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one of the previously mentioned mutuals reblogged it i'm 50% satisfied now 馃槆馃槆馃槆馃槆
if i make art 馃槖馃槖馃槖 and youre my mutual 馃槖馃槖馃槖 and we interact often 馃槖馃槖馃槖 and its something you'd probably wanna reblog 馃槖馃槖馃槖 THEN WHY DONT YOU REBLOG!!!!! FAKE ASS MUTUALS!!!!!!!!!
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if i make art 馃槖馃槖馃槖 and youre my mutual 馃槖馃槖馃槖 and we interact often 馃槖馃槖馃槖 and its something you'd probably wanna reblog 馃槖馃槖馃槖 THEN WHY DONT YOU REBLOG!!!!! FAKE ASS MUTUALS!!!!!!!!!
#TWO seperate mutuals too. is my art not good enough for you or something 馃槖馃槖馃槖馃槖#uaagahhhhh whageverno point in complaining i guess. whatever. doesn't bother me a bit#hitricule misc
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why am i so damn insecure and unsure of myself,,,,, swapnverse,,,,, this stupid mtt fic,,,,, everything with killer,,,, my art my writing even my thoughts,,,,, i dont know its a pain to be a creator i guess maybe my stuff is okay. no its not my stuff isnt ok people only say its okay because of the type of content it is people only say that its okay because they like the trio my art isnt good at all and neither is my writing and my ideas are unoriginal and even when they are theyre not anything special and especially not when nobody sees them any fucking way in the end because no matter how much i try which isnt a fucking lot because of course it is no matter how much i try in the end nobody will see my fucking shit nobody likes my writing nobody likes my art I DONT EVEN LIKE MY OWN ART OR WRITING i dont like any of it i hate it i hate it i hate it its not good enough itll never be good enough whats the point in making if i cant achieve the level i want its been years its been years and nothing's changed there's no pointi should just give up
#swapnverse is such a shitty concept anyways. the characters are poorly written and they have rarely any depth to them#this fic is so fucking out of character and it would never happen and i should just give up on it#i should delete all my fics i should delete as many posts of mine as i can i should abandon tumblr and never face it again#i should only draw for myself and never have anybody to show it at least maybe then i'll get to enjoy the things that i create#because lord knows nobody's gonna care for swapnverse at all except for that one single mutuals#people only like swapinverse because of the fact that its just a bunch of characters they already like#not because its actually well written not because the designs are actually good or because the lore is cool#i wanna get rid of it all i wanna destroy it all i dont want this to exist anymore#i dont like the murder time trio i never liked them ill never be a real fan#fuck killer sans and fuck his canon i hate him the most out of all of them please just let this end#i'll never be good enough to achieve what i want ill never be good enough for other people to want what i want to achieve either#my art is ass. my writing is ass. my ideas are ass. everything i make and try to contribute to the fandom is subpar at best#hitricule utmv
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eshshhhhhh dont feel like doing anything. pessimistic thoughts taking over again......
#my art is so ass and so is my writing#my ideas arent anything unique either they could easily be made and elaborated on by other people better#i dont even know why i try when clearly nobody even likes sny of this stuff#they just like it because it has the trio in it not because its an actually good piece of art or writing or a creative idea#i dont know why i try the people who follow me mesn nothing#none of my art will ever be good enough none of my writing will ever be cool#snd my ideas arent anything cool or special at all#ugh i just wanna give up#hitricule misc
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stomach book's vibes are horror. the lyrics are killer. the way the vocals and instruments blend is dust. murder time trio real and they manifest through this peak artist
#thanks tiktok for introducing me to great music#i say as i hide back in my vocaloid hidey hole#hitricule misc
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the way i genuinely have fears over mischaracterizing killer sans now. how did this happen. i used to think so much about him so much more than dust and horror how did this HAPPEN. i NEVER had this much fear about getting something wrong about one of my trio aside from him. this genuinely makes me so ups because i really do love killer so much,,,, he's part of my trio!! the trio's not complete without him and he has such complex lore and a good character and a fun personality i just dont like thinking about him now. i rarely have thoughts about him now and any thoughts i do have are immediately snuffed out because i'm scared that i'm doing something wrong when i even breathe in a certain tone pertaining to him. i really dont like this,,,, and i dont really know how. like at ALL. maybe it's because a major emphasis on getting killer's character right and hating on and stopping fanon mischaracterization of him has been getting more important in the little corner of the internet that i'm on and now even though i agree with the sentiment it's going against my own ideas of killer. which is like. man...... i can't even depict one of my three favorite characters correctly whats wrong with me..... i wanna be able to think about killer and have fun with his character like i did before i dont know now though. i'm upset
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people hyped her battlesuit up so much bro like you didn't even need her to support wheel of destiny if you already had sena n thelema n lantern. AND she's not even the best new ring support for dudu (saw this thing that said that she was only better/equal in phys weathers. really. REALLY) so that only leaves her in sd content but like,,,, sena's gotten like 17 different upgrades to her teams with teri and vita and all the other fucks releases AS IF she wouldn't be able to keep up just bc songque had the instant SD collaspe and she didn't. bruh i pulled her for absolutely NOTHING 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃拃馃拃馃拃
i regret pulling for songque so bad bro. i dont even know why i pulled when i dont like her character and her gameplay even tho its not mid is just,,,, whats the point if i can only use her as a dps!!! every part 2 valk can be used as support (WHICH I LOVS) but i cant even use her as a support for other wheel of destiny characters!!! BECAUSE SHE SUCKS!!!! (and also because thelema and lantern already have each other + sena so their teams are already perfect. gfs 馃А)
so i ONLY have her for a wod and SD dps but like. sena. but like. thelema and lantern. they literally do her job for her idc how cracked her immediate SD collaspe or whatever is it feels like it does NOTHING!!! she doesn't even feel that strong bro,,, she just feels mid. and her outfit is fucking ugly like what's going on with the boob tassels and the half leather pants,,,, chasca looking ass. her color scheme is the ONLY good thing going for her imo
she CANT support world star i dont need her to support wheel of destiny and she can only support this new astral ring!!! which!!!! i know i dont need to!!!! but sparkle is already looking cooler to me!!! i shouldn't need to pull for sparkle if i have her!!!! but goddamn it shes so ANNOYING i really dont like her outfit and character and even her playstyle. and also if i get sparkle i can use her with eepy teri which would also give teri more use. since i dont wanna use her in a sena team (sena ALWAYS stays with helia & coralie 馃А) so she'd get to support and also dps with sparkle & vita!!! yippee!!!!
in conclusion i feel myself wanting to make an irresponsible decision and pull for sparkle instead of saving up for durandal (who i also really like) solely because i dont like songque. only part 2 battlesuit i dislike
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i did it and i've never been more unified to not see that blonde woman in my team comps now. will only be pulling her out when my sena REALLY cannot handle using helia and coralie (because i refuse to seperate those 3 THEYRE A TRIO!!! me when trios)
i regret pulling for songque so bad bro. i dont even know why i pulled when i dont like her character and her gameplay even tho its not mid is just,,,, whats the point if i can only use her as a dps!!! every part 2 valk can be used as support (WHICH I LOVS) but i cant even use her as a support for other wheel of destiny characters!!! BECAUSE SHE SUCKS!!!! (and also because thelema and lantern already have each other + sena so their teams are already perfect. gfs 馃А)
so i ONLY have her for a wod and SD dps but like. sena. but like. thelema and lantern. they literally do her job for her idc how cracked her immediate SD collaspe or whatever is it feels like it does NOTHING!!! she doesn't even feel that strong bro,,, she just feels mid. and her outfit is fucking ugly like what's going on with the boob tassels and the half leather pants,,,, chasca looking ass. her color scheme is the ONLY good thing going for her imo
she CANT support world star i dont need her to support wheel of destiny and she can only support this new astral ring!!! which!!!! i know i dont need to!!!! but sparkle is already looking cooler to me!!! i shouldn't need to pull for sparkle if i have her!!!! but goddamn it shes so ANNOYING i really dont like her outfit and character and even her playstyle. and also if i get sparkle i can use her with eepy teri which would also give teri more use. since i dont wanna use her in a sena team (sena ALWAYS stays with helia & coralie 馃А) so she'd get to support and also dps with sparkle & vita!!! yippee!!!!
in conclusion i feel myself wanting to make an irresponsible decision and pull for sparkle instead of saving up for durandal (who i also really like) solely because i dont like songque. only part 2 battlesuit i dislike
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i might hate songque enough to actually just pull for sparkle and ditch her. like lowkey i might actually hate her that much. screw it i'm doing it i wanna use eepy teri more + get dudu's best team (IDC IF SONGQUE WOULD BE BETTER IN PHYS WEATHERS THAT'S LIKE 1 WEATHER AND DUDE SHOULD ALREADY DO GOOD ON PHYS I DONT NEED THE 5 EXTRA POINTS THAT SONGQUE WOULD GIVE)
i regret pulling for songque so bad bro. i dont even know why i pulled when i dont like her character and her gameplay even tho its not mid is just,,,, whats the point if i can only use her as a dps!!! every part 2 valk can be used as support (WHICH I LOVS) but i cant even use her as a support for other wheel of destiny characters!!! BECAUSE SHE SUCKS!!!! (and also because thelema and lantern already have each other + sena so their teams are already perfect. gfs 馃А)
so i ONLY have her for a wod and SD dps but like. sena. but like. thelema and lantern. they literally do her job for her idc how cracked her immediate SD collaspe or whatever is it feels like it does NOTHING!!! she doesn't even feel that strong bro,,, she just feels mid. and her outfit is fucking ugly like what's going on with the boob tassels and the half leather pants,,,, chasca looking ass. her color scheme is the ONLY good thing going for her imo
she CANT support world star i dont need her to support wheel of destiny and she can only support this new astral ring!!! which!!!! i know i dont need to!!!! but sparkle is already looking cooler to me!!! i shouldn't need to pull for sparkle if i have her!!!! but goddamn it shes so ANNOYING i really dont like her outfit and character and even her playstyle. and also if i get sparkle i can use her with eepy teri which would also give teri more use. since i dont wanna use her in a sena team (sena ALWAYS stays with helia & coralie 馃А) so she'd get to support and also dps with sparkle & vita!!! yippee!!!!
in conclusion i feel myself wanting to make an irresponsible decision and pull for sparkle instead of saving up for durandal (who i also really like) solely because i dont like songque. only part 2 battlesuit i dislike
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i regret pulling for songque so bad bro. i dont even know why i pulled when i dont like her character and her gameplay even tho its not mid is just,,,, whats the point if i can only use her as a dps!!! every part 2 valk can be used as support (WHICH I LOVS) but i cant even use her as a support for other wheel of destiny characters!!! BECAUSE SHE SUCKS!!!! (and also because thelema and lantern already have each other + sena so their teams are already perfect. gfs 馃А)
so i ONLY have her for a wod and SD dps but like. sena. but like. thelema and lantern. they literally do her job for her idc how cracked her immediate SD collaspe or whatever is it feels like it does NOTHING!!! she doesn't even feel that strong bro,,, she just feels mid. and her outfit is fucking ugly like what's going on with the boob tassels and the half leather pants,,,, chasca looking ass. her color scheme is the ONLY good thing going for her imo
she CANT support world star i dont need her to support wheel of destiny and she can only support this new astral ring!!! which!!!! i know i dont need to!!!! but sparkle is already looking cooler to me!!! i shouldn't need to pull for sparkle if i have her!!!! but goddamn it shes so ANNOYING i really dont like her outfit and character and even her playstyle. and also if i get sparkle i can use her with eepy teri which would also give teri more use. since i dont wanna use her in a sena team (sena ALWAYS stays with helia & coralie 馃А) so she'd get to support and also dps with sparkle & vita!!! yippee!!!!
in conclusion i feel myself wanting to make an irresponsible decision and pull for sparkle instead of saving up for durandal (who i also really like) solely because i dont like songque. only part 2 battlesuit i dislike
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I HATE HOW THIS FEELS SO MUCH I HATE IT I DONT FEEL ENTERTAINED BY ANYTHING THAY I LIKE RIGHT NOW IS THIS HOW KILLER FEELS
i hate this feeling of mild headache and tiredness of all that i like right now
#youtube NOTHING tiktok NOTHING twitter NOTHING tumblr NOTHING OH MY FUCKUNG GOD I HAYR RHIS SO MUCH#hitricule utmv
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i hate this feeling of mild headache and tiredness of all that i like right now
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i know its all fun and silly and jokes but sometimes people irritate me 馃槆馃槆馃槆
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this guy gets it
why cant horror be big and also bottom. where is the correlation there. WHY CANT I HAVE IT!!!!!! WHERE IS BARA BOTTOM HORROR!!!!!! WTF!!!!
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stuck at the worlds worst breakfast and the stranger i made eye contact with understands. he gets it. man this sucks balls
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why cant horror be big and also bottom. where is the correlation there. WHY CANT I HAVE IT!!!!!! WHERE IS FAT BARA BOTTOM HORROR!!!!!! WTF!!!!
#hitricule utmv#nobody wants to know the mttpoly thoughts i came up bc of this thought#small top dust and big bottom horror#day 6 of the horrordust streak...........
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SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!! NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR YOU!!!! YOU ARE BOTHERING LITERALLY EVERYONE EVEN THE PEOPLE THAT FEEL SORRY FOR YOU!!!! SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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