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I have a store where I've started selling fandom merch!

I'm still working on uploading all of my designs to the sight but I figured I'd share it here. Everything I've created should be uploaded by the end of the day. I'm currently running a 20% off everything sale.

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In honor of the new episode I made a thing. Who else did Lou get in the divorce?

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9-1-1 Spoilers for season 8 episode 6 "Confessions"

Yay Eddie is finally starting to be happy.

Yay! another Madney baby I can't wait. they deserve all happiness.

Also Josh you go man. I love josh so much you don't understand. But the post glee pre glee world is so real. And I'm glad that Josh could be a queerness mentor for Buck and I think that could be a wonderful thing to see more of in the future.

Okay Tommy being Abby's Tommy is an interesting thing (That the fandom totally called, yall are physics or something) and I like how Tommy and Buck were able to talk about that and It not make things weird.

Okay Tommy I love you but you are a moron! get back there and apologize to Buck and kiss him right now. They were so cute last episode, and clearly in love. I mean Buck basically said as much to Josh. And Tommy said as much when he told Buck that he wished that he could be his last. These boys just need to talk, I understand it from Tommy's point of view but Buck wants to settle down and sees a future with Tommy a future he didn't see with anyone apart from maybe Abby, But even then this is different. I'm going to need them to just tell each other they love each other and be happy. I know six months is typically viewed as to soon or whatever but if you know you know and these men clearly know. They just need to tell eachother.

Don't mind me I'm just going to be over here crying over another fictional couple that is breaking my heart.

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I'm not a teenager anymore but this applied then and it still applies now.

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Spoilers for 9-1-1 season 8, episode 1

Okay so Gerard still sucks and I need him to go away now but on the upside he has to go on medical leave after that head wound.

Bobby is clearly miserable with his assignment and I hope he'll be back at the 118 with Gerard on leave.

Teven going strong! I love them so much. I know it was such a brief scene but the fact that Tommy was there for Chris's Birthday is huge. It means his friendship with Eddie is getting stronger as well as his relationship with Buck. I love that because Eddie is such a huge part of Buck's life that anyone he dates has to understand that and at least tolerate Eddie's presence but Tommy not only tolerates him but is also his friend which is great. I like the glimpse of what they're like as a trio. I hope we get more of it. I love how although brief it was it felt like they were all equal in the relationship,even though Buck and Tommy are dating now. It didn't feel like a couple and the third wheel friend it just felt like three friends.

I am sad that Chris still seems unwilling to try with Eddie. Eddie messed up but he is trying and I wish that Chris would be more open to that. I wish Eddie's parents encouraged Chris to give Eddie a chance. But it's still early and the scene was so brief that maybe it'll get better. I just hate how hurt Eddie looks. You know he adores Chris, from day one Chris has been his priority. His most important person and I hope they can be okay again eventually.

I hope Hen and Karen can get Mara back soon. I hope we'll hear how the meeting goes next week.

I'm interested to see how the Bees stretch out for two more episodes it's an interesting emergency. I honestly didn't imagine Bees to be that big of a problem. I've only ever seen one or two at a time. That was a lot of Bees.

Can we just appreciate how Buck knew that steam calms them down and that the perfume fragrance would attract and irritate them. Buck and his ADHD for the win.

Anyway I'm excited to see where this season takes us.

I imagine after that call when Eddie and Buck meet up with Tommy and start talking about it. He would get the fondest look in his eyes, especially when it sent Buck on a weird bee fact rant. Where he told them everything the knows. I'm just imagining Eddie looking at Tommy being so soft over it and being so happy Buck has him. I just need a scene like that on my screen.

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If you get it, be my friend. Seriously please be my friend.

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Complete MCU Timeline

So I'm a nerd w/ ADHD/Autism and a permanent hyperfocus/obsession with all things Marvel and to much time on my hands so here is the complete timeline for the MCU since everything is cannon thanks to the Multiverse and X-Man and Avengers are now officially connected by cannon. Enjoy and let me know if you find this helpful or if you want me to break it down to specifically give you a character/team timeline.

Complete MCU Timeline Under The Cut. Enjoy!

Agents of Shield season 7 (1931-2019)

Captain America: The First Avenger (1943-45) 

One Shot: Agent Carter (1944)

Agent Carter Season 1 (1946)

 Agent Carter season 2 (1947) 

X-Men: First Class (1962)

X-Men: Days of Future Past (1973) 

 X-Men Origins: Wolverine: (1979)

 X-Men: Apocalypse: (1983, starts in 3600 BC) 

 X-Men: Dark Phoenix: (1992)

 Captain Marvel (1995)

 Blade (1998)

X-Men: (2000) 

Bade II (2002) 

Spiderman (2002) 

X2: X-Men United (2003) 

Daredevil (2003) 

Spiderman 2 (2004) 

Blade:Trinity (2004) 

Elektra (2005) 

 X-Men: The Last Stand (2006) 

Spiderman 3 (2007)

Iron Man (2010)

Iron Man 2 (2011)

The Incredible Hulk (2011)

One Shot: The Consultant (2011) 

One Shot: A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to Thor’s Hammer (2011) 

Thor (2011)

The Amazing Spider-Man (2012)

Avengers (2012) 

One Shot: Item 47 (2012)

Iron Man 3 (2012)

Agents of Shield season 2, episodes 1-19 (2015) 

Avengers: Age of Ultron (2015) 

Agents of Shield season 2, episodes 20-22 (2015) 

Ant-Man (2015) 

Jessica Jones season 1 (2015) 

Daredevil season 2 (2015)

 Luke Cage season 1 (2015)

Agents of Shield season 3 episodes 1-10 (2015)

Agents of Shield season 3, episodes 11-19 (2016) 

Captain America: Civil War (2016) 

Agents of Shield season 3, episodes 20-22 (2016) 

Agents of Shield season 4, episodes 1-8 (2016) 

Agents of Shield: Slingshot (2016) 

 Agents of Shield season 4, episodes 9-22 (2016) 

Iron Fist season 1 (2016) 

The Defenders (2016)

Spider-Man: Homecoming (2016)

The Punisher Season 1 (2016)

Doctor Strange (2016-2017)

Agents of Shield season 5, episodes 1-19 (2017)

Black Panther (2017) 3. Black Widow (2017) 

Jessica Jones season 2 (2017) 

Inhumans Season 1 (2017) 

Luke Cage season 2 (2017) 

Iron Fist season 2 (2017)

Daredevil season 3 (2017) 

The Punisher Season 2 (2017) 

Jessica Jones season 3 (2017)

Runaways season 1 and 2 (2017) 

Cloak and Dagger season 1 and 2 (2017-2018)

Runaways season 3 (2018)

Thor: Ragnarok (2017-2018) 

Agents of Shield season 5, episodes 19-22 (2018) 

Ant-Man and the Wasp (2018) 

Avengers: Infinity War (2017-2018) 

Agents of Shield season 6 (2018) 

Venom (2018) 

Spiderman Into The Spider-verse (2018)

Avengers: Endgame (2018-2023)

Agents of Shield season 7 finale (2019) 

Venom Let There Be Carnage (2021)

WandaVision (2023) 

Loki (Roughly 2023, originally from 2012) 

Morbius (2022)

Loki season 2 (Approximately 2023) 

Shang-Chi and The Legend of the Ten Rings (2023) 

Spider-Man: Across the Spiderverse (2023)

The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (Around 2023/2024) 

Spider-Man: Far From Home (2024) 

Spider-Man: No Way Home (2024) 

Deadpool and Wolverine (2024) 

Madam Web (2024)\

Eternals (2024)

Hawkeye (December 2024)

 Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (2025) 

Moon Knight (2025) 

She-Hulk (2025)

 Ms. Marvel (2025) 

Thor: Love and Thunder (2025)

 Black Panther: Wakanda Forever (2025)

Ant-Man and the Wasp: Quantumania (2025) 

Guardians of the Galaxy Holiday Special (Christmas 2025)

Guardians of the Galaxy 3 (2025/2026) 

Secret Invasion (2025/2026)

 Logan (2029) 

The new Mutants (2029)

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I JUST SAW Deadpool and Wolverine and Holy Shit was it amazing!!!! Spoiler under the cut

Where to start Logan my beloved is back of course and In the Yellow. I cannot stress how much i love seeing him in his suit.

The banter between Logan and Wade the opposite attract perfectly playing off one another was amazing.

The cameos B-15, Johnny Storm (Fantastic 4 was my childhood) , Electra, Blade, Gambit! I love that Gambit was there's he is amazing and needs his own movie ASAP.

The first fight scene being done to the back drop of Bye Bye Bye by NCYNC was killer.

The fight where Deadpool and Wolverine fight all the other Deadpool's was a cinematic masterpiece.

The car fight where the radio plays a few seconds of "The Greatest Show" and "A Million Dreams" from The Greatest Showman was an amazing shout out.

This is probably my new favorite marvel film it was just amazing!!! Any way feel free to scream about it in my DMs, comment and Asks cuz I will gladly scream back . Now if you'll excuse me this movie changed the MCU timeline and made so much more cannon to it so I have to rework my rewatch plans.

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Oh my God I love all of this. Either way would be fantastic but now I need a fic where Tevan 'parent traps' Jeddie (I'm gonna start calling them that now thanks for the ship name) please.

Okay I'm definitely a BuckTommy end gamer now 100% . I won't be mad if Buddie happens I'll still enjoy it but BuckTommy has definitely made it to me top 9-1-1 ship with Buck. Now I know we are almost certain we are getting queer Eddie since Lou said Tommy was supposed to kiss Eddie but it fell through. So I was thinking about other people we could get Eddie with and at first it was kind of a joke because I could only think of one other confirmed queer character who didn't have a love interest and that is Josh I'm sure you figured out but now that I think about it Eddie/Josh would be cute. Josh deserves all the love in the world and he is in the world of first responders in a way, being a 9-1-1 operator , not the same way as Eddie but in a way that he would understand the job is dangerous and the weird hours he has them two. Josh knows how close Buck and Eddie are so that wouldn't be an issue. I'm thinking he and Tommy would bond by joking that 'your husband is going to steal my husband' vibe and then just hang together. they could all hang out including Chris obviously and be a cute little family together Chris could have a my 4 dads situation, he already has Eddie and Buck so just keep Tommy and add Josh. Anyway I'm kind of in love with endgame Eddie/Josh (do they have a ship name?) and BuckTommy now .

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Okay so i've been listening to the Little Shop Of Horrors with Jonathan Groff as Seymour on repeat and it's my favorite version. I think Jonathan is the best Seymour and plus Christian Borle is amazing so I've got to ask who is your favorite Seymore?

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Calling all musical theater fans. I'm listening to Phantom of The Opera and I have to ask Roaul or The Phantom? I myself would have to go with the Phantom, how about you? Tell me why in the comments if you'd like.

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Everyone else is like "I want a Romeo and Juliet kind of love" or "I want an orpheus and eurydice kind of love" and although i respect that and love those stories. I'm going to have to go in a different direction.

I want a Gomez and Morticia Adams kind of love. They both worship the ground the other stands on and love and respect one another. They match each other's freak, and accept and love each other for who they are completely. They love each other not in spite of anything but because of it and if that's not true love I don't know what is.

And are wonderful parents who clearly love their kids unconditionally. Honestly unconditionally not just when it's convenient or suits them. They are couple goals.

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I just saw an anti bucktommy post where someone was saying Tommy just wanted casual. And it was the Abby situation all over again.

First of all Tommy is nothing like Abby. Buck persued Tommy where as Abby stalked Buck and then asked him out. And Tommy has continually shown up for Buck and Abby didn't always and then she ghosted him and didn't even have the decency to break up with him.

Besides in what world is letting your partner set the pace just wanting casual? Also if the comment about him just trying to keep up is anything to go by casual is not happening.

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Okay so as someone with ADHD I've headcanoned Buck as having ADHD for a long while now. I see a lot of traits in him, he gets hyper focused and falls down research rabbit holes worse than I do.

Now I'm seeing a lot of Tommy is Autistic stuff and just Buck and Tommy being the ADHDAUD power couple is amazing to me and I fully accept Tommy as Autistic.

I claim him as mine, as a fellow Autistic he makes me feel seen. His deadpan responses, his seeming to take everything literally. Especially the new deleted scene with Henren is definitely giving Autistic that doesn't understand social nuances.

Anyway I know its not canon but in my brain Buck had ADHD and Tommy is Autistic and you will probably find that in my fics.