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I got laid more when I wasn’t in a relationship than I do now. I know sex isn’t everything but to me it’s important and without it, I feel like there’s something significant missing. It’s almost as if I just live with a close friend instead of my boyfriend. I miss passion and I miss feeling wanted. Is it worth ending things? I’ve been debating for weeks and I’m not sure what to do or how I would rebuild my life after it.

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Ikaria, Greece

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June

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Oink Oink

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2:08am✨

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pink stamps

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haven’t been on here in a while

but i feel the need to expell my thoughts somewhere other than inside my mind right now. I almost feel as if I’m not that important, like I’m being put on a shelf by the one person who’s supposed to be the most excited for my existence (and the feeling is mutual). But I feel like I deserve more excitement, happines, and dedication (am I asking for a lot?), not all the time, not every day, but it should be felt sometime. I’m not getting this anymore, and I’m scared of what might become of it. Will I adjust and settle, or rise to recognize my real worth is equal to so much more than what I receive?

Sometimes I wonder if my need for this kind of attention stems from a lack thereof from my dad. But sometimes I wonder if I’m just settling because I’m afraid to lose something that is still better than having nothing. Is it me, or is something wrong?

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Loong Swim Club, Suzhou, China,

X + Living Design

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Trust the next chapter because you are the author.

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

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Emery Allen 

https://www.instagram.com/the.khool.haus/