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The main plot is an accessory

this is what i mean when i say i’m rotating my blorbos in my head btw

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me, quietly whispering to the ao3 page of an author who doesn’t even know I exist: I am obsessed with you

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UPDATE: Don’t worry I’m still alive and unhealthily obsessed with petruo, just in a writer’s block

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Fancast of Auruo is Lucas Englander, an icon. It’s the eyes

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surely life cant only be the same unresolved thoughts forever

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The First and Last Time We'll See of the OG Levi Squad

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hi

what are your thoughts on the og levi squad?

i am curious what you think about oluo and him being first levi fangirl

Hi again!

I love the OG Levi Squad, haha. It's just sad that we really don't get to spend much time with them before they're killed. So it's a little hard to form an opinion on most of their personalities. Really, I think Petra and Oluo are the only ones we get any, real look at in terms of personality, and it's funny, because they're both obviously enamored with Levi.

But Oluo is especially kind of funny, because he practically idolizes Levi and tries to actually pattern himself after him, but he's completely different from Levi in terms of personality, so it doesn't really work, lol. He's very outwardly emotional and a little silly, and he kind of focuses on making himself into an efficient titan killer to try and emulate Levi, trying to make it a contest between him and the other squad members for who's "most like Levi". One of the funnier moments in the story is when Petra calls him out on it and tells him he acts nothing like Levi, because Levi doesn't brag and doesn't need to brag about his prowess in killing titans. Everyone knows he's the best. So calling him the first Levi fangirl seems accurate, haha.

What's really interesting is that Levi isn't someone I would call charismatic. He's not the sort of person that draws you in and gains ones admiration through his winning personality, lol. He's so blunt and honest that, in fact, it tends to have the opposite effect, and turns people away. So his squad's admiration of him, we have to assume, can only come from getting to really know him, and coming to respect him for who he is. And I think that's sort of the case with everyone who gets to know Levi. He isn't going to charm you, but once you spend real time around him, you realize what a good man he really is, and how much he genuinely cares about others. And I think Oluo's desire to be like Levi really comes from that. He wants to be a hero, and he sees Levi as a real hero, so he tries to pattern his behavior and even his look off of him. I think it must be weird for Levi too, because he probably thinks he's the last person anyone should try to be like, even as we know Levi's actually an extremely admirable, even idyllic man. But it's kind of testament to Levi's authenticity, that once you really get to know him, that's when people start to really respect him and even want to be like him. We see it happen with the 104th too. They're all a bit iffy about Levi at first, but by the end of the story, they trust and respect him more than just about anybody else.

I think Petra must be the same. She has that exchange with Eren early on about Levi not being what people expect him to be. He's known to the public as "Humanity's Strongest", but when you meet him, he's this short little guy with a seemingly bad attitude. People hear his title and probably expect someone like Erwin. This idealized image of a real man, tall and shining and perfect. But then, you don't really see anyone trying to be like Erwin within the actual SC. I think, after a while, it's Erwin who maybe comes across as more unreachable and on a pedestal than Levi, and it's Levi who people begin to connect with and feel closer too. Even Erwin felt that way, opening up to Levi and revealing his true self to him when he couldn't with anyone else. I think people appreciate Levi's sincerity after a while, because they realize it means they can trust him. Charming people are often charming because they're liars and manipulators. Levi's the opposite of that.

So, yeah, I think the OG squad really admired Levi and wanted to be like him because they'd spent probably more time around him than anyone else, and came to know him well as a result. They knew they could trust him and rely on him, and understood that, despite his stoic demeanor, he's actually incredibly compassionate.

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What kind of flirty sexy things would Petra and Eld jokingly say to each other to make Oluo (Petra’s bf) a little, playfully, jealous?

Lol as Eld and Gunther are very gay and very much in love, there’s not much that would make Auruo truly jealous. I think Petra and Auruo both compete to be the Best best friend of Gunther and Eld, though. She delights in letting Auruo know that she heard a secret from Eld/Gunther before he did.

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alive auru

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Are you still busy with the Petruo thing? I can’t wait 😩🤤 what is it about? Is it spicy? Is it fluffy? Is it angsty? I need a bread crumb to still my hunger for Petruo

Ooh you reminded me to work on it a tad more. Hopefully will be out soon!

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Plleeeeeaaase write something for Petra (Petruo) for her birthday 6 December!

Happy birthday to our favorite gal! I’m currently working on it and she’ll get a belated present lol

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English added by me :)