crimson-shadow-soul

[crimson-shadow-soul]

Oh wow you are so delusional. We had every intention of leaving you once we kicked you out but you kept stirring the pot even to this day. You are just digging yourself deeper and deeper. Soon you will get to china and even they will be sick of your shit.

How dare you say my friends are lying when you have tried to push want you want on to people and whine when you don't get your way. My friends and I have done nothing but tell the truth and you are the one twisting the words to fit whatever fucked up goals you have in that messed up head of yours. We gave you chance after chance and tried to talk things through but you spat back in our face over and over. I am surprised anyone is following you. So take that soap box you stand on and leave us be.

Why don't YOU leave ME be? Why are you determined to ruin my life?

[crimson-shadow-soul]

That is a laugh. You are ruining your own life by trying to drag their names through the mud. You are drinking your own kool-aid and are so deep in your own crap that you think you are finding diamonds. Hanging around younger people, whining when you are losing and everything else you are doing is just making you look worse and worse by the day. 

How dare you say my friends are lying when you have tried to push want you want on to people and whine when you don't get your way. My friends and I have done nothing but tell the truth and you are the one twisting the words to fit whatever fucked up goals you have in that messed up head of yours. We gave you chance after chance and tried to talk things through but you spat back in our face over and over. I am surprised anyone is following you. So take that soap box you stand on and leave us be.

Why don't YOU leave ME be? Why are you determined to ruin my life?

[crimson-shadow-soul]

Life happens. What can you do?

Who are you? You are very loud.

Names Destroyer….I’m loud? 

[crimson-shadow-soul]

Just a lot of in fighting. I also lost the love of my life out there.

Who are you? You are very loud.

Names Destroyer….I’m loud? 

[crimson-shadow-soul]

Got annoyed with all the drama.

Who are you? You are very loud.

Names Destroyer….I’m loud? 

[crimson-shadow-soul]

I don't live out in the desert anymore. I doubt I have claim to that name anymore.

Who are you? You are very loud.

Names Destroyer….I’m loud? 

[crimson-shadow-soul]

Yes you are and I am..er was Crimson.

Who are you? You are very loud.

Names Destroyer….I’m loud? 

[crimson-shadow-soul]

“Broken arm and ribs, concussion and bruises a plenty. I am being watched for a few days to make sure I am alright” She said. “What about you?”

☤ - In a hospital

CC jerked awake as looked around. It took him a minute to realize he was in a hospital bed with ivs and wires all over him” what the?” He questioned to the room he was in.

[crimson-shadow-soul]

OOC/Help for those who might need it

Normally I don’t do this, but I’m taking a few minutes out of my day to talk about a few things.  Recent events have come into light that made me want to write this, and roleplaying, which is usually a place to go and relax and in essence play adult pretend, has had its stressors. Instead of it being a safe place, a refuge, it has its fair of sharks in the water.  In light of this, I know many in the rp community are very friendly, and helpful, but we don’t always get to see the face on the other side of the screen.

With people in the world these days, I’m sharing this information, hoping to help at least just one person by posting this. (I’m numbering it to make it easier but I apologize for the length.)

1) If you feel you are bullied, either face to face, or a victim of cyberbullying, or the parent of a child who is being bullied, go to https://www.stopbullying.gov/ for a rich source of resource, and even steps of what to do in case this is happening. Bullying is never okay, no matter how old or young, a child or an adult. Many of us (including myself) have been bullied just for being ourselves, and it sometimes takes help to stand up to those kind of people.

2) No judgements here but in these trying times, in case you ever EVER need it, the National Suicide Hotline is 1-800-273-8255 or https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

3) Since these are indeed trying times, the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) has a national hotline as well of 1-800-662-4357 or TTY 1-800-487-4889. They also have a list on their website at https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline of ways to find treatment.

I hope this information helps to find someone in need of it.

[crimson-shadow-soul]

“Car accident. Guy slammed into me and made my car roll.”

☤ - In a hospital

CC jerked awake as looked around. It took him a minute to realize he was in a hospital bed with ivs and wires all over him” what the?” He questioned to the room he was in.

[crimson-shadow-soul]

“Don’t know exactly myself. I have been here just a few days.” She said before adjusting her casted arm.

☤ - In a hospital

CC jerked awake as looked around. It took him a minute to realize he was in a hospital bed with ivs and wires all over him” what the?” He questioned to the room he was in.

[crimson-shadow-soul]

Amelia looked up from her book when she heard her room mate move and speak. "Ah, you are awake." She said from her bed. Her hazel eyes looked at the man.

☤ - In a hospital

CC jerked awake as looked around. It took him a minute to realize he was in a hospital bed with ivs and wires all over him” what the?” He questioned to the room he was in.

[crimson-shadow-soul]

My Experience

I figured with all this stuff about him coming to the surface, I should speak up about how he treated me not long after we met him. He would constantly hit on me, making sexual jokes and comments even when I asked him not to. I have a lot of trust issues due to my upbringing and I like to make people happy, so I didn't complain much at first and let the jokes and comments slide. But as time passed, he got more and more bold in his comments and jokes. I was still too scared to say anything because I didn’t want to lose a friend as my friends mean the world to me and I didn't want to rock the roleplay groups boat. I finally got the courage to put my foot down after two of my closest friends saw what was happening and encouraged me to finally speak up. I told him off and cut contact with him for a long while. I was in my early twenties at the time and he was only seventeen but he still made me feel really uncomfortable and scared to speak out. I hope my story will help others want to come out with their own. This man shouldn't be allowed to make people feel like I did anymore.

[crimson-shadow-soul]

“I am putting the past behind us. Just take the candy and bandana”

*grumbled words*

Can’t hear what you are saying. 

[crimson-shadow-soul]

“why would I poison a candy I made?” She snipped. “I am trying to make peace.”

*grumbled words*

Can’t hear what you are saying. 

[crimson-shadow-soul]

She holds out her hand and fidgets, In her palm was a small bag of a home made candy she made and a bandana that was brand new. She avoided his gaze.

*grumbled words*

Can’t hear what you are saying. 

[crimson-shadow-soul]

“True” SHe said and kneeled. She held out her hand to Patch. “She is beautiful”

"Knock knock. Anyone home?" Crimson called out as she walked up to the all too familiar Inn.

Shutter pulled open the door” You know you don’t have to knock”