cryanne23

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Answer uworld endo block 1

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne hema onco anatomy

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne hema onco embryology

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne hema onco pathology

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne hema onco pharma

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne hema onco physio

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne gastro anatomy

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne gastro embryology

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne gastro pathology

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne gastro pharma

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne gastro physio

[X] Answer uworld ENT block 1

[cryanne23]

Simula nung nag med ako, I have unintentionally developed this unhealthy coping mechanism where I would put off processing difficult emotions, suppressing uncomfortable feelings that could potentially distract me from studying or from functioning properly, for as long as I could until I deem it safe to feel again. In short I would simply 'park' things then schedule when I'm allowed to feel heavy emotions fully. And for my most recent breakup, I promised that I would process and reflect on that yet another failed relationship once I'm done with internship and after I pass the board exam... But until then, I would just mute, block, and unfollow, that I could avoid getting triggered and losing focus in the middle of a battle.

Unfortunately, come the scheduled reflection time, I simply couldn't bring myself to cry nor feel pain anymore because I am such a forgetful person, that I could barely remember the specific details that led to the breakup. I think I might have overdone numbing myself too much, so I thought ok maybe it's just a sign that I have healed without doing the work. Then yesterday, idk kung di lang ako masyadong fave ng universe, but I found out something about the most recent ex from someone. As in it was just a super random encounter, where I got an info that I never really asked for. Idk if it was pain that I felt over that info, but sure it made me reflect on my failed relationship, to the point that I cried for the first time ever after said breakup. It actually felt weird grieving a breakup for the first time after ten months. But I prayed about it and somehow I felt comforted knowing that, okay, maybe it was just God's way of finally closing that chapter in my life.

[cryanne23]

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne endo anatomy

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne endo embryology

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne endo pathology

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne endo pharma

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne endo physio

[] Answer uworld ENT block 1

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne cardio anatomy flashcards

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne cardio embryology flashcards

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne cardio pathology flashcards

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne cardio pharmacology flashcards

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne cardio physio flashcards

[] Answer uworld ENT block 1

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Review anki uworld cardio block 1 incorrect items

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem metabolism flashcards

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem molecular flashcards

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem nutrition flashcards

[X] Answer uworld derma block 1

[X] Review anki uworld derma block 1 incorrect items

[] Answer uworld ENT block 1

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Review duty learnings

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem cellular flashcards

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem genetics flashcards

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem lab techniques flashcards

[] Review anki uworld cardio block 1 incorrect items

[] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem metabolism flashcards

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem cellular flashcards

[X] Study 10 uworld 400-499 flashcards

[X] Answer 40 uworld cardio block 1 questions

[] Review anki uworld cardio block 1 incorrect items

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem cellular flashcards

[X] Study 10 uworld 300-399 flashcards

[X] Review anki uworld biostat & epid block 1 incorrect items

[] Answer 40 uworld cardio block 1 questions

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Study 10 uworld flashcards

[X] Study 10 mnemosyne biochem nutrition flashcards

[X] Answer 40 uworld biostat & epid block 1 questions

[X] Review uworld biostat & epid block 1 incorrect items

[] Anki uworld biostat & epid block 1 incorrect items

[] Answer 40 uworld cardio block 1 questions

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Answer NBME 25

[] Review NBME 25 incorrect items

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Answer 40 uworld biochem questions

[X] Review uworld biochem mistakes

[X] Read FA biochem pp 48-57

[X] Study 50 mnemosyne flashcards

[X] Study 24 pathoma flashcards

[] Study 50 mnemosyne flashcards

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Read FA biochem pp 38-47

[X] Study 25 pathoma flashcards

[X] Study 50 uworld 200-299 flashcards

[X] Study 25 mnemosyne flashcards

[] Answer 40 uworld questions

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Read FA biochem pp 31-37

[X] Study 25 pathoma flashcards

[X] Study 50 uworld 100-199 flashcards

[X] Study 25 mnemosyne flashcards

[] Read FA biochem pp 38-47

[cryanne23]

Today I shall:

[X] Study 50 uworld flashcards

[X] Study 50 pathoma flashcards

[] Read FA anatomy, embryology, neuroscience

[cryanne23]

Today's anime dog of the day is:

Bond from Spy x Family Part 2 (2022)