crown-me-pretty

[crown-me-pretty]

Childhood friends turned lovers

Well, it all started in Brooklyn, New York, I lived in Crown Height I moved to Eastern Parkway before my baby did. He moved in my building a couple of years later. I met his sister first, and we've friends ever since. Then she introduced us. He wasn't shy at all, he looked straight at my boobs, he loves big boobs. It didn't bother me none, I was used to men and boys liking my big breast. Anyway Shawn was always around when me and my ex friend we’ll call her Snitch for now. My ex friend and I would take long walks and Shawn would ask can he join us because we stayed drunk LMAO. So he tagged along and made sure we were safe. This is where I say I was being blind, this man was here making sure we were safe running the streets. He always asked me to be his girl and I always turned him down (stupid me). This went on for years. We had so much fun back in the 90s, I can go on and on. Fast-forward 20 years, I was on tagged browsing and I so happened to see Shawn's profile. I sent him a message. The funny thing was he didn't even know it was me. I asked him how his sister and everybody was doing. He was like they are fine still not knowing it was me. Shawn said he took a good look at my pic, and he finally knew it was me. We exchanged numbers and talked for hours. Still not realizing that I'm starting to really like him. He was on his way to Georgia the next day. While he was on the Greyhound bus, we chatted the whole time. I had moved to the Bronx, he was still in Brooklyn. We felt like that wasn't a problem. I stayed up for 2 days just a chatting away about old times. We set up a date to meet and have dinner. We met up at the train station in the Bronx. I knew of a great sushi place near me that would be perfect for a first date.

We get there, and we order, and we talk about how he used to ask me out, and I would always turn him down. I had no excuse, he was the perfect gentlemen. Actually, back then I was looking for bad boys. Boys who were thugs. Shawn was the laid back kind of dude kept to himself when the time was right or when my ex friend, and I was around. Anyway we ate and left the sushi spot we went to the movies, can't remember which one it was. It was so long ago. When we were on our way there he kissed me, I didn't know how to feel. I haven't been kissed in so long It felt passionate like he loved me all along. It's a part of this I left out so here it goes I was married at the time me and my husband was on bad terms. We weren't having sex no affection no love whatsoever, so I started looking for someone else who would treat me better. Make me feel love and wanted to be desired, cared for and to feel safe.

My husband was a good man, he took care of home, but he left me out. He got too comfortable thinking I would never leave him. Fooled his ass. Shawn used to call me on my cell to talk, and my husband would be laying right beside me listening. The sad part was I didn't even care, he wouldn't say anything to me about my phone call either. After a while Shawn and I started getting serious in my mind my husband had to go. Shawn was giving me everything I wanted in a man. He listened to me, he talked back he knew how to respond to me, he expressed himself. These are the things my husband never did. Funny thing they are the same sign, a Sagittarius. It seems I can't get away from them lol.

Before the Coronavirus hit me and my boo would drive everywhere, he finally got a car didn't take him long after we got together. We would hang out in hotels just to be with each other. After a while I got tired of it. My husband figured I was seeing someone, and he brought it up finally. I told him I was seeing Shawn, and I wasn't going to stop. By this time I didn't give a fcuk. So I asked my husband if he could stay at is moms house a couple nights a week. He said I'll just leave I was so happy now the ball is rolling. My baby and I can have the house to ourselves, just what I wanted. My husband did go ballistic he scared me I have never seen him with so much rage in his eyes and he was drinking. He still wanted to be with me even though I was still with Shawn. He was willing to share me. I was done with him, I had no feeling for him. Then he changed his mind and he went to sleep in a chair. I was so glad he did, didn't want him next to me. Stick around for part 2.

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New sewing machine

I thought about a lot of things to do in my spare time. I brought a sewing machine for starters, this will be my second one. Not only that, but I can't wait to get started on my many clothing projects. Summer is coming, and I want to get started on some dresses and some short sleeve shirts. My daughter is having a BBQ for her soon-to-be husband this coming Saturday, and I really want to make me something to wear. I brought me two patterns and 9 yards (0.01 km) of fabric, black of course it's my favorite color lol. I'll post some pics real soon.

Furthermore, I still haven't made anything special with my fabric, no motivation whatsoever. Feeling like I have dresses why make any lol. It defeats the purpose of buying a sewing machine.