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"I kiss her again."

Laudna's words changing midsentence from conjecture to certainty... absolutely wrecked me.

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Fact: Laudna glows now

Fact: Laudna breaks/dislocates bones easily

Conclusion: Laudna is officially a glowstick

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Welcome to Critical Role, where a bunch of us dirty-ass voice actors play dungeons and dragons~

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Happy Pride from everyone’s favorite dead bird rat familiar

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its thursday so take something silly to lighten the mood!!

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If yes, tell me what it is in the tags!

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they are awarding me an honorary doctorate for my work on tumblr.com

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hey everybody did you know that most black holes have a "best friend" star that orbits them until it either dies and/or the black hole eats all of it. this is very important to me

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fun scary -

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On that post that's going around everyone seems to have really high numbers so I want to see what the spread is really like

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yesterday when working with my case manager, she went through a long checklist of my comprehensive needs to refresh our treatment plan. as a part of the questions she was asking me, she asked for various areas of my financial struggles, including if i was able to afford social activities such as hanging out with friends, going to the movies, etc. as part of my necessary purchases. the question was specifically phrased as "Do you have enough money every month to be able to afford social activities?"

this was not proposed as a "luxury". the question was not phrased as "Do you have enough money every month to afford luxuries/luxury purchases?" this was listed with the necessities like food, housing, medical needs, transportation, bills, and clothing. this made me burst into tears when i realized it was considered a necessary part of everyone's mental and well being. my case manager told me that not a singular person on this planet deserves to have to "earn" the right to socialize, interact with leisure activities, or to do things that bring you personal fulfillment. your money does not, and should not entirely go toward survival and practicality. it will ruin your mental health.

to any poor person who has ever been told that they don't "need" or "deserve" social or leisure activities or that your money "needs" to go 100% toward survival: they are straight up lying to you. it is a fundamental part of your mental health. don't fucking listen to them.

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✨️Joana Indi and the Queen of Egypt ✨️

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Orym 🌙🍃 Two of Swords 🍃🔴

Oh sweet leaf Why did you leave? Why didn't you stay? How can I be your guardian angel when you are away?

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i don't "date" and i don't "chill" and i don't "hang out." i make pacts. i swear oaths. i forge unbreakable bonds. this makes me a cool breezy person to take on road trips et cetera

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I’m attracted to your 12 hr screen time and utterly nonsensical anxiety thought loops

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The way most autism literature describes "literal interpretation" is often not at all similar to how I experience it. Teenage me even thought I couldn't be autistic because I've always been able to learn metaphors easily.

In fact, I love wordplay of all kinds. Teenage me was fascinated to learn all the types of figurative language there are in poetry and literature.

But paperwork and questionnaires are hard, because there's so much they don't state clearly. Or they don't leave room for enough nuance.

"List all the jobs you've had, with start and end dates." What if I don't remember the exact day or month? Is the year enough?

"Have you been suffering from blurred vision?" Well, if I take off my glasses the whole world is blurred, but I'm fairly sure that's not what the intake form at the optometrist is asking.

Or the infamous (and infuriatingly stereotypical) "Would you rather go to a library or a party?" What sort of party? Where? Who's there? I work at a library. Am I currently at the library for work or pleasure? Does it have a good collection?

It's not common figures of speech that confound me. It's ambiguity, in situations that aren't supposed to be ambiguous.

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''Matt" & Omar.