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mike faist eras as pokemon cards

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i hope no one has made this yet

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older sibling privilege is finding this bit of the special hilarious while your younger sibling watches it without cracking a smile once

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The Unexpected: Connor Murphy x Reader (Part 9)

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The Hansens arrived promptly at noon and brought along many side dishes such as mac and cheese and mashed potatoes. Heidi and Cynthia were cooking in the kitchen while Larry was making a drink although they were persuading him to help. Evan and Zoe had just sat down on the couch, watching the parade while cuddling. Y/N sat in the recliner with knees up to her chest, she was very self-conscious at the moment. Connor eventually made his way down just enough to peer over the banister, he had been waiting to see her for so long but didn’t want to make a fool of himself. The step squeaked as he put his weight down. Y/N glanced behind her but quickly looked away. An odd amount of courage went through her veins, as she stood up and went to talk to him.

“Connor,”

“Hey stranger,” he playfully punched her arm, instantly regretting it. 

“Um, I’ve really missed you.” she looked up at him with sad eyes.

He gave in, sighing, “I’ve missed you too,” 

“I really need to talk to you,” she whispered. 

“Okay,” waiting for a response.

“Alone,” Y/N glared towards Evan and Zoe.

“Oh,” he didn’t want her to break his heart so he did what he thought was necessary, “Wait- yeah Mom? Oh, you want me to set the table? Okay, sorry Y/N I gotta go.” 

She stared at him as he walked away obviously avoiding the conversation. Dinner was at 4 so until then he tried to stick near the parents, which surprised everyone. 

During dinner, Y/N tried her best to keep her food down or at least not smell dishes she knew would make her throw up. So far all was going well. 

“Connor, I haven’t seen you much, what have you been up to?” chirped Heidi. 

“Well,” he slightly looked over at Y/N, “I’ve just been taking my general credits online until I figure out what I wanna do.” 

“You need to buckle down and pick a major, son,” Larry stated. 

Connor had a disgusted look on his face. 

“Ahem,” Cynthia stared them down, “How about you Y/N, how’s college going?” 

As food was being passed around she put some mashed potatoes on her plate and handed them to Evan. 

“Um, good. My roommates are nice,” 

“Has anything exciting happened?” 

“Actually, yes,” Connor was worried, “yesterday my friend and I were walking around when a couple of guys yelled at us,” he knew she moved on, “and when we turned around a soccer ball was heading right for us so I pushed her out of the way.” 

“Wow,” Cynthia awed. 

“But I got hit instead and I went to the hospital so that was exciting,” 

“Y/N are you okay? When were you going to tell me about this?” Heidi turned towards her daughter. 

“Mom, I’m fine,” 

“Jesus Y/N, you’re still such a spaz,” Zoe sputtered out while laughing. 

The other teens joined in as well. Larry said something on the other end of the table to which the adults started talking. Zoe tried to whisper something across the table to Evan and Connor and Y/N kept to themselves. Y/N went to get some stuffing but all of the sudden felt like she had to vomit. Before even putting it on her plate she put the serving spoon down. 

“Um, what’s in the-” she put her hand over her mouth, “stuffing?” 

Connor was worried about her tone, “The usual stuff, and then my grandmother's secret ingredient,” 

She muffled her voice, “Is it pickles?” 

“You haven’t even tried it yet, how’d you know?” he noticed her face contorting. 

“Excuse me,” she tried to get to the bathroom in a calm fashion, but clearly she was sprinting. 

About a minute later Connor went to check on her. He leaned against the door and heard her throwing up, then he heard the water and footsteps getting closer. He wanted to help her, but he also didn’t want to seem creepy by waiting outside the bathroom. Quickly he ran back to the table. About thirty seconds later Y/N returned. The rest of the meal was relatively normal except for Connor who kept looking back at Y/N whenever he could. 

While cleaning up Connor noticed Y/N sitting on the staircase. Now was his chance. 

He stood in front of her, “Are you okay?” 

“Yeah, like I said during dinner, I’m fine,” 

“Not that,” he crouched to her level, “I mean you threw up during dinner and have been acting super weird,” 

“I’ve not been acting that weird,”

His eyebrows raised, “Y/N, you haven't been your happy self, I thought it was because of ya know, but I can tell it’s more than that,” 

She put her head in her hands. When she looked back up she had tears running down her cheeks. He was taken back, not expecting this.

“I really need to talk to you,” she sniffled.

Connor had never really seen her this torn up about something before. They went outside and sat on the back porch steps. Y/N made sure they were far enough so that no one else would hear. 

“Seeing you like this has really made me regret blowing you off earlier,” 

“Connor, I don’t know how to tell you this,” 

“You can tell me anything,” he put his hand on her shoulder. 

“Okay,” she breathed, “let me start by saying you are very special to me and I don’t care if you hate me or whatever but you will always matter to me,” 

“I-I don’t hate you, I never would,” 

“Well, you might,”

“Y/N, has something happened to you?” 

“I’m um,” she looked away then into his eyes, “pregnant,”

Silence fell upon them. 

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all we have are sheer pixels but he looks as if he’s thriving

📸: jleprotto_official on Instagram

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The Unexpected: Connor Murphy x Reader (Part 8)

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The drive home was terrible, being left alone to her thoughts brought tears that at times were so bad she had to pull over and calm herself down. Y/N put on a brave face as she pulled into the driveway. Heidi came running out of the house cheering.

“You’re home, and you’re safe!” she basically pulled her daughter out of the car and squeezed her like she’d never let go, “I love you!”

“I love you too Mom,” they walked in and Y/N brought her bag up to her room.

“So where’s Evan?”

“He’s over at the Murphy’s, he wanted to give Zoe an early Christmas present.”

“Of course, he’s always so prepared,“

“Yes, he is, oh! Before I forget, we’ve changed plans for tomorrow,”

“What do you mean?”

“Since we’re so close with the Murphys, ya know, you all are friends and then there’s Evan and Zoe,” she paused as if she needed confirmation, “We've decided to combine our dinners at their house.”

“Mom! Why?”

“Well, it’s not like there’s an abundance of people over here,”

Over at the Murphy's, they were having a very similar discussion.

“What? Mom, it’s usually just us,”

“Honey we’ve talked about this.”

“Listen to your mother Connor,”

“C’mon,”

“Hey, why are you so mad about this?”

“Yeah, why? Will you miss our holiday fighting or something?”

“Nevermind.” He stormed off to his room.

“If he doesn’t chill out soon he’s gonna lose control.”

“Larry,” Cynthia huffed while rolling her eyes.

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The Unexpected: Connor Murphy x Reader (Part 7)

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Two days before Thanksgiving break, Rachel and Y/N were walking through the quad, excited to get a break from class. Just chatting about the activities they’ve planned with their families. Then they heard shouting from behind.

“Watch out!” The voice continued

Both girls turned around to see a soccer ball flying through the air. Without thinking, Y/N pushed Rachel out of the way, but in doing so was hit in the head and fell to the ground. When she opened her eyes again there were a few people circled around her.

Y/N tried to get up, “I’m fine.”

“Are you sure?” Rachel pulled her arm.

“Dude, I’m so sorry,”

“Yeah, do you need to see a doctor?” the guys were genuinely concerned.

“Well, no- whoa!” Almost falling again.

“Okay, I’m gonna take you to the hospital,”

Rachel waited in a chair inside the room while Y/N was examined by a nurse. The doctor came in with a chart and seemed to be looking it over.

“Everything seems to be good,”

“Awesome,” she began to get off of the table.

“Yes, your baby will also be fine,”

Her eyes widened as she fell back onto the table, “Wh-what?”

“You… you didn’t know?”

“Does it look like I knew?” her voice became a little more high pitched.

“I’d have to do some more tests, but I’d say you’re about two months along,”

“But… I’m not bigger or anything, I haven’t changed,”

“Well, sometimes you just don’t know,” he tried to console her.

“Didn’t you think it was weird when your period didn’t come?” asked Rachel.

“Um, not the first month, cause sometimes it’ll just skip a month,” Y/N took a breath, “but it wasn’t supposed to come until Wednesday,”

“Oh my god. What are you gonna do?”

“I’m… gonna go home,”

“And tell your parents?”

“I don’t know yet,”

“What about the father?”

“I’ll let you know everything when I get back, okay?”

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More Than Friends: Connor Murphy x Reader (Part 4)

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All six of them were piled into the Murphy family SUV. Connor was driving, Evan was in the passenger seat, Alana and Zoe were in the middle, and Jared and Y/N were in the very back. Eventually, everyone was dropped off one by one. First Alana, then Jared, and now they were in the Hansen’s driveway.

“Hey, Connor,” Y/N said as she stepped out of the car, “you should put away all the stuff we got today at your house.”

He smirked a little, “I got ya.”

He didn't pull away until both of the Hansens were inside.

“What’s up with you? You’ve been acting weird the past couple of days.” Zoe questioned.

“What’d you mean?”

“I don’t know, you seem more cheery than you’ve ever been? Are you on drugs again or something?”

“No, Zoe I’m not on drugs. God, get off my back.”

“Fine, don’t tell me, but I’ll figure it out.”

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re: singing in the shower

so i know that there are some musical songs that aren’t easy to sing especially while you’re soaking wet (no) but there are some that, while in the shower, when you sing sounds absolutely amazing

(in chinese we have a word for this it’s called 爽 but i have NO idea how to translate that)

so i figured i’d make things easier by listing out the best musical songs to sing in the shower, a top ten buzzfeed article

solo songs:

michael in the bathroom

dead girl walking (sorta solo)

waving through a window

words fail

apex predator (sorta solo)

i’d rather be me

santa fe

good kid

i’m breaking down

wait for it

you’ll be back/what comes next

freeze your brain

loser geek whatever

not solo songs but can still be managed by one person (tried and true):

more than survive

four jews in a room bitching

the thrill of first love

sincerely, me

requiem

good for you

only us

beautiful

candy store

the campfire song

drive

bring on the monsters

the world will know

once and for all

cell block tango

hundreds of stories

you’d need an ensemble in the bathroom but if you really try hard enough and you don’t have asthma:

non-stop

the smartphone hour

this had better come to a stop

falsettoland

carrying the banner

meant to be yours

seasons of love

but mostly non-stop

if you know spanish:

in the heights

blackout

if you’re currently undergoing puberty:

march of the falsettos

((feel free to add to the list in the reblogs

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The Unexpected: Connor Murphy x Reader (Part 6)

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October came and went and now it was November. The six friends were becoming accustomed to college life, even Zoe who often visited Evan at the local school. Connor loved being able to just take off whenever he pleased. Taking long drives were one of his favorite things to do.

Meanwhile, about an hour away Y/N was also making friends, especially with her roommates though it took a while to warm up to them. They found her moodiness increasing since the first day and had no idea what to do.

“Y/N come here,” Rachel giggled, “You have to try these fried pickles,”  

“Yeah, we just found a recipe for them,” joined Lily.

“Sure,” she walked over to them and went to take a bite, but was taken aback and ran to the bathroom as quick as possible.

“That is like the fourth food that now makes you sick,”

“Yeah, we just had pickles two weeks ago,”

“I’m sorry guys I don’t know what’s wrong with me…”

Lily put her hands on her shoulder, “How long has this been going on?”

“Oh, I don’t know, September maybe?”

“Have you been stressed?”

“Maybe it’s just anxiety. I haven’t seen or heard from my best friend since our… I mean since I left,”

“Ooh, sounds like you and your ‘best friend’ have a thing for each other,”

Y/N blushed, “I think you’re right Rachel, and we’re about to break her.”

“We might have, but it was a one-time thing,”

“Mhm, that’s what they all say before they live happily ever after.”

“Shut up Lily,”

Her roommates hadn’t met nor heard much about Connor until then and they still don’t even know his name. Y/N was not ashamed of what happened between them but she was very embarrassed because she thought she put herself out there and was rejected. Not talking about it meant that she didn’t have to relive the experience. She was somewhat able to forget about it, but it still lingered in her mind.

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what do you do when there’s this great divide?

and what do you do when the distance is too wide?

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The Unexpected: Connor Murphy x Reader (Part 5)

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“Okay, now remember, we’re not giving up before we’ve tried.”

“Right.”

“Don’t worry Mom, I’m still here for two more weeks.”

“Now you’re making me feel bad Evan,”

“One last hug with Mom,” she pulled the siblings in, all realizing their small family was splitting up.

“I promise I’ll call you when I get there.” Y/N looked on the other side of the car, “Bye Alana, bye Jared, bye Zoe,” concerned she asked, “where's Connor?”

“Oh,” Zoe looked down, “He didn’t wanna come,”

“Oh.” there was a cough from behind her. She turned around and her face lit up.

“I wouldn’t let you go without saying goodbye.”

She ran up and tackled him with an embrace then whispered to him, “I am going to miss you so much.”

“Miss you-”

Before he could finish she squeezed him one last time and jumped into her car, “Bye everyone.”

Y/N drove off to avoid anyone telling her something she didn’t want to hear. Everyone was standing in the street waving goodbye. Connor was frozen, he lifted his hand up giving a small wave.

“I love you,” he whispered to himself.

One by one they all left for college. First Y/N then Alana, Evan, and Jared. Connor was taking a couple of classes at the local school, but he was only doing it to appease his dad.

One day he was packing a small bag for a little weekend getaway and picked up his sweatshirt because it was getting chilly out. But once he lifted it he saw a Disney tank top. He took a sharp breath. This shirt was Y/N’s and the memories from about a month ago came flooding back into his mind. Deciding to bring it with him, he hid it towards the bottom of the bag. He thought that he would have gotten over her by now cause he was sure she had moved on.

Unbeknown to him Y/N was still struggling. She thought she had lost her best friend and was extremely sad about it. She found herself becoming very moody in the past month or so.

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The Unexpected: Connor Murphy x Reader (Part 4)

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Sprinting home, Connor also had tears running down his face. Quickly he got inside and slipped passed his friends before they would judge him, but he wasn’t so lucky as to avoid his mother. He bumped into her on his haste to the bedroom down the hall.

“Oops, sorry honey- oh,” She saw the state he was in, “Connor, are you okay?”

“Yeah Mom, I’m fine,” he said through clenched teeth.

“Connor, come here,” she shut his bedroom door behind them, “sit,”

He never felt close to his parents yet they were much closer than he cares to realize.

“Did you hurt yourself?”

“No mom.”

“Did someone hurt you?”

“I said I’m fine.”

She looked like she knew what was going on, “Connor, if you’re having girl problems you can always talk to me,”

Reluctantly he gave in, “Mom, I don’t know what to do. I screwed up so badly.”

“What happened?”

He told her about the fight but left out the part about the sex.

“Is this with Y/N?”

He widened his eyes, “How- how’d you know?”

“You really think I don’t see how you look at her or notice how your mood changed when you talk about her or hear her name.” Cynthia put her hand on his shoulder.

He glanced up at his mom with puppy dog eyes, “What do I do?” his voice cracked a little.

“Give her and yourself a minute to calm down, but you need to explain your actions to Y/N soon.”

“Okay, thanks Mom,”

They hugged, “You’ll always be my little boy.”

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The Unexpected: Connor Murphy x Reader (Part 3)

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Connor woke up with a huge headache. He groaned and rolled over, then he froze. Y/N was laying next to him under the covers, but one of her nipples were showing.

“Holy shit!” he mouthed to himself.  

Then he remembered what happened the night before. Grinning to himself he replayed the events while watching her sleep. Once he removed himself from the trance he laid a shirt out for her then went to get into the shower.

Y/N woke up and caught a glimpse of Connor before he slipped away to the bathroom. At first, she was confused, ‘Where am I? Why’s Connor here? Crap, I’m in his room, why am I in- oh shit I’m naked! What the fuck?’ Upon further examination of his room memories began flooding back. She also grinned while thinking about the night before. Soon the bliss ended and fear intruded. She didn’t want the others to think something happened but she’d tell them if Connor wanted to have a relationship with her. Thinking he wouldn’t want that she scurried around the room trying to find her clothes and threw them on. Peering around the corner at the bottom of the stairs she saw Cynthia walking back and forth from the kitchen to the dining room with breakfast. Slipping by she made her way down to the basement noticing everyone was still asleep. Y/N squeezed between Alana and Zoe like she had never left.

Back upstairs Connor walked into his now empty bedroom. A million thoughts raced through his mind. ‘Where’d she go? Oh my god, she hates me. She remembered what we did and is now regretting everything. How could I have been so stupid? Why would the most beautiful girl want to be with me?’ His anxiety filled head tried to think of what to do next, he couldn't just ask anyone cause they’d ask questions. Walking down the hall he smelled his mom’s cooking.

“Hey Mom, is breakfast ready?”

“Just about, why don’t you go get your friends,” setting the pancakes down.

Connor didn’t want to see his friends, he wanted to see one friend, Y/N, but what if she didn’t want to see him and that’s why she left? When he reached the basement she noticed and pretended to be asleep.

“Guys,” nobody responded, “guys,” he lightly kicked Evan, “c’mon, get up.” he pushed Jared off of the couch.

“Ouch,” a hungover Jared moaned.

“Breakfast is ready.”

“Okay, I’m up,” Zoe said slightly annoyed.

Eventually, all of them woke up enough to make it up the staircase.

“You’re food is very good Mrs. Murphy,”

“Thank you, Alana, and by the way, you can call me Cynthia,” she smiled, “Oh Jared dear, you have some drool running down your face.”

They giggled, “Jesus,” he wiped his mouth as fast as possible.

Cynthia went back to the kitchen to clean up. There wasn't too much chatter due to the fact most of them were hungover. Some more so than others, cough cough, Jared, cough. Connor and Y/N kept glaring back and forth at each other from across the table avoiding eye contact.

“I don't know if I’m still wasted, but I swear that Y/N is wearing Connor’s shirt,” Jared said confused.

The other three turned to look, “Oh my god you’re right,” Alana stated.

“Why?” Evan asked concerned.

Connor dragged, “Uhmm…”

“I-I took it.”

“What?” they all gasped in unison.

“Yeah, last night Connor spilled milk on mine so I borrowed his.”

Connor was shocked at how calm she was, “Yeah,”

Nobody seemed to think anything of it which played to both of their favors. After breakfast, they all chilled out for a little bit. Alana and Zoe were watching tv while Evan typed away on his laptop. Jared, on the other hand, was passed out on the couch again. Connor had gone upstairs to think and Y/N didn’t want to break down crying in front of her friends so she decided to go home.

“Ev, I’m gonna walk home, I still need to pack a few things.”

“Okay, tell Mom I’ll be home tonight.”

Connor heard the front door shut and glanced out his window, worry floated all around him, What if she never talks to me again? Working up the courage he flew down the steps and followed her path out the door. He soon caught up to her down the street of this suburban neighborhood.

“Hey wait up, you didn’t say bye to me,”

“Oh, I thought you didn’t want to see me,”

“What?” He arched his brows, “Why?”

“Okay, maybe you don’t remember but when I woke up this morning you were gone,”

“Yeah, so?”

“So? That’s why I think you don’t want to see me, plus you’ve barely spoken to me all day,”

“Well, it’s awkward now,” she just stared at him, “I mean, when I came out of the shower you were gone. I thought you regretted last night.”

“I left so that our friends wouldn’t get suspicious,”

“Are you ashamed of what happened?”

“No, I just thought-”

“What? thought you could use me?”

She asserted herself more aggressively, “No!”

“Really?!” He looked down and spoke sarcastically.

“It was just my first time and I thought this could be a private thing between us!”

“I knew you were ashamed,” he huffed, “it was my first time too ya know,”

“Is that what you want me to say? Fine, I am ashamed!”

The words hurt even more when she said them. A tear rolled down her cheek, “I’m ashamed that I ever slept with an asshole like you to begin with!”

“Fine!”

“Fine!”

Both stormed off in their separate directions. Now she was bawling, struggling to see where to go next. So Y/N sat on a bench and let it out.

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i look awful in the actual photos of me with mallory and taylor so here’s screenshots from the video my moms friend was taking!! mallory and taylor were both SUPER sweet, and michael park and lisa brescia (who i sadly didn’t get a picture with/of) talked to me and was so nice and alex was talking to someone else while he signed my playbill but!! it’s okay bc he was still really nice and i can’t believe i met them and i can’t believe i got to see the show and i’m so so grateful for the entire experience!!!!