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//I know Aerith’s healing fixed it all but i think I’m gonna try to note all of the scars Cloud would have from his fight with Sephiroth in AC because he gets,,, real fucked up and mb i wanna keep the scars

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//Hey so instead of ‘Roche degrades/turns into a monster’ vs ‘Roche joins Cloud’ I raise you

Roche joins Cloud and then turns into a monster and Cloud has to fight a friend

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//been thinking about,,, reno/cloud,,, roche/cloud,,, rufus/cloud,,, 

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//been thinking about,,, reno/cloud,,, roche/cloud,,, rufus/cloud,,, 

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//perhaps gib cloud some birthday love uwu

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“Went into a dissociative depressive episode and now I come back to myself and it’s my birthday? Wild.”

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//Years and years ago I read this book series about vampires and it has this concept that if a vampire drained a human completely - they'd also take a part of their soul into themself. So the main character refuses for ages to drink from a person because he thinks it'll make him a monster and whatever - but his friend gets attacked and is bleeding out and dying so he remembers the thing about taking a bit of their soul and he drains the rest of him to put him out of his misery and to keep even just a part of him alive. And after that he takes on little habits and quirks from his dead friend.

Anyway entirely unrelated but I've been thinking about vampire Cloud

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for all intents and purposes

i am NOT real

i do NOT have a legal name

i do NOT have a “face”

Do Not Think About Me

I Am Not A Concept

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📚     KHALED HOSSEINI’S AND THE MOUNTAINS ECHOED ( 2013 ) STARTERS.             ↳ change pronouns / wording as necessary.

❛  so then. you want a story and i will tell you one.  ❜ ❛  he charmed anyone who met him with his devilish laughter.  ❜ ❛  i cannot be the one to choose. i cannot bear it.  ❜ ❛  a finger had to be cut, to save the hand.  ❜ ❛  forgive me. forgive me.  ❜ ❛  you wouldn’t wish his torment and suffering on the vilest of men.  ❜ ❛  he would have died defending his family.  ❜ ❛  no one thinks you are a coward.  ❜ ❛  it is your own voice you are hearing.  ❜ ❛  do you have a wish to die? surely you must.  ❜ ❛  i have come here to kill you.  ❜ ❛  one way or another, one of us dies today.  ❜ ❛  where did you say you come from?  ❜ ❛  yes, yes, you’ve come to kill me, i know.  ❜ ❛  may i ask what evil i have committed against you so as to warrant death?  ❜ ❛  then i shall exact revenge on their behalf as well.  ❜ ❛  i must say, your courage rouses in me a surge of admiration.  ❜ ❛  you know nothing of courage.  ❜ ❛  for courage, there must be something at stake.  ❜ ❛  i come here with nothing to lose.  ❜ ❛  you have your life to lose.  ❜ ❛  i am out of patience.  ❜ ❛  you are a cruel beast.  ❜ ❛  you’ll find that cruelty and benevolence are but shades of the same color.  ❜ ❛  would that you roast in the fires of hell for what you have done to me.  ❜ ❛  do you understand how this was an act of mercy?  ❜ ❛  is there someone out there? who’s there? show yourself.  ❜ ❛  we’ll say our goodbyes in the morning.  ❜ ❛  you won’t give up.  ❜ ❛  you were supposed to stay home.  ❜ ❛  i’m warning you. i won’t have it.  ❜ ❛  what if you get sick of me?  ❜ ❛  will you allow me to help you?  ❜ ❛  i’ll find you something else to do.  ❜ ❛  now quit your talking and let me finish this.  ❜ ❛  you know where i keep the money.  ❜ ❛  do you see what i go through every day?  ❜ ❛  you look like you’re dying to be rescued.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t realize you had this compulsion.  ❜ ❛  what does he want, anyway, a job?  ❜ ❛  why are you telling me these terrible lies?  ❜ ❛  i hold nothing against you.  ❜ ❛  how the hell did they get past the guard?  ❜ ❛  when are you coming home?  ❜ ❛  i don’t want this any more than you do.  ❜ ❛  you’re here now. that’s what matters.  ❜ ❛  i’ve been meaning to ask you something…  ❜ ❛  i keep thinking you’ll disappear.  ❜ ❛  i guess i never gave it much thought.  ❜ ❛  i should have been more kind.  ❜

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“Birthday countdowns are just depressing when you can’t remember most of your past birthdays.”

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//does failed sexting count as activity 

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//Thinkin about how Cloud has horrible self esteem and doesnt even really know it cause his mind is so broken 

like, if someone was to sort of matter-of-factly tell him that aerith or barrett or the avalanche trio werent his friends - he’d probably believe that. Because he knows he doesnt understand friendship, knows he doesnt understand people. 

itd hurt more than hed admit tho

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❥     𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒   .

inspired  by  devotedecay’s  non - sexual  acts  of  dominance  meme  ! send  in  one  of  these  for  my  muse’s  reaction  to  … (  add  ❝  reverse  ❞   if  you’d  like  to  see  how  my  muse  would  preform  the  action  !  )

[ shower ]   your muse joining mine in the shower.

[ choke ]   your muse choking mine.

[ kiss + soft ]   your muse pulling mine into a tender kiss.

[ kiss + rough ]   your muse pulling mine into a rough kiss.

[ pin ]   your muse pinning mine down.

[ wrists ]   your muse roughly grabbing mine by the wrists.

[ push ]   your muse pushing mine into bed.

[ rip + clothing ]   your muse tearing a piece of clothing off my muse.

[ spank ]   your muse spanking mine.

[ pull ]   your muse pulling my muses hair.

[ talk ]   your muse talking dirty to mine.

[ eyes ]   your muse making mine look them in the eyes during.

[ down ]   your muse pulling mine down by their collar / clothes.

[ knees ]   your muse telling mine to get on their knees.

[ hips ]   your muse pulling mine in close by the hips.

[ denial ]   your muse putting mine through orgasm denial.

[ many ]   your muse making mine orgasm over and over.

[ tied ]   your muse tying my muse down.

[ lazy ]   your muse lazily beginning to touch mine.

[ love ]   your muse telling mine they love them during.

[ dominance ]   your muse taking the lead and dominating mine.

[ submission ]   your muse letting mine take the lead and submitting to them.

[ humiliation ]   your muse humiliating mine, re: name-calling and verbal abuse.

[ pain ]   your muse hurting mine in bed, whether intentionally or not.

[ knife ]   your muse using a knife in bed, whether for threat or actually cutting mine.

[ hidden ]   your muse having sex with mine somewhere semi-public.

[ public ]   your muse having sex with mine in public, whee other people watch.

[ adore ]   your muse being near reverent with mine in bed.

[ dress ]   your muse having mine dress up in lingerie.

[ eat ]   your muse eating mine out.

[ sleep ]   your muse touching / beginning to have sex with mine while they’re asleep.

[ gag ]   your muse gagging mine, or or making them be quiet.

[ blindfold ]   your muse blindfolding mine.

[ praise ]   your muse praising mine in bed.

[ good ]   your muse calling mine a good boy / girl.

[ want ]   your muse telling mine they want them.

[ snarl ]   your muse growling and / or baring their teeth at mine during sex.

[ mark ]   your muse purposefully marking mine up with bruises, hickies, ect.

[ wall ]   your muse shoving mine up against a wall.

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//Cloud’s lewds are more likely to have his dick fully out than have him shirtless he doesnt wanna show off his scar

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| Send 🍆  for my muse’s reaction to being sent a very intentional nude | @speedjunkie​​​ said |  🍆  |

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| Send 🍆  for my muse’s reaction to being sent a very intentional nude | @hercbled​​ said |  🍆  |

[TEXT to: Zack] you could have just said you meant to send it  [TEXT to: Zack] gaia [TEXT to: Zack] perfect bastard

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| Send 🍆  for my muse’s reaction to being sent a very intentional nude | @devilreno​ said |  🍆 flashes abs on him |

[TEXT to: Reno DO NOT ANSWER] im blocking you