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Almost lost to burnout this year. Next year I’m going in swinging

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My plans for the new year is to draw. That is all

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Overall this year sucked. And I'm not very optimistic about next year to be honest.

Anyway congratulations to everyone who survived

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Literal definition of spyware:

Also From Microsoft’s own FAQ: "Note that Recall does not perform content moderation. It will not hide information such as passwords or financial account numbers. 🤡

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So after seeing all those clips of Zenless Zone, I decided to play it.

After going through the first chapter, I came to the conclusion that Zenless is just RWBY with a budget

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Look Back and Do Change

Quote Source: https://x.com/D_Kumii/status/1854661822919373257

I recently found this post lurking around Twitter from a recent interview Tatsuki Fujimoto did with Unitas Magazine. I'm drawn to it because people with mental health problems/issues are sometimes told that they should be loved for all of their flaws.

While unconditional love is a given, boundaries are so important. When you tell someone that they don't have to change (or just be "themselves"), it opens up a can of worms. Said people with issues can start to become overbearing with all kinds of drama due to personality issues that probably never were addressed. It is very difficult to know when to say no to that drama while still being compassionate towards the person going through pain.

Now that the Look Back movie is out everywhere via streaming, I looked back, no pun intended, at the manga to revisit how Fujino goes through the motions that make life hard at times. I still tear up when Fujino sees how Kyomoto viewed her when they first met via a small comic strip she finds at the latter's place. She does have a difficult personality with charm, but I feel the story was definitely better in talking about how art impacts everyone. And more importantly, how art can really change your personality bit by bit.

I sometimes feel that I'm "difficult" and "emotional." I'll admit that I'm a bit too much at times (why do you think I blog about mental health?). And then there are people who admire me for being reflective, considerate, thoughtful, emotionally honest and brave. I also now tell people that at least I'm not falling into toxic masculine ideals of how to be a man.

But I do realize there's always things I will need to change because not everyone can handle someone like me or certain circumstances demand it so. I think Fujimoto was the same. I want more people to realize this because I don't want anyone to look back in powerless fashion and criticize themselves for not seeing the winds of change that pass them by.

It's okay if you have bad parts and you struggle to change them, but I believe that you can go higher than you think. We all can in some ways. Then we can actually look back with smiles and joy.

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Feelings tonight

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via @swatercolor [insta]

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𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲.. ☁︎︎

Remember to breathe. You are safe right now, in this moment. We might have to wait a bit. This is very stressful right now, but it will pass. This anxiety will lessen with time. Drink some water, make sure to eat dinner tonight.

Treat yourselves kindly. Elections can bring lots of anxieties and fears, so be gentle with yourself ♡︎.

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No but I hate seeing young adults beat themselves up for not having it all at a certain age. Like the person with a career will hate themselves for not having a long education, while the person finishing their degree will hate themselves for not also working. And the person in a committed relationship will judge themselves for not also having a big friend group, while the person with lots of friends feels that they're failing because they're single. And in reality no life ever follows a set time line and it's unfair to expect anyone to have it all at once by 20 or 25 or 30 or literally any arbitrary deadline