cosmicarsenic

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lol this blog is like screaming into the void

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i put in so much effort for nothing no validation no "im proud" no nothing im so tired of trying

i know it doesnt seem like much but seeing the little blue dot light up in the activity tab makes my day, its almost the only thing i have left, but getting only one or two a day on my posts, not reblogs, makes me feel like a dissapointment

especially when i tried to give to people irl, i was ignored, and it hurt, it still hurts because i feel like i have no place in this world, online or offline

im in the dark and there is no light at the end of this tunnel im afraid

what can i do to be good enough?

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Shits good bro

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babbies :(((

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ok 🤯

l-l-l-lava c-c-c-chicken steves lava chicken yeah its tasty as

MY BROTHERS KEEP CHANTING THIS GOD FORSAKEN SONG NOT YOU TOO

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chicken jockey 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

chicken jockey 😛

NO MORE BRAINROT PLS

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l-l-l-lava c-c-c-chicken steves lava chicken yeah its tasty as

MY BROTHERS KEEP CHANTING THIS GOD FORSAKEN SONG NOT YOU TOO

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be honest r any of my posts bangers or is tumblr not for me

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idk what to caption this :']

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@skibidinekorat us !!

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everyday i get a little idea in mmy head and i gget rlly creative and tthen i make and post a tton of stuff in the sspan of like 30 mins but i usually flop and get 2-4 notes lol my effort is in vain but thats ok !! ^_^

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need dedicated fans so bad ughhhh~ ／(@o@)＼ i want fanart… and fan blogs!!! but i don’t think people like me enough to do that… ヽ(´o｀；

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might start making pfps n stuff using picsart lmk if u want me to make u 1 ^_^

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schizoposting era >_<