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Which Flower Represents You?

Bittersweet, Truth.

as with the name, much of what you say is bittersweet. you don't feel a need to sugarcoat things, seeing it as far better to lay out all the facts, whatever they may be, rather than to hide things for the sake of protecting feelings. while it is good to be honest, take care you don't become cruel in your pursuit of truths.

Tagged by: borrowed from my maria blog.

Tagging: Everyone interested!

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Archdemon😈

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Louis... must be caught in the throes of an awful, all-consuming delusion.

That's the only possible explanation that makes sense. Because for him to be seeing the man before him now... the one who's silhouette is unmistakable as anyone else, yet who sits before him as familiar as if he'd been plucked straight out of Louis' memory... it should be impossible. In fact, maybe it's all been a delusion - that final battle, turning into a human, his defeat at the hands of that prince-

-All of it. Because there's no way he can accept it as his reality.

...But denial is just another mark of a weak man, and deep down, Louis must know that this has all been no dream or illusion. He knows it, but... he still can't accept it. It doesn't feel real. And if this man is a remnant of a distant memory, appearing before him at the moment of his death, then gods, he thinks- just let it end already.

"...Why are you here?" Louis asks almost without thinking. The prideful, disdainful tone of his voice hasn't quite left him yet, and though there's a hint of desperation behind it, it's almost entirely imperceptible. Why, then, does he feel like something inside him is about to burst?

"Are you here to tell me... that in the end, everything went as you predicted...?"

@tenebriism ( starter for more! )

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sacred

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guys i think it is time.......... for a louis starter call. >:) like this post for a starter, etc!

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Whole game is just looney tunes ahh assassination attempts 😂

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okay i am going back to the final confrontation with louis so i can overthink every line of dialogue for the next hour at least. i am so excited you guys >:)

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thinking about louis' mindset... i have to ramble out loud to get my thoughts in order so apologies if this post is a mess, but!

i wonder about why he believes a world that judges an individual based on strength is any better/fairer than one that judges based on tribe? like to some extent, i kind of get it. if he's someone who believes that strength is a matter of responsibility, that anyone can choose to be strong, and that weakness is a personal moral failure.... then it's one's own fault if they "choose" not to be strong. you can't choose your tribe, but you can (as far as his thinking goes) choose strength, so therefore it's "fairer" since everyone has the same opportunity to be strong regardless of their birth circumstances. (again, according to him)

but like... why not just strive for a world that doesn't judge anyone on anything?? i can see how he might justify his belief in strength to himself, but i do wonder where it actually came from to begin with, if that makes sense. could it be related to his hatred of the king who betrayed him by giving up his ideals?? is that part of why he hates weakness so much????? or is it more that he thinks that if "playing fair" won't bring equality, he needs a way to justify the more fucked up things that he thinks are necessary to himself??

kind of like... hmm. i wonder if he saw the king's failure and became afraid that change wasn't possible, if even he couldn't bring it... but being determined to stick to his ideals, he shifted to more extreme thinking as a result??? i don't know if i phrased that in a way that makes sense, otl, but like. i'll try and think more and put it into words better in another post because i feel like i've ALMOST got something here!! idk!

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guys i think it is time.......... for a louis starter call. >:) like this post for a starter, etc!

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louis' backstory with the sanctum is already tragic enough, and would be super traumatic for obvious reasons, but like. what i think about most right now is how he joined the military as a child, and how he was thought to have been the one who (tried to) kill the prince... presumably when he was also still a child. like idk??? that fucks with me. and i'm sure the betrayal he must've felt when everyone, even the one he'd looked up to, turned on him... must've really stuck with him all his life as well. louis...............

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blond man that i want CARNALLY

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test post.