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Hello my lovely friends, its been a long looong time. I had to do some scrounging but i’ve come back to tumblr. I want to leave this blog because it brings back harsh memories of years when i struggled. Please follow @yudovi i’ve moved here and i will try to continue art. I love you all and im sorry ive made people worry. Thank you so much for the endless support. Please don’t hesitate to say hi i miss you all.

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Hello my lovely friends, its been a long looong time. I had to do some scrounging but i’ve come back to tumblr. I want to leave this blog because it brings back harsh memories of years when i struggled. Please follow @yudovi i’ve moved here and i will try to continue art. I love you all and im sorry ive made people worry. Thank you so much for the endless support. Please don’t hesitate to say hi i miss you all.

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Hello my lovely friends, its been a long looong time. I had to do some scrounging but i’ve come back to tumblr. I want to leave this blog because it brings back harsh memories of years when i struggled. Please follow @yudovi i’ve moved here and i will try to continue art. I love you all and im sorry ive made people worry. Thank you so much for the endless support. Please don’t hesitate to say hi i miss you all.

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Hello my lovely friends, its been a long looong time. I had to do some scrounging but i’ve come back to tumblr. I want to leave this blog because it brings back harsh memories of years when i struggled. Please follow @yudovi i’ve moved here and i will try to continue art. I love you all and im sorry ive made people worry. Thank you so much for the endless support. Please don’t hesitate to say hi i miss you all.

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Hello my lovely friends, its been a long looong time. I had to do some scrounging but i’ve come back to tumblr. I want to leave this blog because it brings back harsh memories of years when i struggled. Please follow @yudovi i’ve moved here and i will try to continue art. I love you all and im sorry ive made people worry. Thank you so much for the endless support. Please don’t hesitate to say hi i miss you all.

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Hello my lovely friends, its been a long looong time. I had to do some scrounging but i’ve come back to tumblr. I want to leave this blog because it brings back harsh memories of years when i struggled. Please follow @yudovi i’ve moved here and i will try to continue art. I love you all and im sorry ive made people worry. Thank you so much for the endless support. Please don’t hesitate to say hi i miss you all.

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Hello my lovely friends, its been a long looong time. I had to do some scrounging but i’ve come back to tumblr. I want to leave this blog because it brings back harsh memories of years when i struggled. Please follow @yudovi i’ve moved here and i will try to continue art. I love you all and im sorry ive made people worry. Thank you so much for the endless support. Please don’t hesitate to say hi i miss you all.

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So after many many months of struggle ive finally had a chance to be happy and i cant thank everyone enough for being there for me. Im immensely grategul for being so paitent with me ill be getting some stuff done and giving somethin special to the peeps who have been waiting.

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Im super sorry everyone for mmaking everyone wiat but i had been sick with a stomach bug for over a month ( Due to sewage and flooding problems in water around my area.) Not only that but me and a roomate during these times had moved to another house. Sadly back to my parents who are abusive. Im thnkful for thier help but i dont wish to stay here.

During this move alot of problems have occured. Funerals, sickness and moving( from our nightmare headtenant from out last house. Who was a pervert, slob and animal abuser)

Im really sorry for commissions aswell. If you are annoyed and mad you have every right i am so sorry. During the moving process aswell my laptop refuses to turn on andwhen i go to charge it its sparks at the charger port area. Im looking to transfer all my art or get it fixed to transfer all art over to my new laptop i have gotten recently.

If you would like a refund i can totally do that but i promise i will try to get these all done as soon as possible.

Im currently living i a shed in my familys backyard and i hope that my living situation will be better soon. I know things could be worse but im really trying my best and im trying to keep positive and update everyone as much as i can.

I feel like im failing to get things done ands im dissapoitning everyone but i promise im really trying

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My fucking laptop wont turn on

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Yes, this is a callout post.

So i’ve been around for a very long time on here. I’ve not been doing the best emotionally but there is someone who’s basically been creepily stalking me for a long ass time now and recently they did something which is super not fucking OK. I don’t want to do this, but after their recent behaviour, I am sick of dealing with them.

This person is StimminArtio, a.k.a @apex-star​ on tumblr.

For those who don’t know, early last year I dated them for a month after being friends for awhile. Fine right? Until they tried pushing me into having a family with them and mentioning marriage in a barely month old relationship- which I wasn’t comfortable with, so I broke it off.

Only, they didn’t really get the hint. To summarise a very drawn out story, I really tried being friends, and they continued to be overbearing to the point they were sending anonymous requests for fanfics back when I wrote them. I did such a thing, and they picked it apart and tore it to shreds for details that weren’t 100% accurate. 

I blocked them on all media platforms, not wanting to talk to them anymore as they had become a drain on my mental health and I was already in a very dangerous suicidal mindset because of my own issues at the time. Did they listen and respect my wishes?

NO. They went to EVERY MUTUAL FRIEND WE HAD AND ASKED THEM TO SEND ME MESSAGES ON THEIR BEHALF. I have SO many friends I can get to vouch for this happening! So fucking many! In the end, I had to unblock them and put it bluntly why the fuck I didn’t want to speak to them Let me show you the messages I sent to them as a result. That’s right ladies and gents! I have RECEIPTS.

Did they listen?? Of course they didn’t.

So. This individual ignored literally EVERY SIGN to leave me alone, to stop talking to me, completely disregarded my mental health despite me having been HOSPITALISED. FOR SUICIDE WATCH.

Oh, it only gets even worse. In the past week, they found out I was dating my gorgeous boyfriend. Not only do I get their partner Mags or whatever the fuck in my DMS trying to ‘warn’ me about my boyfriend (who by the way lied to me about adding me randomly from an apex server), but then they start making fake accounts pretending to not be them and harass my boyfriend, THEN OFFER TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN AFTER TELLING THEM TO BREAK UP WITH ME BECAUSE ITS SELFISH????

WHAT THE FUCK??? 

They then had the audacity to tell my partner not to tell me. Which, i think fucking not? We tell each other literally everything. So, you can understand my problem that this piece of human garbage after causing my boyfriend so much harm, is STILL IN THE COMMUNITY. LYING ABOUT ME, SAYING I WAS THE ONE WHO MADE THEM AFRAID TO BE POLY. Which is real funny because they told me their ex before me was the one who did that.

They’re actively trying to sabotage people, and had absolutely no reason to contact my boyfriend previously until they saw they were with me!!!

If you need more evidence, I have so fucking much of it. I have archives of messages saved, witnesses and testimonies from so many people I know about how fucking terrible a person they are. All in case this parasite ever came creeping back into my life again, Guess what? They did, along with their shitty little partner. So now they forced my hand. 

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So ive been super sick with a massive stomach bug. Im super sorry for being inactive. Its just been absolutely constant for the past few weeks and im just not able to do anything lately but im going to be doing well hopefully soon. Got pain meds and stuff and im gonna hopefully be in a better place literally and mentally

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Cringe

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He doesn’t appreciate you coming into his home

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Wraith & Caustic: *reading books together*

Mirage: *Slams door open* YOU GUYS ARE HAVING SEX?!

Caustic: Really? Wraith why didn't you tell me, I would have put my book down

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GOTTA BLAST!!

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