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uhhh comeback soon maybe im getting mad over edits flopping so ima post here

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Everytime I say ima get active just know I am LYING my ass doing everything besides writing like I been up for hours now playing Roblox and being nosey over editor drama on TikTok

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"ill be more active this summer!" i was then shot 57 times.

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Eclipse

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Uhhh I have my friend on this account now pls hold my hand

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AHH COMBACK SOON YALL GETTING TORTURED WITH ANGST BC MY SITUATIONSHIP BROKE IT OFF W ME

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Uhh lowk may try an make a comeback soon I js been so busy w like everything and had more motivation to draw then write

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Ahh Gomen

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My birthday is soon so I may post a drabble^_^

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Farm

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spinoff episode 1: i wonder why.

wc 1163

pairings: najf!yn x kenma kozume (third years)

warnings: kinda angst? alot of it is assuming and overthinking on yn part but yeah hope u guys enjoy this its one of my first fics after being on hiatus

main story masterlist

Staring at him felt weird, it always had been after someone asked Kenma if the two of us had been dating one of us always had been quick to say “oh no were just friends nothing is going on between us” even though i just kept suppressing the feelings i had deep down inside for him letting them gnaw at my chest for years giving up and then trying again ever since the first day we had met. 

I remember the first time someone asked us that. It had been Nekomata-sensei who had asked us in a passing comment a few months after we started getting close in our first year, “yaku-chan I wonder if you and Kenma-kun are dating.” he had asked me while I was filling up water bottles on one of the team's breaks it had caught me off guard for a moment i had felt my cheeks get all red “n-no sensei! We aren't together” i had told him earning me a smile in my direction from nekomata-sensei 

I remember his words like it was always around in the back of my mind, even now in our third year of high school, all the third years gone. Now we had been the seniors helping mentor our underclassmen “Oh Kenma-kun and i aren't dating Haiba-kun” i said what felt like was the hundredth time reiterating it for him that we hadn't been dating even though we always hung around each other we always denied it because there was no way he would like someone he never seemed like the type.

I turned my head to the side and spotted Kenma walking over to us with his water bottle in hand. “Do you need it refilled?” I asked, “Yes, if you could,” he told me with an appreciative look as he handed it to me.

With my back turned as I filled his water, listening to the sounds of sharp hits of balls against the floor and the wind breezing past us i felt the hairs on the back of my neck tingle at the sensation of the air hitting the back of my neck that felt nice most of the team had decided to go sit outside while on their break from practice since it was a sunny day 

“What was Lev asking you?” Kenma asked me with a curious look as he watched the giant-looking second-year walk back over to where most of the team had been sitting so he could talk to some of the first years and the new first-year manager I had been mentoring so she could take over once we third years leave she's a sweet girl i feel like she’ll do good for the team since the other first years get along with her well and so do the second years as well as sensei 

“He was asking if we were dating again,” I answered, twisting the lid of his bottle shut so nothing would spill kenma gave a confused look i don't think he ever understood why people always asked us if we were dating he had to have thought of us as just friends i mean it was obvious right? He probably had to think of me as like his friend's younger sister, so I was off-limits or something, knowing how morisuke was.

“Why do they always ask can't we just be friends?” he said to me with an annoyed huff  it made my heart ache in a way id never felt before i had heard that sentence so many times since becoming kenma’s friend but now it felt different like he was rejecting me even though it wasn't intentional it still felt like a gut punch to me like he was unintentionally saying he wouldn't ever want to think of me that way 

“Yeah, it's always so awkward when people question us about it like they think we're hiding something,” I responded, turning my back to him as I started to fill up more water bottles that I had in a little holder beside me

“I wonder why they think that I mean people never accuse Yachi-chan and Hinata-kun of dating even tho they are so close,” I pointed out almost seeming absentmindedly as the water gushed into the bottle

“I dunno maybe they're just looking for gossip because they're bored,” he answered, seeming almost nonchalant as he took a drink out of his water It was a rare sight to see him not glued to his PSP on breaks “it's always for gossip” i answered back screwing on the cap of the bottle tight “do you wanna come over tonight i got this new game i think you would like it's like the one we used to play ages ago i think it's by the same company” he asked me rambling on about it for a moment before stopping 

“If you don't wanna, I get it, you probably have stuff,” he added. I nearly wanted to laugh because I had known all my plans for this weekend where to sit in my room since I wasn't able to visit Yachi-chan and see all of our friends at Karasuno “i'd love to come over it sounds like it'll be a lot of fun i can bring snacks if you want?” i told him getting a nod in return it was always nice when he had the little bouts of talking he did when we had breaks because it always seemed like a bit of opening to learn more and more about him. 

Kenma Kozume was like a long story to me, a story I never wanted to shut, a story I would keep close to my chest as long as I could because of how perfect he had always been to me, like a painting no person would dream of parting with at an auction 

“That would be nice,” he responded with a slight nod as he spoke, “I'll bring over those little apple bites you always like when I make them,” I added, knowing he had always appreciated when i did little things like that well, I didn't know more assumed because he always ate them right up when we took breaks from our gaming sessions 

“Did I tell you in that one Sims world we made when you came over, the one day our characters got new pets I ended up naming the cat your sim got Apple, and I named my sim’s dog chicken” i told him i always gave him the little updates on our sim world since we made it on my computer instead of his and it was fun telling him everything our characters would do 

We had let them get married in our Sims world since we thought it would be funny having them live together, since Kenma and I had always been hanging around each other or arguing like a old married couple

It was always just us. Just how I liked it. 

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Now tell me why I js found out none of my links on my master list r working like 💔💔

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Sooo mothers am I right….

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I see Beabadoobee tmrw

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new layout lowk so gonna post today I SWEAR I WILL THIS TIME