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Is that right? That's not right.

Translation from Chinese: What's the point of working here?

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（小伙不语，只是一味的画画）

I watched Epic yesterday and it was just fantastic, there were so many parts that made me cry😢😢😢

The death of Polites was one of them, he was so naive and kind that every time I hear the melody of "open arms" later on, I start crying😭😭😭

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Happy 39th birthday, my dear little girl!

It's now 16:00 CCT January 13th, 0:00 PST January 13th

Let's wish the research experts from site19，

Dr. Elsa "Crimson" Delost a very happy birthday!

O fragile and resolute ruby，

May you rejoice and live forever

(There was supposed to be a plain English novel here, but I really can't finish it!)

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I just wanted to let you guys know that I finished chapter two! I'm really enjoying what I'm writing and I hope more people will read it!

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🎵Happy New Year🎵

It's January 1, 2025 BST now. Happy New Year!

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Jimmy？Jimmy！

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Hello! I'd like to reveal to you a little bit about the chapter2 of my article "OUTSIDER" posted on AO3! I used the translator to translate from Chinese to English. I hope you like it!

Here's the link to the chpater1！

——（Well it might be very long）——

▪ When you're in the middle of the universe and you look out the window, it's hard to tell what time it is because of the monotony of the dark stars, and over time, your brain's sense of time goes down, and that's what's happening to Curly right now, as he sits against the cold cabinet, the smell of blood in the room lingering at the tip of his nose. He wondered how many more roundabouts the hands had traveled-- Curly even suspected he was asleep, but his mind was still a mess, Jimmy's bloodshot eyes and empty sockets swirling in his mind, the image of endless blood trickling down his lips lingering in front of his eyes. Letting out a long sigh, the Captain stood up holding onto his locker, he still looked a little dazed and his feet were weak, but still, he lifted his feet and walked out of Jimmy's room. The hallway was lit only by cold incandescent lamps, as if a group of towering witnesses, lengthening his shadow a little, and it looked as if he had indeed been in a daze for a long time. Walking the same route he had etched in his mind countless times, the soles of his shoes clacking on the floor, Curly's nerves, frayed by the day's events, tensed as if he'd already crossed the mountains to reach the driver's side of the car, and his ears buzzed as if he'd been at an inharmonious solo performance.

▪ Jimmy suddenly didn't feel like he was alive again, the monotonous ticking sound of life replacing the cacophony hitting him in the heart. He couldn't seem to feel anything anymore, blinking mechanically, but the vision disappeared. He couldn't see the pain or the blood. He remembered the last time he had been so bound, the raindrops beating the same monotonous beat, pressing his head down a little, and there were no more of those ghastly sounds in his ears, but the twine tying his hands back together still didn't feel good. He saw a small puddle of blood on the ground, maybe it was his and maybe it wasn't. It was just that the night, which was so dim that it seemed a little thick and long like asphalt at the time, made it impossible for him to distinguish the color. He looked away from himself, that damned face reflected in the crimson mirror, but blurred, uninteresting irises tinted bright red. He blinked subconsciously, the reflection simultaneously following the same movements as the human he saw. If death was all it took to turn the uninteresting past into a blinding color, he felt he had done it. The bruising caused by the inability to circulate blood brought an icy numbness, perhaps this was the viper of death that crawled down his body to his soul. He gasped, wondering if the gore-worker had wrapped itself around him-it was hard for young Jimmy to tell-maybe he was chambering a breath-or maybe he was just too cold.

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I couldn't hate Jimmy, because his mind, molded by pure hate and pure evil, was destined for madness and doom. To me, it's more like an ancient Greek tragedy. Jimmy is just alive, and that makes him a tragedy. Maybe that's a bit of a whitewash, but I'd like to believe that the production team didn't just make a flat villain out of him and that Jimmy is more like a piece of faulty code that shouldn't have been there at the beginning of the story and shouldn't have been there at the end of the story, and that overwhelmed with emotion he feels a lot like a paranoid personality to me already. Even trying to make changes doesn't help because he doesn't know how to change at all, talking empty slogans and trying to grab the last straw with that, but it ends up being a doomed tragedy. He handled nothing, saved no one, and no one grieved for him.

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I just wanted to let u guys know that I start to write for Mouthwashing (in Chinese)! If u like it please comment me in AO3! Thank u!

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Hey, do you know Cat-Bright? Stay away from him, he's a 37-year-old man who pretends to be a 16-year-old girl, he's a groomer, his boyfriend @evan is a minor and asks him for photos of his body, and I even think he asks other minors for the same. He also has a fetish for pregnancy and r4pe, and he idealizes r4pe, he even once said that he wanted to r4pe a pregnant woman.

OMG, I know him! Things about him were widely rumored in the Chinese SCP community back in the day! These things are really offensive...(;∀;)

I'll stay away from him, thank you!

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okfine I'm going to school

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Maybe I'll finish it before I go to school this afternoon！

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We need more Clef！

yeah!

ο(=•ω＜=)ρ⌒☆

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I've kept a little bit of the original to make sure you know who I'm drawing.

emmm，，，，em，，，，enn，，，I just want to draw like this!

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Maybe we need an introduction!

Basic Info:

Aloha！

–I'm Crimson/Crimson Lorette.

–Personal pronoun is She/Her

–I'm a 15-year-old girl from China！

–I'm a senior high school student and a boarder, so that I can't be online everyday. ´ᯅ`

–I like to paint my OC and create fan works!

Interest:

–SCP（I will love it forever）

-Mouthwashing（I hope you like my writing！

～Epic the musical（I will cry for Polites forever）

–ArKnights（明日方舟，启动！）

-LimbusCompany（In fact it's three games from the Project Moon）

-COCTRPG（跑团，启动！）

-OC

DNI：

–Basic DNI（Like racist etc.）

-People who like APH

-MiHoYo Games player

-Regarding ship, I created this picture！

Concluding：

That's all I wanted to say! Hope you like my work!

Bye～

(⑅˘̤ ᵕ˘̤)*♡*

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yeah～

‘- ̗̀ ෆ( ˶'ᵕ'˶)ෆ ̖́-

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Anyway，I'm trying to write an article in English by myself about what happened at site19, where people tried to celebrate Elsa's birthday!

*Photographed at my senior high school