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Been playing too much Zero Escape. Just had the thought 'oh, in all the many worlds of my existence, this must be the one where I never find love.'
#if i'm particularly unlucky it might even be the one where I never get laid#pity i can't SHIFT#zero escape#also still agog at that reveal in ZTD#if you know you know#utterly infuriating
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The Flower Vendor by Victor Prouvé (1882)
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"The North Korean regime in the ‘50s developed a series of remarkably effective torture techniques, techniques that were so effective, in fact, that they were able to make captured American airmen admit to all sorts of atrocities they had not in fact committed, all the time, being convinced they had not, actually, been tortured. The techniques were quite simple. Just make the victim do something mildly uncomfortable—sit on the edge of chair, for example, or lean against a wall in a slightly awkward position—only, make them do it for an extremely long period of time. After eight hours the victim would be willing to do virtually anything to make it stop. But try going to the International Court of Justice at The Hague and tell them you’ve been made to sit on the edge of a chair all day. Even the victims were unwilling to describe their captors as torturers. When the CIA learned about these techniques—according to Korean friends of mine, they’re actually just particularly sadistic versions of classic Korean ways of punishing small children—they were intrigued, and, apparently, conducted extensive research on how they could be adopted for their own detention centers.
Again, sometimes, in Palestine, one feels one is in an entire country that’s being treated this way. Obviously, there is also outright torture, people who are actually being shot, beaten, tortured, or violently abused. But I’m speaking here even of the ones that aren’t. For most, it’s as if the very texture of everyday life has been designed to be intolerable—only, in a way that you can never quite say is exactly a human rights violation. There’s never enough water. Showering requires almost military discipline. You can’t get a permit. You’re always standing in line. If something breaks it’s impossible to get permission to fix it. Or else you can’t get spare parts. There are four different bodies of law that might apply to any legal situation (Ottoman, British, Jordanian, Israeli), it’s anyone’s guess which court will say what applies where, or what document is required, or acceptable. Most rules are not even supposed to make sense. It can take eight hours to drive 20 kilometers to see your girlfriend, and doing so will almost certainly mean having machine guns waved in your faces and being shouted at in a language you half understand by people who think you’re subhuman. So you do most of your dalliance by phone. When you can afford the minutes. There are endless traffic jams before and after checkpoints and drivers bicker and curse and try not to take it out on one another. Everyone lives no more than 12 or 15 miles from the Mediterranean but even on the hottest day, it’s absolutely impossible to get to the beach. Unless you climb the wall, there are places you can do that; but then you can expect to be hunted every moment by security patrols. Of course teenagers do it anyway. But it means swimming is always accompanied by the fear of being shot. If you’re a trader, or a laborer, or a driver, or a tobacco farmer, or clerk, the very process of subsistence is continual stream of minor humiliations. Your tomatoes are held and left two days to rot while someone grins at you. You have to beg to get your child out of detention. And if you do go to beseech the guards, those same guards might arbitrarily decide to hold you to pressure him to confess to rock-throwing, and suddenly you are in a concrete cell without cigarettes. Your toilet backs up. And you realize: you’re going to have to live like this forever. There is no “political process.” It will never end. Barring some kind of divine intervention, you can expect to be facing exactly this sort of terror and absurdity for the rest of your natural life."
-David Graeber, Reflections from a Visit to the West Bank
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#for a process integral to damn near every living thing on the planet#there sure are a whole bunch of people with broken sleep#i am so tired
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terry prachett is for me the epitome of someone who is actually That Good but many of the people who are loudest about him are very annoying so you get to sort of unconsciously assuming maybe you're remembering wrong and it's just overhyped
and then you actually read his stuff again and you're like goddamnit no he really was That Good. GEEZ
#i feel like the reputation of terry pratchett fans is exactly why i am not vocal about my own love of his work#to be clear - there -are- a lot of annoying TP fans out there#i went to a talk by one a few years ago#it was very obnoxious#there was use of AI
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picked up a book because a citation suggested it might have useful things to say about appetites in medieval childhood but holy fuck it was one of the most opaque and reader-unfriendly “theory bro” pieces of writing I have EVER encountered it’s like this dude put every word into thesaurus dot com and picked only the most complicated and obscure synonyms. I read the first several pages of the supposedly relevant chapter and it had three entire pages dedicated to saying over and over again in the most complicated language possible that a table is a human-crafted object that interacts with other objects. like yes I think everyone knows that and you don’t need to spend three pages saying this in the most obscure language possible while referencing seven hundred theorists
#i genuinely loathe 'ivory tower writing' as i like to call it#it's the academic equivalent of swinging your dick around and showing off#while making sure that your work is inaccessible to the vast majority of people#which to my eyes is antithetical to the goals of research and writing entirely#but what do i know
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god I am just never gonna catch up with stuff huh? stupid completionist brain, you can't read -all- of the stuff on your page from like almost six months ago. give up and tune in when you can. i say with tabs open from october last year. christ.
anyway the world is bad, the uk government is run by monsters, but at least I have a semi-enjoyable job. next to a nuclear power plant. on an old munitions testing/training ground. which hasn't been properly swept for bombs. guess i'll try not to think about it.
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so the thing about english is that people think it's so divorced from other germanic languages based on like. words. I've even heard people try to insist that english is a romance language. because of that whole messy business in 1066 with out-of-wedlock willy and his band of naughty normans. and now a good chunk of the vocabulary is french or whatever and they're prestigious so not using them makes you sound like a rube and this and that and the other
and yes william the conqueror will never be safe from me. I will have my revenge on him. he fucked up a perfectly good germanic language is what he did. this will be me in hell

but the thing is that most words in, say, german do have a one to one english equivalent. not all hope is lost, for those who still dare to see it. it's just that you 1066pilled normancels aren't looking in the right place
dog (en) ≠ der Hund (de) but der Hund (de) -> hound (en)
look with your special eyes. that one was easier. not all of them are this intuitive because of semantic narrowing and broadening and waltzing and hokey-pokeying and whatever else. I'll give you a few more
animal (en) ≠ das Tier (de)
aha! you think. I've got him on the ropes now.
but then
das Tier (de) -> deer (en)
nooooo!! you whine and cry in gay baby jail. the consonants are different!!! listen to me. listen, I say, putting both my hands on your shoulder. /t/and /d/ are the same sound. you just put your voice behind one of them.
nooooooooo!! you wail. deer are animals but not all animals are deer!!! listen to me. LISTEN. they used to be. animals used to be deer. that's just what we called them. it was a long time ago. it was a weird time in all our lives. it's okay.
let's try for a verb this time
to die (en) ≠ sterben (de) but sterben (de) -> to starve
same principle with the consonants, we're just changing a stop (where we completely stop the airflow and then let it through) for a fricative (where we still let some air go through. idk where it's going. maybe to its job or something.)
to starve used to mean generally to die, not just to die of malnourishment. we do that a lot. we take one word for a lot of things and make it mean one thing. or take one word for one thing and make it mean a lot of things. this is common and normal.
"okay but roland," you say, suddenly coming up with an argument. "what about tree? trees are super common. I don't think we'd fuck around too much with that. the german word is baum! what about THAT?"
"when did you learn german?" I ask, but then decide it isn't relevant right at this very moment. but fine.
tree (en) ≠ der Baum (de) but der Baum (de) -> beam (en)
beam??? you ask incredulously. beam???? BEAM?????? you continue with the same tone and cadence of captain holt from brooklyn 99.
yes. beam. like the evil beams from my eye I'm going to hit you with if you don't stop shouting.
but the vowels!!! you howl.
listen. listen to me. the vowels mean nothing. absolutely nothing. they're fluid like water. it got raised in english.
"WHAT DOES RAISED MEAN"
it doesn't matter right now. they were raised better than you, at least. stop shouting. open your eyes and see what god has given you. they're the same word.
"they're NOT the same word. they mean different things!"
we've been over this. they didn't used to. a beam was (and is) a long solid piece of wood. much like the long solid piece of wood I showed your mother last night.
FAQ:
Q: could english be some kind of germanic-romance hybrid?
A: do you become a sexy thing from the black lagoon just because you dressed up as one for halloween? english may have gotten a lot of vocabulary from norman french, but its history and syntax are distinctly germanic. that's what we base these things on.
Q: okay but what does it matter? this doesn't actually affect my day to day life
A: you come into my house? you come into my house, the house of an autistic man living in vienna austria and studying english linguistics and you ask me what does it matter? sit back down. I was going to let you go but now I have powerpoints to show you
Q: you're stupid and wrong and gay and a bad person
A: I know it's you, Willy
#if English is a romance language#why is Swedish so much easier to learn than french?#boom - argument completely demolished by my anecdotal individual experience#i shall accept no criticism for none is necessary
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knowing anything about history is great because it makes you seem mentally insane
#fucking hell#i knew about the blood type/personality thing#and i suspected it had some weird roots#but i didn't realise -how- fucked up
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in case you needed to hear it today:
it’s okay to use your turn signal when you’re changing lanes
it’s okay to use your turn signal when you’re taking an exit
it’s okay to use your turn signal when you plan on turning (can even be done sooner than 2 seconds before you’re about to turn)
you have a turn signal. in your vehicle. two of them in fact.
you are so brave and beautiful and smart and can do it. using your turn signal
#i cannot understand how fully half of the people on the road#seem to have forgotten their indicators the moment they passed their test#every roundabout underlines this#it is horrendous
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Perthshire forest, Dunkeld, Scotland
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#i was here in the summer!#it's a stunningly beautiful place#the building visible in the top two photos is a folly - Ossian's hall - that channels the roar of the waterfall#it was lovely to stand and close my eyes and just absorb the sound of it
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This distinctively warty lichen is Melanohalea exasperata (with several friends) on a lushly populated oak twig.

It can be tricky to find as it mostly grows high up in the tree canopy - so far I've only enountered it on branches that have recently fallen to the ground.



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Riitu Uosukainen
1975
Tuohustaja, 2023
20,5 × 15,5 × 15 cm, ceramic
Finnish National Gallery
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I honestly feel like the proliferation of LED headlights was the canary in the coalmine for the general attitude we see in the political climate these days and i'm not even remotely kidding
#this#but also another thing to take from this is the impact of advertising (propaganda)#those headlights are advertised/packaged with things like '100% brighter!'#as if that's something that's desirable and actually useful to you#as opposed to something that is a hazard to other road users#and like - the majority of options I had when looking for replacement headlamp bulbs were 'brighter' LED bulbs#thankfully I found regular yellow-tinted bulbs - I for one prefer that people driving towards me can actually see#but yeah - it's not just that there's an uptick in callousness and thoughtlessnes#it's also that companies are happy to push actively harmful products on people and are taking advantage of people not caring about others
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I genuinely think Mouthwashing fandom is a good example on how real life misogyny is very wired on people brains and influenced how they engage with fictional misogyny.
You have a story about a woman being assaulted and telling a man he trusted but being dismissed because he is friends with the attacker, and people fixate on shipping her with either of those men.
You have a story about how men that downplay their male friends violence, assume neutrality is the safer option, unintentionally help create an environment that's unsafe to vulnerable people, at a risk becoming a victim themselves. And people make it about toxic yaoi.
You have a character kill herself because she didn't want birth the child of her abuser. And people make AUs where she happily keep the baby.
Misogyny isn't just "I hate this women", it's also downplaying their trauma, defending those who caused it, and reducing them to mothers or wives against their wished under this idea of what womanhood is about.
I don't think we can separate fandom misogyny from it's real world influence, not yet.
#i played mouthwashing after having seen quite a lot of fan content online#and while i did also make an effort to avoid spoilers once I was interested in playing it#i can say that what I saw did not give an accurate impression of the game#and Mouthwashing is not exactly subtle with the ideas it is communicating#(to be clear - I enjoyed it. it's a good game)
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