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it was cool hanging out here but ya idk it's not the same u know. idk i still love everyone on here so if u wanna keep in touch w me lmk i can send u my insta or something

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also can you believe that danny elfman was being fucking nasty and weird and predatory makes me sad cuz he was one of the old men that was assigned to me as an old man fucker so what do i do now

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LMAO throw back to my tumultuous love affair with this grad film student </3333

I am capable and I won't send a long paragraph. just. hello.

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things i've done since i've been gone:

-met my bf and now in a long term relationship w my sweetie

-done poppers

-went to japan again

-opened a high yield savings account

-did therapy for like a yr then stopped because my therapist had a baby

-ran a 5k

-turned 25 (will be 26 in less than a wk)

idk what else but that's my life!!!

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lmao shortly after this post i met my bf and have been together w him for a yr and half now can u believe it i'm in love

honestly at this point, if I meet the right person I'd get married TBH. marriage sounds pretty dope and like...idk. worthwhile. like ya it would have it's dramas but doing life w someone would be better than being alone all the time. it's so fucking hard living by urself. someone protect and take care of me plsssss 🥲

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hiii thought i'd check this site again after a long ass time away and idk nothing is entertaining to me on here anymore lol

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hewooo i'm back mostly because life has got me down and i miss my digital diary and goofs. also i think i might do a coding bootcamp so i'll need to use my comp a little more than usual. anyways hiiii

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gonna take a break from tumblr. see u on the flip side babez

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this tissue box cover…

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Mama Mia it’s-a Wednesday

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But even if you think you know someone well, even if you love that person deeply, you can’t completely look into that person’s heart. You’ll just feel hurt. But if you put in enough effort, you should be able to look into your own heart pretty well. So in the end, what we should be doing is to be true to our hearts and come to terms with it in a capable way.

DRIVE MY CAR / ドライブ・マイ・カー (2021)

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Drive My Car (2021) dir. Ryusuke Hamaguchi

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“…we’ll go quietly.“

Ryusuke Hamaguchi

- Drive My Car

2021