for me to fuck you." He grabbed her by the throat kissing her neck again as she begged. "Y-yes please sir fuck me I want you to fill me up with your cum I want you inside of me so badly please." She was begging with tears in her eyes she wanted him so badly and Levi loved every second of it, he loved seeing her be such a mess.

He took off his pants pulling out his hard cock and slapping it on her clit a few times before pushing the tip in. "Say that you're mine." He said slapping her ass leaving a nice handprint on her cheek making her moan loudly. "I-I'm all yours sir! Only yours!" She moaned out getting more and more frustrated, with every second. Levi smirked as he pushed his dick inside of her and started thrusting roughly without any warning making her moan loudly then before. "Fuck that's right you're fucking mine, now let everyone hear you." He said going even faster hitting all the right spots making her legs shake, she already felt herself getting close, Levi felt her squeezing his cock knowing she's about to cum. "Cum on my dick like a good girl you are." She instantly came moaning loudly, before her legs gave up, luckily Levi caught her and wrapped her legs around him as he continued to fuck her sweet pussy, now going even deeper than before.

"fuck you feel incredible you're fucking mine all mine." He said as he kissed her roughly, his thrust were getting sloppy, he was close he wanted to cum inside of her so badly. "Gonna cum inside you claim you as mine, you want that don't you, you want to be filled with my cum." Y/N moaned even louder nodding profusely not being able to form words from the overwhelming pleasure, she was gonna cum again even harder than before. With a few more thrusts both of them came moaning loudly, her legs were shaking as Levi's cum dripped out of her, he loved the sight.

He softly kissed her cheek as he cleaned her up, not wanting to leave any mess behind, he smiled softly at her and she returned the smiles looking away a little embarrassed. "D-does this mean I'm yours now?" She looks at him blushing and smiling with hopeful eyes, as he kisses her lips softly and whispers.

All mine.