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is it love bombing or am i just avoidant and uncomfortable with affection,

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affection isn't bad affection isn't bad affection isn't bad it's not a red flag he's not Them

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me in the elevator after getting diagnosed: idk i just can't believe that stuff isn't normal :/

fucking. wikipedia:

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*through clenched teeth* this is fun. writing is fun

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whatever happened to tumblrs hatemail game. i miss getting angry anons yelling at me in my inbox all the time

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i just wanna talk to my siblingggggg OTL

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daily "nobody is replying to me" stress n panic

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posting fem presenting ocs on the internet sure is an. experience.

ppl commenting both extremely violent and extremely sexual stuff on what was a fairly light hearted joke post

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antis somehow mad at me for being overly cautious and trigger warning something for SA imagery and then clarifying that "really theyre both into it so it's not actually", because a villain pinning a hero down by their wrists and spitting in their mouth could absolutely look very noncon even with context, and i in fact had many ppl mad at me for NOT tw it last time, and. i can't win here.

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my dumb self indulgent fanart is actually getting traction on tiktok

what i expected: serotonin boost with every like!!!

what I'm getting: h eart palpitations............

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I'm so used to openly being a nasty proship that i forgot antis are also sensitive to taboo subjects being brought up in totally respectful, non-sexualized ways

now I'm in trouble with them on my main tiktok lmao

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i forgot how terrible it is fighting algorithms and shadowbanning and shit when you actually make content

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im not ok <3

i might just be having brainworms in place of a panic attack but i think i am experiencing baby's first otp

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i might just be having brainworms in place of a panic attack but i think i am experiencing baby's first otp

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being mentally ill is so funny sometimes i used to be a great writer but it turned out that the writer was actually a voice in my head that went away when i started taking antipsychotics