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i’ll be here very soon!! i just... have been tempted to work on a project.

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i won’t be online on any account until november 6th cause i’m going home to visit my dad. i’ll be mobile lurking either here or on @crmsnhnds. feel free to add me on discord (potatuh#6969)

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someone: what day are you free? doyle: yes.

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genuinely a fan of someone stubborn enough to be like “hey i need something for you” and not leaving doyle alone even after he pulls out the big guns to drive someone away and he just. begrudgingly accepts that. he won’t be left alone.

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❛   absolutely fuckin’ not.  ❜ 

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i want to write on here so badly but idk how to approach people fucking dammit

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sometimes the strange man sounds like a whisper to doyle; something only he can hear. sometimes it’s not the strange man at all - sometimes it’s just a hate - filled voice that whispers horrible things. and he doesn’t even know who that is, only that it’s not his own voice.

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i just love him. very much.

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doyle lore gonna drop this weekend ig

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head empty. him only.

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lunaetis​

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─「ステラ」─  delicate digits were holding his calloused hand so carefully, as though she was handling the most precious thing in the entire world. thumb caressed over the burnt marks, before she leaned in to press a tender kiss upon them. one, then two, a gentle caress akin to that of butterfly’s wings. violet hues slowly reopened upon more, and the LOST STAR lifted her head to meet his gaze, fingers not letting go of his hand just yet.

               “ does it still hurt ? ”

                                              ❛ no more than looking into a mirror. ❜

he responds, feeling the bitter taste of irony on his tongue where it resides, unable to leave the tip of it to make its way into his words; instead his voice is collected, tense with the edge of softness that swings at his resolves like a bat. there is too much of a divide for him to truly open up, or whatever it is that lurks beneath the surface like a fish in a lake. whatever it is that wants to break out past his ribcage like the heart thrumming in his chest. maybe it’s fondness, perhaps it’s ... trust. he almost shudders at the thought, more so than he does at the affection he is shown. he glances to the side, shoulders shifting as if to shake off an invisible weight.

much too much like the stars and the moon in a nightsky her gaze is too bright for him to bear any longer than he has. there is a wisdom paired with careful interest, unearthed tenderness that has him unable to neither look away nor hold it any longer. it feels foreign, perhaps frightening. and yet he speaks, reveals just a little more about his past than anyone else has seen. she has been honest with him about her part, it feels only fair to attempt to reciprocate such honesty. even when it is paired with a sheepish, almost awkward clearing of his throat.

                  ❛ i have been through worse, so these never really hurt that much... ❜

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sometimes i remember doyle was told his entire life his mother never loved him and he blamed himself and ingrained it in himself that he ruined her life by being born. meanwhile she loved him so much she ran away from a home she’d otherwise have stayed at because she wanted him to experience being loved and not being manipulated like her brothers. because she wanted him to live freely like she wasn’t allowed to in her youth and then i just

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do you like spooky shit ?    do you like the paranormal ?    NO ??    so, you want to get rid of a ghost but the ghostbusters are overbooked or don’t exist in your world ?   then consider giving a call to #CRIMSONHOUNDS !!    sure, the customer service is only 1.5 out of 5 and the owner is kind of a prick, but he gets the job done and he’s going to go out of his way to make sure you are safe  & protected from anything trying to harm you !!     just remember, doyle pechman tristan kennedy does 100% a better job than any ghostbuster !!   and we can guarantee that he is definitely, totally, not in contract with some supernatural creature or anything. he’s just a normal guy !!

sincerely,  LEN from marketing

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when i tell hina doyle isn’t the muse for soft content and he will take a long time to warm up to people but hina takes it personally so i am given things that inevitably will have him warm up to someone

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@dcwnrisen :    dont be shy, tell us what he likes to eat, how he deals with betrayal, how he values friendship, how he knows he's fallen for someone or fallen out of love with someone

anything involving meat, mostly german schnitzel (not the shitty american version, he knows who makes good ones around town and he’ll eat it - all thanks to a former german acquaintance). mostly lives off cheap beer and pizza & instant ramen with some added kimchi, though.

he usually doesn’t really get betrayed in that sense because he never fully trusts anyone. he doesn’t let his guard down and if people try to betray him he usually has already planned ahead and is either not bothered or will get payback. he’s been through shit and he’s not going to let his guard down for anyone. so betrayal is something he doesn’t really ... experiences.

he doesn’t care for friendships. he wants to make money, he wants to find a way to weasel out of his contract without dying and he wants to do stuff. he doesn’t have the time for friends nor does he want them. he’s considered people friends in the past and it always bit him in the ass - so he simply refuses to accept anyone as a friend.

the same can be said for love. he’ll realize fairly quickly but it’ll neither be noticeable nor will he act on it. emotions, attachments, are something that has been squashed for him in his youth and he simply refuses to try and fix that for himself. so he usually doesn’t really care. sure it’s a little inconvenient to care for someone, especially if maybe they get hurt. but he smothers such emotions quickly enough to bounce right back.

usually when he falls out of love he’s very relieved; he doesn’t WANT to be in love and he’ll gladly fall out of it if the chance is there. in the incredibly unlikely case of a relationship or some sort of attachment he’ll outright tell the person because he refuses to be the asshole that strings someone along if they can spend that time finding someone who will love them properly.

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                                                   “...doyle?”

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doyle going by tristan but reacting to someone calling for “doyle” and then freezing and feeling as if everyone’s staring at him. even when they aren’t, he just feels eyes on him that aren’t visible to others.

the name doyle means “stranger”, so i guess that explains why he hates it.