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Hey guys! Just so you know I might be really slow answering anons/ rbs rn bc I am not doing good.
Idk how long this is gonna last but I just wanted to let you guys know what’s going on so you know I’m not just lurking and ignoring things for now reason.
If yall wanna send me anything with good vibes or that’s just silly rn, please do I could use the positivity.
I will be reblogging this to all of my accounts.
Details below the cut, read the tags for triggers.
So I’m genuinely not doing well and I haven’t been for a while. Being on tumblr and especially doing the rp has helped a ton and I can’t express my gratitude enough for this community.
Last night I made an attempt on my life as some of you might already know.
Luckily, I did not do enough research on the meds I took to overdose and found out that it wasn’t gonna kill me about halfway through the experience.
I have been suicidal since i can remember, so this is not something new. Even though this was only my second attempt.
I am safe rn and I have support and I plan to work on a real solution to these problems which might include dropping out of school.
I’ve briefly brushed on these ideas within the rp as a way of coping, which I know is not the healthiest approach, but it does help to be able to express it and vent through the anonymity of rp.
I don’t want to publicly talk about my trauma so I’m going to leave it at that.
If anybody is worried or needs further reassurance, I understand, and my dms on all of my accounts are open. I may not respond immediately but I will try to respond when I can. I know this is a lot to hear from someone you may only vaguely know through the fun little rp world.
I know I’m not the only one struggling with these issues in this community. If you are struggling, please reach out to someone. I know reaching out is scary and it’s a large burden to put on someone, but it’s so much better than just disappearing. People in this community want to help.
Thank you all for all of the support I’ve gotten through this community. It genuinely means the world to me.
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I don't like that he's using amitiels trust like this.
I trust him. I'd do about anything he asked.
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No, this one's just hunting amitiel. Which is why Lucifer put Ami in his new universe.... As bait 😬
woah wtf???
this is crazy. But as long as it gets Constantine back.
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:( I was tryna cheer you up
They're gonna come back. Luci just needs to finish up with this second Michael and drag com out of purgatory
Con's in Purgatory???
And theres another Michael???
Is this Michael just as bad? Is he gonna come after us??
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So uhh...
My Birthday is in three days.
All I want is Constantine back
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https://www.tumblr.com/crimsonknightly/764264615347634176?source=share
Something to ask Luci and con for when they come back methinks 🤭
Maybe we can hold off those thoughts until my partner is not dead???
Holy crap.
#ck answers#((no but you're so right tho))#((Crim's just still really depressed))#((which is normal))
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I need to get dicked down in a way that’s concerning to feminism. Where the fuck is @theworstwolverine when I need him?
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Everyone has at least one character who’s death you ignore and pretend it never happened.
#ash from supernatural#any alfred death#anyone just killed for shock value actually faked their death actually
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Why can’t you just answer a question?
@circus-champion
Did… did my partner just adopt you???
@crimsonknightly
wha-? noooo??
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I…
I haven’t left the lux since Constantine died
Hey Duckie, did you just adopt Jacyn?
@crimsonknightly
Yes? His version of me died, what else was I supposed to do?
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Thank you my love
Hey Duckie, did you just adopt Jacyn?
@crimsonknightly
Yes? His version of me died, what else was I supposed to do?
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My partner, Dick Grayson. Circus Champion.
Did… did my partner just adopt you???
@crimsonknightly
wha-? noooo??
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It was just a question, I wanted to make sure.
You’re right, he needs a family, but you don’t have to be that person, you’ve already got a lot going on.
You always prioritize everyone else’s needs. I love you for that but sometimes you gotta take care of yourself.
I’m not trying to say that you made a mistake or anything. Just… take care of yourself, alright?
Hey Duckie, did you just adopt Jacyn?
@crimsonknightly
Yes? His version of me died, what else was I supposed to do?
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🤨
Did… did my partner just adopt you???
@crimsonknightly
wha-? noooo??
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Nein, das sind keine Genusfehler. Mein Deutsch ist perfekt, diese Tisch ist einfach transgender.
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((Jacyn nO))
hello everyone this is daddy pig and he's 10 yrs olda than me. hes 27/ @circus-champion round o applause fa mah adoptive fatha everyone!!! cleanin up gotham!!
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