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Okay so I’m looking for this naruto fic. Basically Kakashi is sent back by his kids to fix the timeline and they basically ask for him to adopt them which he does. Sakura wields Zabuza’s sword, Sandiame is an ass. Naruto likes seals and I’m pretty sure one of the hell spawn bit Percy Sage . Pls.PLEASE HELP! I’ve been looking for a weeks and I can’t remember if I bookmarked it!

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To the Moon & Back

Dedicated to the newest member of my family, Caleb. Know that the world is yours for the grabbing.

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Let me take you to the moon.

To the stars above.

Let me take you to the moon.

Just to show you my love.

Past the shooting stars and Milky Way

In my heart you will stay

Past the black holes and galaxies

Do you know how important you are to me?

Let me take you to the moon

To see the sun rising

Let me take you to the moon

The wonder in your eyes so hypnotizing

Let me show you my world

All the wonders and joys

A world that is now yours

A brand new toy

Let your wings soar into the sky

Past the moon and Milky Way

Let them take you to my arms

Where my love for you will stay

Never let the wonder end

And endless adventure to be

And when you're tired and weary

On the moon I will be

Take flight little one. Let me show you my love. And when I'm old and tired show me the world that was once mine. No matter how far, how long or if you never come back.....

Just know I love you baby...To the moon and back.

Written November 8,2019

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Missing You

Odessa Jean Minor- 1947-2010

Dedicated to one of my main inspirations in life. Thank you for encouraging me and seeing the best of me. I love you..

(This song brings back memories...the best kind of memories.)

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As I sit on the steps and look up onto a white ceiling, I look back on what I miss...

I miss your laughter and your kind smile.

I miss how you welcomed us home and your warm hugs.

I miss the old green rocking chair that creaked louder than any door or window.

I miss mango slices and dance shows

Christmas trees with crystal bells and golden instruments within evergreen branches.

I miss you how winter misses the spring, or how a lover misses the bouquet of red flowers they were given on their special day.

I miss how you faced the world head on, without fear.

I miss the garden in the backyard

And the picnics we'd have.

I miss snuggles under an old comforter

And comforting hugs.

I miss the smell your perfume and you large hat collection in the closet.

As I sit in the house, I look outside and can't help but wonder...

Are you proud of the person I have become?

Would you still look upon me with those warm brown eyes if you were here?

Would you like how everything has changed?

Or would you be embarrassed? Or ashamed?

As the thunder booms and the room pours I can't stop my rampant thoughts.

How we talked

How we laughed.

How the garden in the backyard grew as we did.

How on dark nights, we would sit in that old chair and you'll sing to us.

As I sit in this room we all painted, the colors now fading and the wallpaper peeling..

I realize that I'll miss everything.

I will always miss that you're not here with me

I will miss that you won't see me grow

I will me that proud gleam in your eyes as you looked at me.

I will miss us singing in the kitchen as you cooked.

I will misss us together as a family, even when I'm good and old. I'll continue to miss you until the day I see you again.

And when that day comes.....

I hope your arms are opened wide with a kind smile waiting just for me.

As I sit on the steps, I don't see the tears that gather in my heart and spill down my face. I don't see you and it dawns on me...

Why today is so dark and wilted.

Like a fair red rose left forgotten in a crystal vase.

Today is the day I lost you.

Today is the day that my family became lost...

I still want to deny it. Even after ten years and I'm not little as I once was.

I want to deny it.

That you are simply lost and not gone.

That I will see you walk through the door...

Apologizing for being late.

That I'll be able to say "Honey I'm home!" One more time to you...

But I can't. No matter how much my heart pleads me. No matter how I feel guilty that I no longer cry.

Or the fear that one day I'll forget your face.

Or your smile.

Because I sit within a house that cries wilted rose petals for you each day.

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Written April 19,2020

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Life is like a box of chocolates,you never know what's inside.

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