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today.
i just want to run away.
can i do that?
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post via instagram (archived): 21/12/2014
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"Life is a combination of pasta and magic."
Pasta is a great source of carbohydrate, the body's primary source of energy. So enjoy pasta.
Have a great cooling Sunday. ps: mushroom pesto pasta
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post via instagram (archived): 19/12/2014
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a cup of latte.
"you can't buy happiness but you can buy coffee. that's almost the same thing.'
keep calm and drink a cuppa.
ps: - i ordered latte. - location: upstairs cafe, ss12, subang jaya, malaysia
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post via instagram (archived): 16/12/2014
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"There is no food sincerer than the love of the food.''
Mom cooked today. Beautifully.
home-cooked food. make it simple, but significantly.
Food that is cooked from the heart is always the best in our hearts/to us.
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post via instagram (archived): 28/11/2014
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"Photography is a way of feeling, touching and loving. What have caught on film is captured forever.'
A small cute bottle of salt.
You never know, this small thing can actually "dissolve" your eyes because of its cuteness.
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post via instagram (archived): 8/11/2014
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I had an awesome time with the youth peeps (my second church) this afternoon.
Games, fellowship, donuts, cupcakes, coffee, and most importantly, all the laughter that occurred. It was a great joy to be in His house. I thought when I left my first church, I would never find another home. a better family. But I did. This is my new home.
Thank you, church. You all are fantastic. PS: I left this church due to some stuff (': i ordered hot chocolate.
location: myespresso cafe, usj, subang jaya, malaysia
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post from instagram (archived): 19/10/2014
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"Don't despise little things that contain tiny miracles."
Imagine if this small thing (lady finger) appears again in some other places, would anyone realise that?
Some of them might say, "of course, so much cuteness overload on this small tiny lady finger.'' while I bet the others won't realise it and take it for granted.
Just like small things are done in our lives, even if they may not seem great to some people, they definitely create something or impact someone.
You never know it will change one's life significantly.
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post from instagram (archived): 15/10/2014
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woohoo! this is homemade pumpkin seri muka! it was made by my mom! seriously have to give her all the credits as she never knew how to make yet today she try to make it with the help of a cookbook. it tasted solid good!
''small things become great when done with love."
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post from instagram (archived): 8/9/2014
exact words: Well, today's mooncake festival was a great one. Although I ate my first mooncake on Sunday, today is the real thing.
Had a great night with a friend (diploma friend: she is from the culinary side) at Jonny Rockets in Sunway Pyramid, Malaysia. (context, last time Jonny Rockets just opened in Malaysia, haha). Also, we watched "The Hundred foot journey" in the cinema. Can't believe that I watched this movie the third time HAHAH! it relates to cooking and romance! Still good tho!
reference: - movie: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2980648/ - restaurant: https://www.johnnyrockets.com/
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post via instagram (archived): 17/6/2014
exact words: really wanted to thank God so much for the baking and pastry class. we made tart of rhubarb with strawberry bavarois. It is because I did not do well in last week's class.
Last week, my team and i did passionfruit charlotte mousse. That time, i failed miserably. I was very disappointed in myself. Then I decided to join another session (with the same teaching), and it went well after.
But dang, today, it was so so good. It was the best. Although it was just me and another classmate in a team while most of the team had 3 people in it, we managed to do well. Super thumbs up for God to walk with us on this.
psa: i was a diploma hotel management student (':
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post reference: post in instagram archived (3/6/2014)
could you believe that, it was my first time having starbucks drink? 2 classmate of mine (diploma days) suprised me with that. it tasted like banana and coffee. but not bad! it was like a dream come true when i can finally said, "i tried starbucks" HAHAH!
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post via instagram (archived): 27/5/14
tiramisu in a cup.
exact words: to be honest, i have bad thoughts about this (this pastry class). but now i realise actually, tiramisu is not that bad. maybe when i first tried it long ago, it was not nice as it has a lot of cheese. but today, i teamed up with a classmate (ah, long story for that). it actually taste quite good than i expected it to be. it is kinda bitter because of coffee and brandy. it went well.
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could you believe that I used to wore braces? I looked back my old photos and old archived post (15/4/2014). Ah, I just stepped into diploma back then. I used to have 2 close friend from april intake. but sadly, as times goes by, i was taken advantage of. reference: post via instagram (archived): 15/4/2014
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I wish I can scream in CAPS.
Seriously, I really cannot deal with mothers. My boss's mother is next level annoying. For me, at least. I mean I am just a middle person, do your replies la! walao! ask me this and that, but then don't reply the email from the client when I AM JUST A MERE messenger.
Can I just shut down and don't talk to humans?
Oh gosh.
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i think i have brain fog, when i sit long hours at work.
i really missed my old job. but unfortunately, the admin is part of the work (so it takes 10-20% of it), rest is i need to work outstations/outside. basically, I was on my desk for not much time.
you know what is funny is, i write this by taking a break from work. in a way, i am venting haha. but really, i felt tired. i felt my brain is jetlagging/fogging. i missed him, i missed having to think about him at work, yet i can't do that as we are having 1 month break to pray, actually is more on me to get confirmation from God whether this is the guy for me.
again back to brain fog, i have a lot of rewriting to do. i think it gives me anxiety, and brain lag. not just a short lag, but a long one. i really missed working outdoors again, really. except horrible management.
sigh.
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day 2.
yesterday morning, i received a text that he wanted to end our relationship (a relationship that only just started this year January, you can do the math till today). my heart immediately shattered, yet my brain said, calm down, ask. i did not bother reply his other texts.
i shoot him texts: "sorry, should we discuss this in person? doing this (the text break up) feels like we are doing this in proper (actually i want to blame him for not respecting me, for taking this relationship lightly). and can we at least speak to our leaders first before jumping into this (conclusion)? it comes as a shock and is unfair (for me). not for me, for you but for us. can we talk? can we at least pray about this while speaking to our leaders?"
you have no idea how my brain went down to sad, heartbroken and angry. i was mad at him and God for just sending this without notice. i was also mad that he said he prayed for me, the one for him. yet this happened? i was sad and heartbroken because i recalled things he said to me, on how he started to like me and such.
we are courting! not even dating for fun. so why would he do this? i was really cried. ha, today in total, cried for 4 times. how ironic. when i put my heart for this, this happened. i even make a bet to God, "if he is really not the one for me even after you opened his eyes, i don't want to date anymore. i want to closed my heart ever since." it was that bad. because i am tired. tired not because of this relationship, tired because i kept crying, being weak.
since he asked for the "end" but i disagreed, so i proposed a "break". he prefers 2 months. let's do this. i am not looking forward but i am asking for a breakthrough. asking for a soften of hearts for him. asking for a change of heart for me and him. God, if you are hearing this, please open my eyes and give me a new heart and mind.
People, if you are reading this, please pray for us. pray for me.
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