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Oh hey, look, it’s the original post where Lily said she never wrote Stockholm and it was aaaall just an edited version of Scars her harassers made.

So that was clearly a big ass fucking lie.

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And hey, look at that, it’s reblogged from Mikaila too! So she can’t say this was faked either. 🙄

Lily Orchard Accusations Masterpost

"Lily wrote pedo fic!"

This references an old fanfic called "Scars" that skewered and condemned the brony fandom's romanticizing of abuse and their excusing of pedophilia. Was hosted on GDrive, and then angry bronies edited it to have underage sex scenes into it and reposted it to other sites under the name "Stockholm" using the same tactics they'd developed harassing a teenage girl for not liking their rapist Celestia comic.

Scars was written in 2012, discarded and disowned in 2014, and rebooted in 2018 to be an original story about trauma.

"Lily encouraged a friend to groom a minor!"

This refers to FireRose, an awful real person ship the Brony Analysis Community was encouraging that I was pressured to go along with under the threat of harassment. I was previously deluged with death threats by one of these people for not liking Team Fortress 2 and it had been to first time I had been harassed en masse so I was intimidated into complacency. I immediately denounced the people involved once I escaped from that mire of toxicity and fled. The only surviving relic of this is an old post on Josh's blog, who naturally never reblogged the denouncement because duh. My blog itself was purged of all posts in 2018. After 5 years (this took place in 2013) I naturally didn't think such an old relic would be dug up but I guess you should never underestimate the obsession of a stalker.

"Lily is a zoophile!"

A furry drew furry porn and blamed it on me.

"Lily groomed a minor!"

A 16 year old got around YouTube's age verification to access an 18+ stream and saw my boobs.

"Lily abused her exes!"

I have three exes these people refer to. One of them emotionally abused me for years, raped me several times, and toyed with my head out of a sick need for control, and swatted me. Her actions nearly drove me to suicide.

Another allowed her mother to verbally abuse me at every turn without protest.

The third ended the relationship on a very innocent misunderstanding and we're still friends.

"Lily suicide baited her ex!"

I was suicidal after my ex's extensive abuse.

"Lily faked being trans to get in a lesbian's pants!"

Putting aside the fact that this is blatant TERF rhetoric, I came out as trans two weeks before ending that friendship. And I'd already been in her pants years prior.

"Lily dated an 11 year old boy!"

This was in 2003. I was born in 1992. He was a classmate. This accusation rose after I talked about my first childhood relationship in 5th grade.

"Lily dated a 17 year old girl!"

This was in 2008. Same story. I was the younger one in that relationship. This is why the dates events happened are important, people.

"Lily abused a fan for drawing her fanart!"

Said fan drew me in an extremely harmful way almost immediately after I made a post complaining about how people would draw me in that way. This fan was a long time viewer and knew this already. Though I apologized for lashing out and the fan apologized for doing it in the first place, said fan went on to harass me anyway.

"Lily groomed her partners!"

Both my wife and my ex girlfriend have been the subjects of these accusations. My wife is 29, my ex girlfriend is 22.

"Lily romanticized suicide!"

This refers to a story idea where two old women pass away within a week of each other.

"Lily holds lewd streams for her mostly minor audience!"

7% of my audiences are minors according to Google Analystics. The streams were age gated. YouTube requires an ID verification to access them. They are also no more raunchy than an episode of Family Guy.

"Lily called a Jewish Woman a Nazi!"

I criticized the way Steven Universe bends over backwards to get along with fascists, a worrying trend many leftists are getting into. I never called Rebecca Sugar a Nazi. I called her a suicidal idiot.

"Lily doesn't consider antisemitism worth talking about!"

After the 4 year long harassment I recieved for criticizing Steven Universe, I decidedly avoided talking about the antisemitic tropes of The Big Bang Theory and Harley Quinn, both of which have Jewish creators.

"Lily hates women's sexuality!"

I said Reylo was bad, straight women's fixations on serial killers was bad, and that Bayonetta was Hideki Kamiya's fetish fuel.

"Lily hates sex workers!"

I said "Sex work is work." I am also a former sex worker.

"Lily fetishized black women!"

I dated a black woman, and then made a black OC that I thought was cool, and got excited about a few black characters that I also thought were cool.

"Lily is racist!"

I have had a few slip ups in the past. I have apologized and made strides to do better. I have said many times I don't begrudge anyone who is still angry about them.

"Lily misgendered a trans person!"

This refers to Essence of Thought, a right wing Youtuber whose gender I was unaware of until recently. She came into my stream chat to hurl verbal abuse over me not taking her bullshit seriously and I said "Dude fuck off." The chat then mocked her until she left.

"Lily is a TERF!"

I don't like the Q slur

"Lily mocked a trans woman's voice!"

I did the Valley Girl accent reading out one of Contrapoints' idiotic tweets.

"Lily is faking her ethnicity for clout!"

I am a light-skinned indigenous woman who won't provide evidence for her ethnicity to random white people on the internet.

"Lily's avatar is brownface!"

My avatar is lighter skinned than me.

"Lily hates Japanese people!"

I said anime was shit.

"Lily generalized all anime fans as pathetic weirdos!"

That's not a crime. Maybe if y'all weren't so evangelical I wouldn't think you were weird. Anime fans are like vegans.

"Lily hates south east asian people!"

I didn't want to watch a video about Lindsay Ellis.

"Lily is fatphobic!"

I mentioned trying to lose weight a few times.

Have I fucking missed anything?

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What the fuck prompted her to say that?

That came so out of nowhere. The suicide part was weird, but that racism just swung deep and for what?

You could have said anything else. He's rich, he's male, he's any one of a thousand things and you went with that.

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Lily: SAI’S RACIST11!

Also Lily: I’m going to judge a black man for saying the n-word while I type the whole word out myself with the hard r <33

What the fuck prompted her to say that?

That came so out of nowhere. The suicide part was weird, but that racism just swung deep and for what?

You could have said anything else. He's rich, he's male, he's any one of a thousand things and you went with that.

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Oh hey look, an old post of Lily’s—

…… did she really type what I think she typed? Y’all seeing this shit right?

Do you think cyberbullying is that big an issue when you can just turn the computer off?

Ah. I see you found that one tweet from Tyler the Creator.

Now. In reality, cyberbullying is a lot more complicated than that. YOU can turn the computer off, but that doesn’t mean that the people spreading nasty shit about you doesn’t go away.

In most cases, cyberbullying is rumor-spreading through the internet. That one creep who drove Amanda Todd to suicide? He spread rumors about her to her classmates. Which led to real-life bullying. When she transferred, he did it again. And again. And again. And again. Reteah Parsons was drugged and raped. And then the people responsible spread it around the internet, leading to real life bullying. Again. And again. And again.

Turning off the computer or closing your eyes isn’t going to do much, is it?

Now that we’ve reached the days of the Alt-Right and the Fel Horde doing everything from trying to sabotage employment, to doxxing people’s families to flat out accusing people of pedophilia, “walk away from the screen” doesn’t do much when it’s all about destroying your reputation in the eyes of other people. They don’t care if you see the nasty shit that’s being said about them. They want your employer to see it. Your followers/subscribers to see it. Your family to see it. They want you to be fired, rejected, and ostracized until you finally commit suicide.

TL;DR - Tyler the Creator is an idiot. But of course we knew that, considering that the word “Nigger” is part of his vocabulary.

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"It isn't like she raped or sexually harassed any of you"

Courtney. She raped Courtney.

She sexually harassed Britt.

She flashed children. She's sexually harassed others too. She has groomed multiple minors. She has victims. That's why we're here. There are victims.

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Lily fan here. Ok, I agree that it's most likely that some of the accusations of her being profic are true. I mean, she doesn't even deny writing Stockholm anymore. However, I still don't see how that justifies your and other haters' attitudes towards Lily. She isn't allowed to go on with her life? Why should she be stained forever for things she did ten years ago? It isn't like she raped or sexually harassed any of you, she wrote and liked disgusting shit and that's it. And even implying that she actually still likes idk, shotacon/lolicon (based on the Alchorative esix account) isn't it better that she keeps it to herself instead of trying to justify it? Is not like she's some kind of threat to anyone for liking that shit, even though it's disgusting, and bad, it isn't the type of shit that gets you the kind of harassment she's getting. She clearly just wants to make content and be left alone, so why are you doing this, do you enjoy torturing a trans woman because she's loudmouthed and doesn't take anyone's shit?

Hi! Weird you’re here about Stockholm when my recent stuff is about Tara Callie and how we’ve proven she never went to jail and that Lily’s made multiple contradictory stories about her — leading more credence to the idea that Tara was never real and Lily just catfished multiple people and sexually harassed and manipulated them. 

But okay, let’s talk about Stockholm instead!

I don’t care that Lily wrote Stockholm. You’re right. It was a cringe fic she wrote years ago, she’s allowed to move on and change her opinion on it. 

That isn’t what happened though, is it? Lily lied about it. First she said she didn’t write it. Then she said people edited it to make it porn. Then she purposely wrote it that way to piss off bronies. Then people were getting it confused with her other fic Scars. Then people were editing her voice to forge a false confession.

She deliberately lied to her audience, misrepresented the facts, and painted her detractors as unhinged liars — all to keep from holding accountability long enough to say “yeah I regret writing that.” 

That’s not something a good person does, so yeah, I think my attitude is pretty much justified?

And again, clearly she never kept this shit to herself, because she literally catfished folks and engaged with them sexually (or attempted to) under false pretenses. Maybe when she owns up to that I’ll shut up. ✌️

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Hi normal person here, the reason people bring up Stockholm is because Lily continues to put weird shit in her current projects which is showing a pattern of behavior. I am exploring Lilys fans to hold all of the evidence and information in their minds at once instead of trying to argue them individually and then deleting the others from their brains, Lily has not fucked up one time it’s ongoing and repeated behavior across multiple platforms and different exes and friends. If everywhere you go people are assholes to you, you might be the asshole. If all your exes are crazy look in the mirror.

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Wow.

So like… if someone does a bunch of genuinely heinous shit, as long as they move on and ignore their victims and stay in their lane—it’ll all be fine!!

No apologies, no responsibility, no need to take any accountability whatsoever! And if any of those past victims confront you about the shit you put them through? Lie! They’re the bad person for bringing this nasty business back up in the first place!

Do you read the words you type out or? Lily hasn’t disavowed shit, she refuses to admit she’s ever done a damn thing wrong in her entire life. And that’s actually fucked up! Because if she fucks up and hurts someone tomorrow, it’s never going to be her fault—she’s always gonna twist it and gaslight and that’s not right! That’s toxic! She’s done it before and she keeps doing it now! Grow up! See the walking red flag that she is and stop validating her bad behavior and crimes!

"She raped Courtney" she said he said, there isn't anything concrete on that but even if there was, wasn't Lily like 8 when it allegedly happened?

On regards to Tara Callie and all that stuff, I think she has the right to just erase her former personas and not be constantly harassed for what is essentially lying on the internet and nothing more. It's such a nothingburger, again; why would she have to acknowledge previous works or internet personas that she currently disavows? It's like being mad about Kraftwerk not answering your petty questions about their three first albums, Lily doesn't own anything to you, it isn't her obligation to answer to bullshit that happened so long ago. I don't know much abt Britt's case but if it's actually sexual harassment then she must proceed legally. I don't like what I've seen but there's no way to actually prove that it's actually Tara/Lily.

Wow.

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Imagine turning the shit going on with Lily into a pro/anti debate. You didn't have to tell us you were a Lily Fan, we would have known just from that.

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Lily fan here. Ok, I agree that it's most likely that some of the accusations of her being profic are true. I mean, she doesn't even deny writing Stockholm anymore. However, I still don't see how that justifies your and other haters' attitudes towards Lily. She isn't allowed to go on with her life? Why should she be stained forever for things she did ten years ago? It isn't like she raped or sexually harassed any of you, she wrote and liked disgusting shit and that's it. And even implying that she actually still likes idk, shotacon/lolicon (based on the Alchorative esix account) isn't it better that she keeps it to herself instead of trying to justify it? Is not like she's some kind of threat to anyone for liking that shit, even though it's disgusting, and bad, it isn't the type of shit that gets you the kind of harassment she's getting. She clearly just wants to make content and be left alone, so why are you doing this, do you enjoy torturing a trans woman because she's loudmouthed and doesn't take anyone's shit?

Hi! Weird you’re here about Stockholm when my recent stuff is about Tara Callie and how we’ve proven she never went to jail and that Lily’s made multiple contradictory stories about her — leading more credence to the idea that Tara was never real and Lily just catfished multiple people and sexually harassed and manipulated them. 

But okay, let’s talk about Stockholm instead!

I don’t care that Lily wrote Stockholm. You’re right. It was a cringe fic she wrote years ago, she’s allowed to move on and change her opinion on it. 

That isn’t what happened though, is it? Lily lied about it. First she said she didn’t write it. Then she said people edited it to make it porn. Then she purposely wrote it that way to piss off bronies. Then people were getting it confused with her other fic Scars. Then people were editing her voice to forge a false confession.

She deliberately lied to her audience, misrepresented the facts, and painted her detractors as unhinged liars — all to keep from holding accountability long enough to say “yeah I regret writing that.” 

That’s not something a good person does, so yeah, I think my attitude is pretty much justified?

And again, clearly she never kept this shit to herself, because she literally catfished folks and engaged with them sexually (or attempted to) under false pretenses. Maybe when she owns up to that I’ll shut up. ✌️

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Unfortunately, until Lily herself admits Tara Callie was never real—we’re gonna have to play this painfully obnoxious game of “well if she was real—“ with Lily until we chip away every contradicting “fact” she gives us and she’s backed into a corner with no recompense except to admit she’s a fucking liar.

So if anyone wanted definitive proof that Tara Callie never existed, or at the very least, never went to jail — look no further!

So we all know Tara has a tumblr blog still accessible to this day, and we all know that one of her posts has her confirming she was in-fact the writer of A Mother’s Love, A Daughter’s Passion — an MLP fanfiction posted under the Alchorative username.

Notice the date, that’ll be important shortly.

People have already discovered a TV Tropes user account who also operated under the Alchorative username and mainly edited for Lily Orchard associated TV Tropes pages. Until now, it was speculated that this was also Tara Callie’s account. Which would be damning, because the account remained active until 2016, two whole years after Tars Callie’s supposed arrest.

So how can we be sure that the Alchorative TV Tropes account is also Tara’s, and not just the username being repurposed by a fan?

Because the Alchorative account’s first edit was made in April of 2013, three whole months before Tara ever established her connection to the fanfiction account under the same name.

No fan would be aware of her pseudonym before she told it. Which means this has to be Tara Callie’s TV Tropes account. Which means Tara Callie was active and online in 2016. Which means she was never arrested. Which means Lily Orchard is lying once more.

(Source, and before anyone says the user could have changed their username after Tara’s post. They can’t. TV Tropes does not allow users to change their usernames afterwards. Alchorative was the account’s username from creation.)

So yeah. Explain that away Lily. ✌️

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I love that anyone that believes that Tara existed also believes Lily beat them up in front of cops with their permission. Sure, Jan.

They must also believe Lily Orchard has a six pack, that Lily Orchard is absolutely shredded.

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So if anyone wanted definitive proof that Tara Callie never existed, or at the very least, never went to jail — look no further!

So we all know Tara has a tumblr blog still accessible to this day, and we all know that one of her posts has her confirming she was in-fact the writer of A Mother’s Love, A Daughter’s Passion — an MLP fanfiction posted under the Alchorative username.

Notice the date, that’ll be important shortly.

People have already discovered a TV Tropes user account who also operated under the Alchorative username and mainly edited for Lily Orchard associated TV Tropes pages. Until now, it was speculated that this was also Tara Callie’s account. Which would be damning, because the account remained active until 2016, two whole years after Tars Callie’s supposed arrest.

So how can we be sure that the Alchorative TV Tropes account is also Tara’s, and not just the username being repurposed by a fan?

Because the Alchorative account’s first edit was made in April of 2013, three whole months before Tara ever established her connection to the fanfiction account under the same name.

No fan would be aware of her pseudonym before she told it. Which means this has to be Tara Callie’s TV Tropes account. Which means Tara Callie was active and online in 2016. Which means she was never arrested. Which means Lily Orchard is lying once more.

(Source, and before anyone says the user could have changed their username after Tara’s post. They can’t. TV Tropes does not allow users to change their usernames afterwards. Alchorative was the account’s username from creation.)

So yeah. Explain that away Lily. ✌️

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Proof that Lily Orchard called Rebecca Sugar a Fascist/Nazi apologist while lying about her heritage.

Given that she has befriended her anti-trans, Trump-supporting brother, befriended a Neo-Nazi to both get back at her critics and Rebecca Sugar, it becomes obvious:

Lily Orchard is a far-right, brownfacing, antisemitic bigot cosplaying as "woke progressive of color" just so she can infiltrate leftist spaces, spread her hateful rhetoric and take advantage of vulnerable people.

In other words: Lily Orchard is no different then a TERF.

Congratulations, Lily. You are a trans Auntie Ruckus, Blaire White 2.0.

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"And eventually I kept my party to Mission and HK since Mission has the highest damage output in the game."

Also, things that wouldn't mean anything normally but unfortunately this is Lily: there are ten potential party members in KOTOR I. Mission is the only one who's a 14 year old street urchin.

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And here I thought Lily was managing a refreshing streak of not talking about incest, but with the 'Violet Run' comment she just come out and said she plays Dragon Age 2 by pretending her main character's attraction to her love interest (Merrill) is partly due to Merrill's similarities with the main character's sister (Bethany). This is conveniently one of the very few RPG romances she's into (another of course being the literal incest mod for Baldur's Gate). But she still doesn't have an incest fixation, right?

WHY. IS. IT. ALWAYS. INCEST?????

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Look, BioWare games attract notoriously heated opinions for a reason and people can do what they want in their own living rooms. It's still a little embarrassing how proudly Lily brags about a playstyle that boils down to "engage with flawed characters whose opinions I don't like but nonetheless are a multifaceted reflection of the world they live in? nah. death."

It’s starting to get a little concerning how Lily makes death the answer to most her problems.