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help us save ducky's emotional support animal

hi everyone!! this is squirt. he is three years old and he's a very beloved emotional support animal. since he came into our lives, he has been a huge help with my fiancee's depression and PTSD. he's the sweetest cat i've ever met.

he is also very sick. over this past weekend, we noticed that his breathing was very labored and that he was lethargic; he wasn't eating or playing with our other cat. when the breathing difficulty persisted, we decided to take him to the vet.

after getting him x-rayed, we were told that squirt has a "diffuse mixed pulmonary pattern...characterized by multiple coalescing rounded soft-tissue opaque nodules with a concurrent bronchial and unstructured interstitial pattern". basically, there's something in his lungs that's making it hard for him to breathe.

the vet believes he has either fungal pneumonia, toxoplasmosa, mycoplasma, or immune mediated pulmonary disease. they would like to hospitalize him and run the proper tests to get him diagnosed (and eventually treated). unfortunately, we cannot afford the cost of the tests. we were able to get him some medication that is going to keep him comfortable, but these meds will not make him better.

here is the current cost estimate for his care we were given by our vet (5/17/2021):

we were told by the vet that he has a chance at a long life if we can pull the money together to get him treated. he has brought so much comfort into my fiancee's life and made them so happy. if we cannot pay to take care of his medical needs, we will need to put him down.

we have started a gofundme to cover the cost of his diagnostic tests and initial treatments. our current fundraising goal is $5,500. these funds are going towards Squirt's diagnosis--we are likely going to have to update this page with an increased amount depending on what the diagnosis actually is. (for instance, if it's fungal pneumonia, we've been told that therapy to treat it can be expensive as well.) additional information we were given from our vet is posted on the gofundme page. additionally, my fiancee is available to take digital art commissions if you would prefer to help us that way. here is their art blog. money made from commissions will also go to squirt's medication and care. commission info can be found on this carrd. please help us save our cat. he's a very good boy. if he has a chance at living, we would like to save him and give him a long, happy life.

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Crowfeather kills Ashfur AU

Drawing a ____! is back! Watch the episode and find out more about this AU here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhWowEt59sk

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Oh, I can’t stop feeling I want her love, but all my dreamin’ is not enough So, in the mornin’ the sun will rise And I’ll wake up and she won’t be—

my Thrushpelt AMV is up and done !!! check it out i had a lot of fun makin it!! and Happy valentines day !!

(song is She Wants Me (to be loved) by The Happy Fits)

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inspired by @official-darkforest ‘s second death au, but i blended it with a headcanon of mine that tigerstar gets reincarnated as……shh you’ll see

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the ultimate betrayal

(because of that suggestion from the other day… lmao)

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op ur MIND. im crying

as a long time Crowfeather stan, seeing the Bramblestar stans get a taste of their own medicine is the single most entertaining thing that's ever happened in this fandom

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as a long time Crowfeather stan, seeing the Bramblestar stans get a taste of their own medicine is the single most entertaining thing that's ever happened in this fandom

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as a long time Crowfeather stan, seeing the Bramblestar stans get a taste of their own medicine is the single most entertaining thing that's ever happened in this fandom

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Straight people are so weird. They’re like “cooking is a woman’s job” unless you’re grilling then it’s a mans job. And cleaning is a woman’s job but the mans gotta take out the trash can’t let the ladies touch that icky garbage. And fucking gardening is for women, except mowing the lawn, that’s for men. Who the fuck came up with this shit??

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This should go without saying, but if you use the Draikinator drama to slip in how terrible and excessive you think the LGBTQ+ headcanons are in this fandom, facking dont.

This is not a convenient scenario to talk about how you dont hate LGBTQ people, you're just uncomfortable with them being as prevalent as cishet characters.

Your homophobia and transphobia still fucking reeks

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StarClan: Hey kit..wanna die for the clans to get together?

Shadowkit: Yeah!

StarClan: Lmao chill, ok go jump in a flooding lake

Shadowkit: Okay!

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baby crowfeather

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In 2019:

- do more things that make you forget about your phone

- do not compare yourself to other people: trust that you are progressing in your own way

- keep your heart soft, remember that there are genuinely kind people & good things in the world

- finish what you start

- be consistent, and do not be swayed by temporary moods or criticisms from people who don’t matter.

- smile more often

- be okay with being bad at something

- do not blame yourself for people who make you feel unworthy. find new people to talk to and don’t isolate yourself even if you feel awkward or unlovable. don’t convince yourself that you’re better off alone.

- go outside more often and find beauty in small things

- read more books

- be the kindest person you can be

- be so busy you have no time to be bored or dwell on the past

- learn to be patient. don’t rely on instant gratification, wait for the sense of accomplishment after completing a daily goal or achieving a long-term goal

- see bad days as a chance to start again

- always remember that negative thoughts are not the truth. you can do amazing things even though you may feel stupid. you are worthy of love and self care even though you may hate yourself. you deserve kindness and friendship and unconditional love even though you don’t feel that way. people don’t hate you even though you think you’re unlovable. you made mistakes and had bad times but that’s ok - you can always start again.

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How could you say something so controversial, yet so true?

I mean, yeah, Crow really wasn't the best dad, more of an absent one, but when people try and make it out to seem that he was deliberately abusive towards Breeze and Night it just... pisses me off. He's a dick but he's not abusive. Also you're right Bramble is a heckin' good dad.

THANK YOU! I’m glad you agree! He was absent yes, but he was never abusive. And the main reasons why he was absent was 1 he didn’t know how to be a dad and 2 Nightcloud never even gave him a chance to try and be a dad. She never let him get close to Breezepelt, which didn’t give him a chance to bond with him, and the fact Nightcloud did this cause she didn’t believe he’d be a good father probably didn’t help the fact HE didn’t believe he could. 

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i was reading sign of the moon and this scene was so fuckign hilarious i don’t know why. maybe its just bc of lionblaze’s response

original part in book below:

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i was reading sign of the moon and this scene was so fuckign hilarious i don’t know why. maybe its just bc of lionblaze’s response

original part in book below: