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HEART OF ROT! Stark oc x jace!!! Read the warnings before reading please<3

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❝ Irene's smile seemed to fall, witnessing the numerous reunions surrounding her. The reality of her now being orphaned seeming to hit. She wasn't with them when things got bad, she didn't know if they made it out.

for some reason she had felt as though they were dead, and Irene scolded herself for that thought. She was ashamed to think it, but she had an aching sense of it all. Maybe she was wrong, or it was just some random gut feeling that meant nothing— but she couldn't help but feel a shift.

She felt it after her grandmother died when she was eleven, there was a distinct difference in the way breathing felt after she was gone. Almost a stuffiness. A lack of clarity.

After the outbreak reached the destruction it had now become, the air felt polluted. It was thick with loss. She didn't know if that was her own to claim or simply the amount of death that fell around her.

She always stopped her thoughts when they wandered to her family. Not being able to stomach the thought of her little brother being eaten alive. her mother screaming at the carnage while her step father had to hold her back from her baby boy pleading for help.

There were times she lingered too long on the idea of it and ended up vomiting on the grass. Her stomach had become so weak. She thought. The constant nausea or vomiting starting to upset Irene greatly.

When she couldn't let the thoughts go, she'd dig her nails into her palm, pinch her arm, bite her cheek. Any form of pain to replace what she was thinking. It usually took awhile for that to work, until it did, she'd have to cause more pain.

The worst it ever got was on one of the nights she couldn't sleep. That night lasted longer than the others, Irene getting to see the sun rise before she went back to the tent. She had to take out her pocket knife to stop the attack of horrid scenes her mind was displaying.

The blood stains were hard to hide, but she made it work best as she could.

She just kept seeing Tanner's mutilated body, laying limp in a pool of his own blood. His eyes glazed over, the color in his skin receding by the second. Chunks of his organs spilled out on her house's hardwood floors.

For some reason, more than anything else that she'd seen since this started, that singular thought alone was the most haunting. ❞

—cadaverous allure: silence in the sorrow. wattpad/ao3: cubiclez

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❝ I let him touch me and grope around my waist carelessly. I could smell the wine on his tongue and see the purple tint to his lips. It didn’t bother me, I was used to men and their intoxications.

There were times his hands felt like Villes, and I welcomed it. I should’ve been horrified, scared, shaking… but I was pleased. Aroused. Maybe I’d gone mad, but it felt good. I wanted to feel it, I craved it. Somewhere deep down and covered in shame, laid a desire to have him come into my bed again.

It was evil and cruel for me to want that. I knew it. I knew how wrong it was. Maybe it was a way for me to punish myself once and for all. To keep hurting myself, I didn’t bother exploring it further. I feared I would ruin it, bring back the shakes and the tears if I stuck with those thoughts. It was easier to put myself back in the hands of a bad man, than to wonder why I wished to do so. ❞

—heart of rot. wattpad/ao3: cubiclez

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❝ Lottie fidgeted with the ends of her dress sleeves, a cool breeze hitting her exposed arms while she did so. She shook, letting out a slight shiver that quickly dissipated.

“Cold?” Lottie froze, hearing a voice she regrettably recognized. Jasper.

“Sort of.” She turned to face him, bracing for some kind of confrontation. She tried to remember why on earth she decided to leave her wand in the dorm.

He was wearing dress robes like all the other boys, his were a clean black. Except he had no white garments like Harry’s, his being a monochrome set.

Without his slytherin robes and sly smile, He looked so normal.

He hummed in response, nodding his head. He was being oddly quiet. He moved closer, Lottie’s face was visibly confused even though she was trying her hardest to conceal it.

They were almost shoulder to shoulder, the same distance she shared with Grant only minutes earlier.

Lottie didn’t know what to do with herself. She was panicking. Confused, and almost scared. Jasper had been nothing but relentlessly cruel. He hadn’t even been this close to her unless it was to whisper nasty things in her ear. Him sitting quietly by her side was unheard of, not possible, so what was happening? She thought.

Lottie couldn’t take this silence any longer, her head was burning and she had to speak. “Where’s Pippa? She was your date right?”

It took him awhile to speak. His eyes staying steadily ahead and away from hers. “No, not really—“

“—She accompanied me, but we didn’t come together.” His tone was a different from what Lottie had heard in the past; Softer.

He could feel her gaze on the side of his face, her eyes not being subtle. He turned to look at her, and his lingered for far too long. Lottie didn’t back away, her eyes staying just as steady as his.

“Jasper—“

“Goodnight, Lottie.” He spoke quietly, just above a whisper. He remained seated for a moment, his irises transfixed on hers. After a few more seconds, he finally pulled away. Finding himself slowly walking back inside the castle. ❞

—sallow-paramour. wattpad/ao3: cubiclez

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“Let it fester—Poke and praise. See how I scream and squirm under your hands. Watch my color go pale. Watch My body wither into decay. Maggots slide in and out of sockets, crevices, cradles. There is a silence in the sorrow of the soil.”

—cadaverous allure: silence in the sorrow. wattpad/ao3: cubiclez

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MY FICS—LINKS

CADAVEROUS ALLURE: SILENCE IN THE SORROW (TWD)

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SALLOW-PARAMOUR (HARRY POTTER)

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HEART OF ROT (HOTD)

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WHAM! (STRANGER THINGS) (UNDER REVISION)

APOCALYPSE PLEASE (TUA) (UNDER REVISION)

LILIES FOR LILY (CRIMINAL MINDS)

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BLOODFLOWERS (CEDRIC DIGGORY) (UNDER REVISION)

UPTOWN GIRL (IT 2017) (UNPUBLISHED)