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Seit 6 Jahren "geheilt" und immer noch besessen, wie am ersten Tag... Nur anders

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I don’t feel strong enough but I always am

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Wenn deine Gedanken sind nach all den Jahren nicht geändert haben nur weil es dir gerade schlecht geht. Dann musst du dir wohl eingestehen, dass du noch nicht vollständig genesen bist. ... Und dass ich mich schlecht fühle weil ich fast doppelt soviel wiege, wie damals und die selben Gedanken bezüglich Essen habe macht es eigentlich nur noch schlimmer. Ich fühle mich schuldig mich so zu fühlen, als hätte ich es mir nicht verdient ein magersüchtiges Gehirn zu haben nur weil dick bin. Mit jemandem darüber zu reden traue in h mich nicht. Über die Vergangenheit zu reden ist einfach, doch nicht über die Gegenwart. "Es ist als seist du trockener Alkoholiker, gib ihm einmal einen Schluck und der Rausch nach mehr ist sofort da. Auch wenn er glaubt es diesmal unter Kontrolle zu haben", sage ich immer ein mich jemand fragt wie es ist mal magersüchtig gewesen zu sein...

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Im Spiegel sieht man nur wie die Sonne wieder aufgeht

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Hoodie weather I been ready for you baby

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hi! just curious, why don't you post recipes ir links to them? wouldn't it be less work? (not trying to sound rude, just wondering) have a nice day!

Mostly I post them but today I forgot to copy the recipe. Maybe i will chabge it later :)

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07.09.2019🌱

I made a vegan super chocolate cake

ingredients:

1-1/2 cups unbleached flour

3/4 cup sugar or other sweetener

1/2 tsp. salt

1 tsp. baking soda

3 tablespoons cocoa powder

1 tsp. vanilla

1/3 cup vegetable oil

1 tablespoon vinegar

1 cup cold water

chocolate cream frosting ingredients:

2 tablespoon softened margarine (earth balance)

1-1/3 cups powdered sugar

1/3 cup cocoa

1/2 teaspoon vanilla

2 - 4 tablespoons water (use as needed)

cake instructions:

preheat the oven to 350 degrees. combine the flour, sugar, salt, baking soda, and cocoa powder in a bowl and stir with a fork until mixed. make a well in the center and add the vanilla, oil, vinegar, and water. stir with a fork until well mixed. pour into a 9x9-inch baking dish (or cupcake pan), and bake in the preheated oven for 30 minutes, until a toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. cool completely, then frost with chocolate cream frosting.

icing instructions:

cream the margarine in a small bowl then add the sugar, cocoa, vanilla, and enough water to make a thick but spreadable frosting.

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This is my second blog

News!

Hey guys, I am official back. I'm one week vegan again, there is no reason why but let us see how long it goas and what's food like.

Please support me to grow and to be motivated to go on.

Some questions for this blog:

Do you want one post for one meal or do you want a what I eat in a day post "all meals in one post"?

Do want calories?

Daily news about my feelings, because of my never ending live recovery?

Anything else?

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