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Man am I lucky

*sees someone looking at their partner with genuine love and care* need me a freak like tht

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UGHHHHHH

me at 9 pm: got a big day tomorrow. better hit the hay 

me at 2 am: 

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samee

i need another hour to wake up after i wake up

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on today’s episode of weird chronic illness shit™ “why am I nauseous and hungry at the same time?”

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doctor: what symptoms are you having?

me: all of them

doctor: ..huh?

me: ALL OF THEM

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that fibro feel

leg: has an itch

me: scratches leg to relieve the itch

leg: is now in horrific crippling pain for two hours

me: ????

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me: wow why am i so tired all the time

also me: you're chronically ill

me: wow why am i so tired all the time

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how a spoonie makes plans

make plans. immediately feel good that you finally made plans. feel okay for the planning stages until final details are known. realize how crappy you feel. feel crushing regret that you accepted idea to hang out. cancel. repeat,.

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That chronic illness feel where you can’t tell what’s wrong just that something is Not Right and Is Bad. What’s causing it? Who knows. Can’t even tell what the it is, just that Alarms Are Sounding.

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on overcoming the challenges of chronic physical + mental illness; a.k.a. for days when you deserve a goddamn medal just for surviving. 💪🏽

ig / prints / twitter / stickers

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Positivity posts: You can do anything you set your mind to! Go out there and do it!!

My disabled ass: Can't relate

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relapse does not erase your success

you will grow from this

you will get better

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She is, above all else, tired; she wants more than anything to return to her bed and her book. The world, this world, feels suddenly stunned and stunted, far from everything.

Michael Cunningham, The Hours (via thequotejournals)

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I don’t do anything with my life except romanticize and decay with indecision.

Allen Ginsberg, The Book of Martyrdom and Artifice (via thequotejournals)