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Uhh schizotypal silver spoon GO!!!!

To those with demonised disorders who like to headcanon their favourites characters as having those disorders: you are valid. It does not make you or that character a bad person. You deserve to be able to project onto media/fiction that you relate to just like everyone else without people losing their shit over it.

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Wee armor hc helmless Gabe sketch.

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misc black and white graphics stamps

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absolutely ridiculous creature perfect for decorative purposes only doomed to sit atop your Christmas tree for the rest of its life just for you to put it back in a box once the month of December is over unless you leave your tree up for a little longer. the moment you put it back in that closet it starts eating the geckos and miscellaneous insects and fights with your childhood other Christmas angel topper every evening and you could swear you heard a rustling of ornaments and cardboard

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Gordon Ramsey fursona reveal!

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Funny story, if it wasn't for that scene I would have never gotten into Hannibal. I found that whole thing so weird and kinky for a bond movie that I told my friend, and when they saw the actor they went "oh yeah, you like cannibalism right?" And now I'm here.

oh? 👀

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Rain gone wrong☔️

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thinking about how will went to hannibal

every

single

time

he

needed

someone

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peace and love on Earth..

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prev | next [ in kofi, but it will be public in a couple of days :D ]

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Di. Nosorb

I'm taking commissions right now! Prices are dependent on complexity, but generally are within these ranges: Colored character illustration - 200-300 USD Black and white character illustration: 100-150 USD Full illustrations - 500-1000 USD I'm also open to doing creature design, but I'd need to know the specifics of the project to give a quote! Contact: Holly.o.Lucero@gmail.com

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

2x04 || 2x09

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@apollothedrunkgod look

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some bugs i drew hehe : ]

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Shout out to people with Complex Dissociative Disorders (parents edition):

If your parents genuinely changed and improved overtime

If your parents were absent when you were a kid because they were sick / ill / working / otherwise indisposed

If your parents were not your abusers

If your parents would have acted differently if they knew you were being abused

If your parents didn't have the resources or knowledge to help / understand you

If your parents were loving and yet still neglectful

If your parents inadvertently invalidated / didn't believe you, but now do

If your parents weren't your primary caregivers when the abuse happend

If you weren't abused at all and your trauma was medical / environmental / etc

Had emotionally and physically present parents but you still had disorganized attachment with them as a kid because of your delusions / paranoia / etc.

If your parents regret how they treated you

If your parents loved and love you but acted the way they did because of substances / mental illness

If your parents are not completely bad people, or bad people at all

If you still get along with your parents regardless of what they did

If you ever invalidated your own traumatic childhood experiences because your parents were "too nice"

Your trauma is not less valid if you get along with your parents today. Sure, you needed disorganized attachment to your primary caregivers as a kid to develop a CDD. But that can take plenty of formes, and they don't all include your parents being monsters.

Edit: any other emotions regarding your parents are also valid and okay, and I couldn't mean that more. Childhood trauma survivors go through so many rough emotions, and self-invalidation is sadly way too common. Your feelings are a direct result of what happened and that makes them normal.