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listen..

- learn to validate yourself from the inside, stop people pleasing

- perfectionism will silently kill you

- you have to work on good habits, when you fail on your streak simply try again

- mind over matter

- meditate, journal or call your best friend daily to get out your thoughts, maybe even get a therapist

- hygiene > beauty

- don’t try to change people

- write down your blessings

- water and sleep won’t save you but it does help

- be! happy! alone!!!

- productivity doesn’t equal school work

- don’t necessarily use social media less, use it more efficiently eg. follow inspirational people etc.

- get a planner, it doesn’t have to be pretty

- choose one day of the week to reset (mine is Sunday): meal prep, self care, get stuff done, relax and pamper yourself, whatever you need to do in order to simplify your week ahead

- try out minimalism

- reading that book won’t hurt

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treat people with kindness.

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You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re okay. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.

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You can’t expect yourself to go from a negative mentality to a positive one overnight, but every time you correct a bad thought you are growing! So focus on your growth, not the fact that you aren’t “there” yet.

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two weeks before the 1st performance:

tech kids hanging out in the house seats, lighting and sound crew just starting to figure stuff out

cast running all the dance numbers 129493 times, crying

first pairs of jazz shoes are spotted

ensemble mumbling like everything

running the show for the first time,,,, crying bc whAT ARE OUR CUES

leads still calling out for lines occasionally and ur director getting pissed

probs stopping as yall run the show

one week before the first performance:

ensemble crying in the corner bc they’re “not loud enough”

“?????” - band

tech kids are literally at school till 1am

set is coming together!!

leads are crying

!1!1!costumes

!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1 makeup

death

this is the time period when kids limbs or ankles start randomly breaking

someone: *coughs* “REPENT”

matinee!!:

literally everyone is sobbing backstage

quick changes killing people

inspirational speeches starting to happen

“WHERE THE HELL ARE MY JAZZ SHOES”

crew kids building their calm façade

internal screaming

lighting starts doing cool things

“dude the set looks so cool with the lights”

leads forgetting their lines simply bc of stress

“what’s that move again??”

“what’s our note again??”

places:

everyone just got done with traditions and there are probably a lot of raw emotions happening ajsjdjjdk

calm, not a sound backstage.

numbness

“im fucking serious what’s that move again?”

“what the hell is our note”

crew is getting calls over the boxes every 10 seconds

“where’s my fucking prop”

ur stage manager is probably crying

everyone is crying

band - “?????”

the show:

“aw shit i messed that up oh well tonight ill do it right”

band - “!!!!”

“i can’t cross when they’re dancing to move props can i”

literally everyone is SObbIgn after the last performance makeup who??

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so does william finn just enjoy putting his main characters in that same h&m hoodie or

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Musicals as things that I’ve said/ heard other people say

Legally Blonde: You have a degree in criminal law and justice, and now you’re a service advisor, so I guess college really is useless.

The Book of Mormon: I bought a bell at the dollar store that says “ring for Jesus” and my mom took it and started ringing it in my stepdad’s face

In The Heights: I’m Puerto Rican, so fight me bitch.

Falsettos: There’s literally only two straight people in our friend group. Fuckin breeders.

In Trousers: I may be a psychotic asshole, but at least people like me.

Dear Evan Hansen: Nobody’s aloud to fucking kill them selves but me!

Be More Chill: I sold some kid a gram of oregano for like 25 dollars and he thought he was tripping balls.

Heathers: I may be the single most amazing person alive, but damn I really just want to die.

Hamilton: I swear to god if I’m not dismissed before history I’m going to shoot someone.

Matilda: I’ve hated school since kindergarten, so it’s not hormones.

Annie: If I had a million dollars I’d just go live in a mansion with some cool ass dogs.

Secret Garden: Damn this gardening shit is actually kinda cool.

Little Shop of Horrors: When I was nine I kicked my dentist in the dick and ran into the parking lot before crying.

Newsies: I’m going to write a letter to the government that reads “suck my pee pee.”

21 Chump Street: Babe, I’d let you come to my weed farm without blowing out your kneecaps, and if that doesn’t show you how much I love you then I don’t know what will.

Charlie And The Chocolate Factory: Does it look like I can afford a box of Mike & Ikes right now??

Groundhog Day: Why the hell does everyone in America get so hyped over a groundhog predicting the weather?? He’s got like a 50/50 chance of getting it right every year, it’s not that cool.

Les Miserablés: Welcome to my home. As you can see, my family is poor as fuck.

Into The Woods: I used to cry in the woods a lot but I moved so I guess I can’t really do that anymore.

Next To Normal: My entire family is mentally unstable. It was just fate for me to be so depressed.

Something Rotten: Romeo and Juliet was actually pretty awful tbh.

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“The truth is that I’m afraid to dive into someone new. How can I not be? I’m still emptying my lungs from the last time I fell into someone’s waters and explored the depths of them. It’ll be years before I’m done wringing the wetness out of my hair, before I stop smelling the salt of their oceans on my skin. Learning someone new is frightening now. It’s not the adventure it was before. I’m no longer bitter for my heartbreak. My reluctance isn’t a decision I made with a sour mouth. I’m just exhausted by the idea of feeling for someone new. Of treading water with small talk and stories about our childhoods. When I think of him, I am afraid of sinking so deeply into someone again that I am lost to them. In that, I realize I am most afraid that I won’t sink at all. That I’ll always be treading water with anyone that isn’t him. That anyone after him will only know how to meet me at the surface.”

— pardis alia.

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Apps To Kill Time On

Keep seeing some posts circulating about popular websites and wanted to make a version for apps.

These are apps I’m way too addicted to. Am I missing any?

P.S. I’m on an iPhone so these are iPhone apps, but probably have an Android version too.

Edit: Sorry for all the time I’ve taken away from your life

Commaful - popular fanfiction, story, and poetry community 👑

Bettr - the reason my friends are jealous of my Insta

Sweatcoin - get paid to walk

Tiktok - coolest videos on the internet (top 10 app in the world)

Spellbound - addictive horror 👻 and romance stories

Helix Jump - legit the most addicting game on my phone

Calm - Award-winning app for meditation and sleeping better

Tenkyu - tilt your phone and watch the relaxing magic happen

Slime Road - bet you can’t hit the bullseye ⚾️

Hempire - become a plant mogul

Dune! - Ride the sand dunes like a baller!! so much fun

Hotspot Shield - free proxy/VPN to bypass school filters

Betternet - free proxy VPN, like Hotspot, try both and see which you prefer

Terrarium - build the ultimate garden empire

Golf Orbit - ever played golf on mars?

Sling Drift - beep beep - level 70 is insane 🚗

1Q - get paid to answer simple questions 

Bee Factory - become a honey tycoon

Wind Rider - fly through a city in a wing suit

Spill it - drop balls and break glass

Fire Balls - shoot balls at obstacles. gets pretty hard

Paper - can you conquer all the territory and win?

Two Dots - a fun puzzle game. easy time killer

Planet Bomber - let’s nuke some planets

Ice Racing - race down a mountain at record speeds

Splashy - bounce the ball accurately to survive. requires focus

Snakes Vs. Blocks - even more fun than the original snake hehe

Twenty48 Solitaire - best toilet game

Knock Balls - shoot down blocks with a canon - surprisingly relaxing

Wishbone - fun game for comparing stuff like hair, celebs, sports

Hole - fuck up a city muahaha

Dosh - get paid to shop

Yarn - stories that are seriously creepy af

You’re welcome 😉

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