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I've been homeless for almost 5 months. have about $30 to my name rn, no food, no transportation, and I will be in this hotel until tomorrow at 11 and don't have anywhere to go none of the people in my life help me or answer the phone unless it's to use or manipulate me

im genuinely considering moving back in with my abusive family in Delaware and if that happens i don't know what will happen but it will be devastating. i am so tired and alone and nothing i do can help this. i cannot pretend that i haven't been deeply traumatized by my experiences this year. i don't know why i can't find a true friend. i just want to fade away.

please help. i made so many posts that fell off. if you're seeing this for the first time, donate, share, whatever you can.

paypal.me/tominova

venmo: tominova

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i could not be trusted to make this game because my immediate thought is that the game advertises and markets itself as what op intended but steadily and then rapidly becomes very clear that instead of a cozy cute cottagecore "mystery" the story SHOULD be about the blatant corruption, cruelty, systemic oppression, and persecution and bigotry of her neighbors, but the main character is desperately clinging to the original genre of omg cozy cute and cottagecore because she feels overwhelmed by the potential responsibility to enact meaningful change rather than feel-good aesthetic positivity, thus becoming actively complicit in the town's crimes through her not mere inaction but in fact conscious choice to decide that she will be the protagonist of a cozy cute genre game rather than a story which might challenge her preconceptions of the world and the state of her own community.

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ViralHog the dog dispenses a random pill once every 2 hours

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but the real question: favourite dick shape? assume you can slap a knot on any particular form factor.

there's sort of two schools of thought here

-just straight up knotted horsecock. felkin style

-tentacles mmmm prehensile

recently i have also been enjoying the hilarious shit they gave Dane from TITS which is just. 9 feet of tentacle with a knot every 6 inches. thats insane why would you do that

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i don't care how uncomfortable you are around cis men, queer cis men still need places to go, and sometimes, those spaces will be shared with yours. disabled and neurodivergent queer men and queer men of color especially need a place to go. the queer community isn't the "fuck cis men" community. that is the rad fem community. if you think cis men and people who read as cis men are inherently "too scary" or shouldn't be allowed in queer spaces, you joined the wrong community.

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hi, was thinking Abt this but:

malicious and intentional "they/theming" is very much a real thing and counts as misgendering/degendering.

even if it's a trans person you don't like, that person deserves to have the correct pronouns used. it's basic human rights.

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I think it's crazy how Trans misogyny is not exclusive to trans women, this is not a post downplaying how we are the biggest victims of this by a vast overwhelming majority, it's a post talking about how people of color are often masculanized and their features are often seen as less feminine and how that REALLY affects everybody. I'm speaking as a white trans woman, repeating what my black Trans boyfriend has told me about his experience. Back in the day when he still identified as a woman he, has been targeted and harassed by people who hate Trans women; calling him a "dumb ugly tranny", refusing to recognize him as a woman, which obviously at the time really fucking sucked. He is AFAB and my point here is this. Trans women like me, white trans women will never have to deal with having my racial features hypermasculanized, but a black Trans girl? She is the biggest victim in all of this, and it is heart breaking and something I never see talked about on this website. The level of oppression, "gender denial" Trans black women face is scary and it is something always overlooked and dismissed. Trans black women are virtually invisible in our society, art and face the worst oppression. Black lives are beautiful. And worth caring for and protecting, and talking about like any other life. I obviously can never understand or face the same kind of oppression, but you know what I can do. I can say that I love you and care about you and I want you to live and go out there and be yourself. Without you we would not be where we are today, and our queer rights in large part are brought to us by the black women who fought for us. I can support black people and listen to black people and try to understand the biases I picked up over the years of being raised in white supremacist society. Please if you are black it is so important that you exist and it is so important that you create. Put yourself out there, make things, make yourself visible, even if people pretend you don't exist. Please make it all about you.

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its funny that a lot of conservative cultural sticking points right now are just slightly more advanced versions of what they believed as somewhat dull children, like "teachers are evil actually" and "vegetables are poison"

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I CAN FEEL YOUR FEAR AS YOU TREAD THE ENDLESS EXPANSE OF MY MIND

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Fuuuuck guys I forgot to feed pjackk for a whole year. Sorry everyone. No wonder he stopped posting....

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horror games yipee!!! (late late halloween art tho..)

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Yeah... Dead by Daylight just got a whole lot scarier, and much much freakier. #NewKiller

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my theory is dragons kidnap princesses for the same reason they hoard gold and other treasure, which is the perceived value and the bragging rights thereof. however, unlike precious metals and gems, human attractiveness is way more subjective, so you end up with dragons calculating the most valuable princess to nab and getting frustrated when their math doesn't check out...