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Multifandom Discord server!!!

Hey gang, as I'm switching fixations I find myself no longer super active in servers I was active in before. But if you'd still like to hang/chat/talk or vibe with me, I've made a new multifandom fan works server! You don't have to create fanworks to be part of it, but that's what I based it around!

Here's the link!

https://discord.gg/qGdtE8CEaG

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sorry it has led to WHAT

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SO. Here's a really long bloodweave fic I never finished. This is... actually the first bloodweave fic I ever started. I was picking away at it as I wrote my other fics, trying to plan where I wanted it to go and everything and... my fixations have changed a few times since then, but I feel weird just leaving this in my docs. Considering theres. Nearly 7K words written. If anyone is interested in reading it, I'll link the doc below

Here ya go

Please give it a read. It takes place during act 3, post Astarion's story

If you're interested in what I'm doing now! Please follow my main blog Crablad or my original writing blog Crabs-Writings

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Hey, it's been a while. I'm sorry if you've followed me for my fics only for me to abandon them. It seems to be a theme I have, never finishing fics I set out to write. Maybe one day I'll actually finish something.

So I've cycled through a few fixations since I last posted here or on archive. As much as I'd love to say I'm coming back to Baldur's Gate... I can't. I struggle interacting with fandoms when I'm not fixated and the truth is, I have barely written anything since my last post.

I don't know if I'll ever be back. My mental health has taken a huge decline and my life has gotten so busy. Between the little time I have, and the lack of energy to do anything but whatever it takes to keep me going to the next day, I don't know what will happen.

You're welcome to follow me on my main blog @crablad for future updates, or any changes etc etc. I'll always be there even if I'm not active on a side blog.

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he’s tasty in other ways????

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something fun and a bit different!

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bloodweave

in my limited free time before my birthday this is what I do with it

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im so sorry the last percy jackson episode came out and my middle school ass has returned from the depths of my memory and I'm going to need a week to a month to process everything and then I will be back to bloodweave

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"Astarion is gay pipipipi he can't date women popopo"

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thinking abt... sword of the coast wyll broken from his pact, and a lae'zel who decides to stay on faerun and adventure with him so she can see even more of that plane. also they take baby xan with them who hatches while they're on the road.

i think it'd be cute for them to constantly be on the move, fighting generic baddies and also any gith vlaakith sends for them...

...all the while they're co-parenting LMAO

and eventually they finally act on the budding feelings between them <333

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i just think once he gets over the initial apprehension, astarion would be a big cuddler <3

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you keep me under your spell

it's like I waited too long

but all the scars you can see

they're permanent and I'm not

I want an innocent love

the rest of time

but all the scars you can see when I take my clothes off

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i think the other issue is there's a bunch of new people in the server who weren't there when I was super active and now i dont know how to talk to people again SOBS

i feel so bad that i haven't been active but I genuinely just haven't had the energy to interact with a lot of people. My dms are always open tho! I'll always respond there even if I'm not super active in a server ! I'm hoping to get back to writing soon, and hopefully back to bloodweave after I finish this other fandom fic.

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i feel so bad that i haven't been active but I genuinely just haven't had the energy to interact with a lot of people. My dms are always open tho! I'll always respond there even if I'm not super active in a server ! I'm hoping to get back to writing soon, and hopefully back to bloodweave after I finish this other fandom fic.

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im cooking

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save me gale dekarios..... gale dekarios save me........

i would like to announce that i have become completely feral over this silly wizard, thank you (NO SPOILERS PLEASE!!)

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So, your last name is Dekarios? It is. Courtesy of my mother, the inimitable, dare I say it sometimes unavoidable, Morena Dekarios. It's been so long since I've used it. 'Gale Dekarios' cuts a poor figure next to the wizarding prowess of 'Gale of Waterdeep.'