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i feel like im slowing going insane on here

the internet feels so loud,, everyones so put together on here and everythings so fast its like im lying down in the middle of a busy street

i cant even handle this,,, god i wasnt meant to be alive

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always watching

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everytime someone writes tenshi kaiwai as " tenshi kawaii " an angel dies

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for the uniformed

hate how theres so many english comments on hayates tiktoks now ,,,, dont get me wrong 、im happy hes got more fans n stuff 、but im way territorial 〣

just know he was my kamioshi before the lovesick boom on tiktok 、okay ? something something that one graph where im the early innovators meanwhile u guys who got into it after me are the late majority (www)

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hate how theres so many english comments on hayates tiktoks now ,,,, dont get me wrong 、im happy hes got more fans n stuff 、but im way territorial 〣

just know he was my kamioshi before the lovesick boom on tiktok 、okay ? something something that one graph where im the early innovators meanwhile u guys who got into it after me are the late majority ( www )

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its so strange how some people can just、see you and think of you as something you arent ,,,, its like ive gotten so used to being me that im unaware that the way i present myself is so different than who i really am

like all the kids at school just see me as some smart asian guy who gets good grades and they dont even know how ill i am

i mean、i guess i prefer that they like the persona ive made rather than hate me 、but it all feels so unreal 、like ive always thought my abnormalities were so damn obvious but who knows maybe im getting better at being normal ( as if lolol )

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its funny seeing jirais who're learning japanese write は as わ like correct me if im wrong 、but isnt that one of the first things you learn when forming sentences ?? really shows you how much they know lolol

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sigh dont really know what to post on here guess ill just reuse old tweets 〜 ☆ what ? i know its lazy but its not like you'd ever be able to tellll ( well i did just tell you but thats besides the point !!!!! )

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恐怖! 破綻! 暴力性! ー " pinyatte ! my true natures on a rampage " " both love & violence seem to hurt " " pinyatte ! pinyatte ! do it ! "

💉 天使-キュン┊ENG/日本語 - 14 yo male┊🌧

@deathnsufferingonplanetearth 's side blog for jirai and otaku posting 、ill follow and interact from there

" i guess i cant be a good kid after all 、im sorry i didn't realize " ♪ ( i wont take responsiblity 、but i still want you to love me ! ) ｷｭﾝ

💉 TW / BYF : self harm n eating disorders、 violent and irrational thoughts、mania n depression、and general moodswings will all be untagged on this blog

likes : hayate lvsk、miu ( miumio )、jirai kei、 mizuiro、denpa stuff、vocaloid、shoujosei manga、moe slop anime 、other nerd shit

dislikes : mental illness larpers、otaku tourists、 people who care too much about online discorse

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