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ZodiacChic Post:Sagittarius

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family: “why are you just sitting in ur room smiling at ur phone?”

me who’s been reading smut about fictional characters for the past 6 hours:

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Is anyone else going through hell this whole year or is this just life?

I literally find myself and everything just so very stressful. It's been hard as hell just to make ends meet and just to be able to pay my phone bill and my rent. It is even tougher going to the grocery store just to buy food to eat. I find myself literally having to find dinner every day which makes me feel just utterly depressed. I know life is meant to be hard and not easy but I don't know if I can take this anymore. I feel so much like I'm not doing enough or good enough and I'm just so tired of trying to scramble a dollar or even $5 together just to get some food or maxi-pads. I feel worse knowing that I can't and won't tell anyone out of fear of judgment. I've always tried to do my best and keep a positive note but I feel like I am just breaking apart. I feel just so tired of life and everything and I feel bad that I feel this way, Especially after all that I've overcome and gone through. I feel so tired and so broken down to the shell of what I used to be and I feel too tired to fight. I keep wondering is it my religion?, It is me who's just cursed and going through hell?. I feel like I can feel myself gravitate toward anything in a way of finding some help or even something that makes me feel grounded. How can I just trust something to god when I haven't gotten anything good out of that but just wasted time. I feel bad for my boyfriend because I love him so much and I just am so thankful to god that I've been able to meet him, But I'm trying to hold on for him and me. It's just getting harder each day because I don't want to hurt him but I just feel so much pressure and just as if I'm not doing enough for him. I feel inaquedate and as if I'm just not doing much for him. I want to do simple things like be able to take him out to eat and do some cute and spontaneous things for him but I just don't have any money or anything right now, which kills me because I want to be able to do things for him just like he does cute things to make me feel special and appreciated. I just feel so tired and exhausted and everything but I am going to try and see what happens next month.

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if ur gonna be a hater at least try to be close to being correct

It’s my blog if you don’t like it then you can gladly go look at billions of other things on the internet fr😂😂, I’m gonna be close to correct and tell you to get a better life bc yours must be so miserable that you have to come on my blog with the hate 😘

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𝐃𝐨𝐣𝐚 𝐂𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧 𝐀𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐖𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐭𝐩...

Doja Cat was honestly seen as the next biggest star in the world in everyone’s eyes. We all need music in our lives but feel good music that artists like Taylor Swift, Beyoncé and even Rihanna gave us as the dominant IT Girls of the music industry in the way that they all had their own Genre and sound. Doja Cat came out with her 2019 album AMALA and everyone wasn’t really crazy about her album but just the one and only song that gave her ultimate buzz which was her song MOO!.

Even though she released the song in 2018 she added the one song that got her famous or even gave her a name on to her 2019 album AMALA. I Honestly remember the big buzz and the world overplaying the song and just thought that the song was pretty random at the time in the world. I felt like anything at that point any song that was praised by the majority could become a chart topper or the most viewed YouTube video. The first thing that really made me not like Doja Cat was when she literally had the whole world going nuts about her and liking her sound, Just to turn around and then say that she doesn't want the song to be the song associated with how she got her success. Forever ungrateful Doja Cat then went on and became almost the world's biggest pop icon while not even really caring about it at all. It seemed like she just wanted to get her music into the mainstream media to make money off of it and then later pursue what she really wanted to do which is just making music and doing weird things.

Doja literally became famous from YouTube and her own skills which means that the cat has earned her cookie, But loving drama and responding to trolls on the internet has to really be a waste of her time. If I had the money and success that Doja Cat has I wouldn't think twice about responding or even listening to a word anyone with less than me would say to me. I and everyone around the world who really grew up with her and followed her from the start felt that she was just doing too much by letting the internet make her into a crazy person.

From responding to trolls and having literal shit-talking sessions To shaving her eyebrows and bedazzling them To shaving her head pussy clean bald, To dating a dude who has apologized and even came out about predatory behavior and even rape accusations against himself. I can understand why Doja Cat shaved her skinny ass head because I don't think I could handle the stress of having to outperform in music and still get hate or backlash. People attacked her for being on chatrooms and saying some derogatory things and even the N-word and then occasionally blocking people whom she felt she wanted to remove and block. I hate how the world has turned into this big hate train of misinformation from people who are not qualified sources. When I heard about the Doja cat chatroom situation I honestly laughed because I think we've all done worse scandalous things in life. I like my men aged like cheese and with big balls that they can rub on my face like a lava lamp so I really don't give a fuck to judge Doja Cat for calling people porch monkeys on a Wednesday afternoon in a chat room.

I think that honestly, The fact that there is a Doja Cat wiki set up for her on the internet is really insane and just weird in a way because the fact that people are this obsessed in 2023 with celebrities and Hollywood is just weird and just something that shows that the world needs to have a mental reset on what is real and what isn't. holly wood is so fucking fake and full of lies and bullshit and free drugs. Doja Cat is a grown woman and is not some "got milk?" poster girl for you to learn from and watch her every move. I feel like people need to learn how to separate the art from the artist and just like the art that is produced because then it can be supported and curated and more prosperous. But when people start to glamourize someone and just throw the human parts out the window it gets creepy, like stalker creepy.

Doja Cat knows what she's doing with the attention and the constant rebuttals she has for the internet. Doja is a strong and hot fashionista and is honestly leading the fashion world with her quirky and fresh style that is random textures but slim fitting and altogether just a hot outfit. But she starts to use her platform that she has to do more harm than good I feel that she deserves to just be ignored. From her replying to people with grotesque tweets she's become just a joke and a cornball. She's kinda like that representation of why people can't stand mixed blk kids, Because they want everyone to always kiss their ass. Doja posting her picture of a shirt with an infamous Neo-Nazi is just something that makes people ultimately separate away from her and kinda just act like she doesn't exist.

With her last album Scarlet just came out it was received very well and a lot of people still loved the music but didn't care much for the artist. I feel that she posted the neo-nazi picture and thought she was hot and cool for a day as if she was the Paris Hilton pop culture icon at that moment. Honestly, She looked pathetic. You can just tell from the makeup and shaved eyebrow diamond that she doesn't really have an identity of who she was before Doja Cat and just thinks that she's this phenomenon of a superstar, She's ashy and just a cornball attention whore and I feel that she just makes it hard for people to want to listen to her because she's always doing something just kinda stupid and her replies are just like giving out that she probably grew up in a suburban setting and thinks that she's so clever and just a cool girl and it comes on as if she thinks shes better than the people that helped her career.

I think that attention is needed in order to stay in the limelight, Maybe Doja just doesn't care if it's good or bad because she knows that there is a big want in music for her. She knows that there is no one who could sound like her or change up their style and get away with versatile sounds like she can. Drake has tried the versatility route with his Jamaican accent, British Accent, and Canadian squeaky accent and he has never been able to win over people with his different versatile sounds.

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𝐈𝐜𝐞 𝐒𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐬𝐬.

Ice Spice tries to play this mysterious game with her persona, It's like playing tug-of-war with your personality in a way with people that want to know more about you but instead she's the only one yanking the rope. Ice spice became huge from TikTok with her drill inspired song "Munch", And you know how TikTok has the power to inspire the billboards and music charts. TikTok became notorious for making 5 seconds of a song sound good but the rest of the 3-4 minute song kinda bland. With her first song blowing up on TikTok she soon became the newest hot topic but not in music or bars but really for her sex appeal. With people blowing her song up and sharing it she started to take off from there and got to do a corny barbie girl drill remix with nicki minaj who rarely gives out collabs with female rappers and only did it with Ice Spice to eat off of the momentum and push that ice spice was getting in the industry. And of course Ice Spice being hispanic and mixed with a light complexion she got all the attention on her because all industries and most of the world is colorist and because she has a fat ass because that's what she had to offer really. She can't rap or sing but she can twerk and look hot.

Ice Spice is really just a TikTok rapper who got out of the Bronx luckily off of her looks and age. Watching her performances are just bland and dry as fuck because she doesn't do any moving around just her usual combo moves of bending over, twerking, touching her ass/boobs, and flicking her dry tongue. Ice Spice does not have any talent or real music that comes from the heart, She's just a cheap industry plant like Cardi B that the music industry have put infront of us to distract us. Her and Cardi B both believe that they were hand plucked from the Bronx and chosen to represent their city out of the masses but really they aren't doing enough for the city they came from. They're really just stealing their originality and personality and raunchy-ness from the Bronx. You would've thought that Ice Spice would've done a song with Cardi B, but instead she did it with Nicki Minaj and the song was just kinda trash because it sounded so rushed and there were no memorable bars or anything that showed that she had some talent.

When Apple Music asked her to describe her music she vaguely described it as a vibe. I couldn't vibe to her song even if it was being played in Walgreens. She then went on to say

"It's for the Baddies that get it, for the confident people, for the people that get money. It's just music to feel good too, to get ready to, to work out to"

I can see the workout aspect of her music but not really the other bs she must've said high on her confusion. Ice Spice went on to release her 6 track debut EP Like...? (Her favorite catchphrase in between bars that she says when because she can't rap and gets confused.) The way Ice Spice raps is equivalent to a 6th grader rapping, She did a really weird song with Taylor Swift called karma that really flopped. because without her regular producer giving her an impromptu drill beat to rap on she sounds kinda like a really big joke. Her and Taylor Swift's song was just really bad timing for them to have a song together, Especially after Matty Healy made a very racist and insensitive joke about her and her looks while he was fucking Taylor Swift and pretending to be a good posh buy when really he is a ciggarette smoking bum with nice hair.

Overall, Ice Spice is an industry plant. A cleaner and kidz bop version of Sexy Redd that kids sing in the car and their parents won't get mad because hey she doesn't rap about sucking dick & hasn't had a sex tape exposed yet so she's safe for now. Ice Spice hasn't released any real music, Just another girl trying to do drill rap and get money off of mediocre music is what the world and the black community see.

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𝐕𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚'𝐬 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡 + 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠...𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢𝐭.

I'll do the whole world a favor and just say what we are all thinking....The VS Tour '23 was just one of the worst comebacks a company & fashion brand could ever do. Having Gigi "nepo-baby" Hadid narrating the streamed show was just boring as fuck. I got pissed off at her voice a few many times because she started sounding like a guy with a deep voice. And her jokes or commentary was just bland and it made it very hard to want to watch it all the way through with the corny and bad-timed jokes. With the girls modeling the outfits it was like watching Animal Planet. I really don't understand what the big deal or interest is in the Hadids but having Gigi speak over every minute made me watch the movie on mute.

I like that Naomi Campbell was one of the main oldheads on the "tour", I feel like her walk and ashy-ass ankles were perfect but the recycled and eco-toilet paper dresses they had the models wearing just looked ugly. I don't understand how a fashion designer can spend all that time designing a dress just for it to come out looking like a 7th-grade pottery class project. VS should've had their main fashion focus on lingerie/sleepwear/maternity fashion Not those ugly paper towel dresses they were marketing because they were a waste of time and not what I wanted to buy in their store. I get that they wanted to showcase and use their platform to help other designers and give them a spotlight, But it was practically pointless because seeing those bummy-ass half-made dresses was just the worst shit my eyes saw. I just think that a lot of women fell in love with the fun yet unrealistic hot shows, I used to pray to god that I could be Jas Tookes. VS had so many fashion shows where they had the most beautiful women walking down their star-studded show in bra & panty sets that they didn't all sell and release to the general public.

The real problem is that a lot of fashion brands just never are what they used to be or what made us fall in love with them. The fashion brand Mugler just goes through handfuls of top designers because their exotic and flamboyant culture was just what people loved about them the most but they could never sell what gave them their name. But now they're just kind of left out of the fashion talk. VS really fucked themselves greatly when they turned all woke and body positive after helping Epstein use them to prey on little girls, I see that they were finally giving the people who love to celebrate being overweight and never working out or shaving a chance to shine. But that's not every woman, And that's not how they got their name. I wanted to see all of the VS Vets come back and model and do their thing but honestly, it was just a big flop of disabled, Fat, hairy, and even one-legged pirates walking their show.

There's nothing wrong with body positivity, But there is a thing called delusion that people who don't want to work out go through. There's nothing wrong with being fat, But there is something wrong with letting social media influencers push you to think that being unhealthy/overweight is okay because it's not, And they really profiting off of you. I don't like how people are pushing this unhealthy image but they make their best money through deception and beauty standards. But then again that is how VS Made their mark on the industry. They started with skinny 6ft, flat-chested models with pretty faces and wings. Those were really our standards and goals on TV and now it is a lot different.