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so I started Carmen sandiego today and I'm only on episode 6 but I'm already in love with paper star so cough yeah uh

She reminds me of the flesh and I don't have any logical reasons as to why but I'll try to explain

So her first line is "something something in the flesh" and honestly I called it flesh coded as a joke but here me out here:

Paper cuts

DO YOU SEE MY VISION

MINOR WOUNDS THAT STING LIKE A BITCH ?????

AND HER STARS ARE SHARP ENOUGH TO CUT THROUGH STONE SHE COULD EASILY OPEN SOMEONE UP AND TAKE THE BONES SHE WNATED GAGGAHAHAHAAAAHHH

Anyway I'm deeply in love with her ❤️

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feeling awfully fucked by the end today chat

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the truman show is web coded so hard I don't even need to think about it

some hints of the spiral since truman probably thought he was losing it for a good while

some touches of the stranger as he realizes he doesn't really know anyone

maybe some of the vast cause of his fear of the ocean

and the eye since...you know

anyway go watch the truman show it's very good

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a bit different than what I said I would do but

The Song with Five Names by Will Wood is Michael Distortion coded

Dear Dictator by Saint Motel is Timothy Stoker coded

and Cop Car by Mitski is Daisy Tonner coded

:)

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today's Fear-themed entity is my Eye-aligned computer as it watched me cry, and also my phone because everytime I turned away from my computer my phone was there

also no I didnt forget about this blog I would never

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okay so i watched ep 110 of jrwi and the newest episode of helluva boss today so I'll cover jrwi today and helluva boss tomorrow because I care more about jrwi

so. spoilers for jrwi episode 110

My first thought was that Chip would be an End avatar considering he doesnt have a heart anymore and the Dread Queen has her whole thing with death

But the End is all about things ending permanantly, and the Dread Queen is trying to live forever, so it contrasts. But the End also has zombies, which are undead creatures?

But Chip existing in a D&D world, he can and has died before and just rolled death saving throws and all that, and that's pretty End-aligned.

At the same time, what else could Chip be? He's technically a zombie?

Idk. for the sake of moving on, we'll say Chip is now an avatar of the End.

So what affects/affected him most?

Off the top of my head, probably the Lonely or maybe the Stranger? I know he has his whole thing with fire, but he doesn't really fit into the Desolation imo? Maybe the Hunt since he's looking for Arlin?

Final answer: Chip would be an avatar of The End, and is most heavily touched by the Lonely and Hunt (?)

this was more me rambling to find my thoughts than my actual thoughts lmao that's okay

Final thoughts: chip!archivist au???

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okay so i watched ep 110 of jrwi and the newest episode of helluva boss today so I'll cover jrwi today and helluva boss tomorrow because I care more about jrwi

so. spoilers for jrwi episode 110

My first thought was that Chip would be an End avatar considering he doesnt have a heart anymore and the Dread Queen has her whole thing with death

But the End is all about things ending permanantly, and the Dread Queen is trying to live forever, so it contrasts. But the End also has zombies, which are undead creatures?

But Chip existing in a D&D world, he can and has died before and just rolled death saving throws and all that, and that's pretty End-aligned.

At the same time, what else could Chip be? He's technically a zombie?

Idk. for the sake of moving on, we'll say Chip is now an avatar of the End.

So what affects/affected him most?

Off the top of my head, probably the Lonely or maybe the Stranger? I know he has his whole thing with fire, but he doesn't really fit into the Desolation imo? Maybe the Hunt since he's looking for Arlin?

Final answer: Chip would be an avatar of The End, and is most heavily touched by the Lonely and Hunt (?)

this was more me rambling to find my thoughts than my actual thoughts lmao that's okay

Final thoughts: chip!archivist au???

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okay so I totally didn't forget about this blog for three days because I was distracted listening to camp here and there I would never

that being said, Sydney Sargent from Camp Here and There is Corruption aligned. He's also heavily marked by the Lonely and a bit of the Flesh and End, but he's definitely most aligned with the Corruption.

He's had dreams of being covered in ants, he's getting haunted by a centipede, he says he's always wanted to be killed by something that loves him (which he was ig fuck you Jedidiah), is convinced to help Elijah because he was promised unconditional love, has pet worms, carries mushrooms in his hair, and is literally a nurse.

I'm not good at explaining my thoughts so this is the best I can do. I think I got everything that I wanted out

Also in episode 13 (I'm pretty sure its episode 13) he says "There is a centipede in my office," and I freaked out because my first immediate thought was "There is a wasp nest in my attic." Both were said in an almost calm, blank tone. They both knew they were going to die, and accepted that, even if afraid.

idk Sydney and Jane are pretty similar imo

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I've been meaning to make this blog for a while now lmao. My plan is to post (hopefully) everyday about what tma fear most affects whatever media I've consumed that day.

Idk if that made sense lmao but it's fine

This is a side blog! I would have done this on my main but one of my mutuals and irl friends hasn't finished the series and it's neater to have a whole new blog anyway so

Asks are open lmao if anyone has any recommendations I'd love to hear them :D

Thats it I think 👍

Thanks for reading :D

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Day 1 of assigning tma fears to other media I consume

Generation Loss is Web coded, with touches of/from the Eye