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Very useful hack🎒

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XL's are a tight squeeze these days 🤣

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milk and cookies are great for a growing boy 🍪

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I used to have such a hot body

This is something I’ve had saved for years. I don’t know if it’s fictional or not, but I’ve always found it to be a really hot read. It’s by an Aussie guy who went by “marksthespot009” … maybe this was SimMo in his early days (wishful thinking)

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You guys will get some joy out of this. I thought I would, but now that im fat ive never been more depressed, nor embarrassed in my life. And it isn’t going away. Ive almost accepted that not only am I never gonna get that six pack back that ive always had, but im just going to continue getting fatter. The packet of salt and vinegar chips next to me agrees. And I blame websites like this for what I did to myself. ive become my own feeder. Ive always had a great body. I knew when I walked into a bar, 9 times out of ten I had the best body in the joint. And in a tight t shirt and a mouthy arrogance I let every body know it. Im that dude who was always taking his top off and strutting around so everyone could see how hard and chiselled my body was. My ever growing muscles. It was a good feeling, guys were jealous of me and I knew I was a chance with any girl. Hell in summer I basically never wore a top. Now im dreading next summer and when I walk into a bar im just another beer bellied ex jock. People go on about personality, its bullshit, id rather fuck a hot chick than a smart one. Girls are no different. The amount of times Ive had girls with their hand up my top rubbing their fingers along my abs telling me how great my body was. Even when I starting putting on weight, people would talk about what great shape I was in. They just assumed that underneath my now baggy winter clothing was the same six pack. I knew I was hiding a beer gut. The last girl I fucked (a once regular,now a month ago). when I took my clothes off and jumped into bed with her, she grabbed, one of my now love handles, shook it, and said “whats this”. I ignored it with “a yeah I know”. After the deed she kept rubbing and pinching my belly, and telling me that she cant believe im getting fat, and how great she used to think my body was. She was incredibly drunk. Normally I strut around when im naked so the girls can see the show, but that next morning I cant tell you how embarrassing it was sucking my gut in, squeezing into my jeans. The smile on her face. Bitch. Since then shes told anyone who would listen how fat im getting. From then my body has gone from a thing of pride to a thing of embarrassment. The 2 kilos ive put on since then hasn’t helped ( 6 and a half since the end of summer, where this year I had an eight pack), my guts now clearly visible even my baggy clothes. Now me getting fat is everyones favourite joke. Theres comments everywhere. Everyone one seems to be really enjoying the fact that ive put on so much weight. Ive always had a fat fetish despite being a gym junkie. It started with loving watching the girls while I was growing up, that had the hot bodies in their teens, only to gradually become the fatties. I started visiting the websites showing this. But over time the weight gain became my place of sexual fantasy. The age and even gender no longer mattered so much. I started jacking off to mens weight gain sites. The arrogant jock whos beloved six pack became a beer gut. It got to the point where I fantasised about a hard bodied dude fucking me up the arse, while stuffing my face with cake and pure oil, teasing me about how fat and pathetic im going to get. I love the stories of the person who had the perfect body, and everything with it, but lost it because they started loving their food a little to much , and started getting a little lazy. The exjock, the cheerleader who got fat. And all the ridicule that comes with it. This fantasy has become my reality. The last few years I would get on these websites and stuff myself with food, tease myself that I was going to get fat, while masterbating. Soon as I was done id panic and work out and diet in fear that I would actually gain and some one would notice. But Ive discovered I love stuffing myself with food. I get so turned on by that feeling of being completely full. Its got to the point where im now stuffing myself everyday, ithink about it all day.getting home and stuffing myself with junk food and masterbating playing with all that fat that has stored around my middle. Im doing it now. Once I ejactulate now however, I hit that depressing reality that this is no longer fantasy, the abs are gone and I am now fat. And I hate being fat for the other 95% of the day. And I did it to myself. Last year and again this year I designated the month of june (Australia winter) as a stuffing month. A month where I could live my fantasy, eating all the junk food I want. Last year I put on a kilo and a half. When June ended I went back on a diet and lost that weight in 2 months. My hot and hard body was back on the beach for all to see last summer.This year I put on 2 kgs in june, and my diet lasted all of 2 days in july before I was back to binging. And I cant stop. I put on another 3 kilos in july. And for the first time in my life im starting to accept that im probably always going to be fat and im just going to keep on getting fatter. Ive made the decision id rather be fat than diet. I always told myself I could lose the weight as soon as I wanted. It doesn’t seem to be the case.Being a personal trainer ( im thinking of quitting, being the personal trainer who got fat makes me feel like a joke every time I walk into the gym), I always said people choose to be fat and that anyone could have a body as good as mine if they were disciplined ( I regret a lot of arrogant things that I said now). Im finding it a lot harder than that now that im the fat one who wants to have a body like I used to. I cant stop eating.Fuck I miss having those abs. You get away with so much with a hot body. I miss the confidence that goes with it, I miss the confidence, I miss the sex. My sex life has gone from picking up chicks usually when I felt like, to masterbating each nite with a pizza. And I did this to myself. Two weeks ago I left a party because of the amount of shit I copped when I got in the spa. I bought a shit load of mcdonalds, went home and masterbated in front of a mirror. After I ejaculated, I looked at myself and started crying. It was patheitic, I am pathetic. I threw up all the food and declared im training and dieting until I get my body back. I really tried but what used to be easy to me is now really hard. I hopped on the scale yesterday to see how much id lost and id gained ½ a kilo. I cheated on my diet the whole way through it. Kept justifying that it was alright to have that packet of chips. And everytime I got stoned id binge eat. Now for the first time even in front of other people. I was constantly hungry, and id almost always give in with a second helping and a snack. I don’t think I can diet anymore. Or at least im no longer willing to. I hate being fat and want my body back but I think I love food more. And I know cant give up the beers. I just have to accept that im going to be a fat person for the rest of my life and im struggling with that. Ive always had such a great body, I thought I always would. If I didn’t discover these websites I probably still would. The really scary thing is that this only the beginning of letting my body go. Im going to get a lot fatter. Even if I managed to control the binges, now that ive gota taste for junkfood, I know im still going to put on weight gradually. Gaining a couple of kilos each year But I know the binges are going to continue, I get so aroused when I do it, my mind changes I get amazingly turned on about how fat im getting while im in the act of doing. I cant stop im like addicted to it, im thinking about it all the time. And heres the thing if I continue eating like I have the last month im not just going to be fat im going to be obese. And I think im going to let that happen, cause I want eat like a pig.Eat anything I want. Hows that, from the muscle stud of the group, to obese. No ones ever going to be jealous of this body again. Its harder to be fat when you used to have a great body. But I know the fat jokes will eventually disappear when my hard chiselled body becomes a distant memory. I still do have thoughts that il turn it around and get my body back, but if I put on another 5kgs in the next 2months that chiselled body is going to be so buried in fat im going to have to accept that il never be able to get it back. As embarrassed as I am about what has happened to my body around most people, I thought you guys would enjoy and appreciate it. Im now the fat ex jock, the guy who had the hot body but let himself go, im the guy who used to pick on other people about getting fat, now everyones laughing at me, im the exercise freak who started smoking dope, drinking beer and got lazy. And finally im the guy who said it just takes discipline to have a great body who developed a food fettish whose eating is out of control. Im the guy who has a made the decision that he is going to be fat. Im posting this on a bunch of weight gain sites. And I still say if I never found those sites I probably never would have became so obsessed with weight gain and never would have starting stuffing myself. But it happened, so this summer instead of strutting around the beach showing of my always amazing physique, I will be waiting for all the comments and stares when I take off my top and everyone can see how fat and flabby my body has become because I eat like a pig. Well with that done im now going to masterbate and play with my ne fat roll. It does feel good.

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Watching/reading gainer porn: This is totally hot and not weird

Afterwards: Shit, I’m kinky as fuck what the hell am I looking at?

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Trying on different sized shirts at 333lbs

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Full to the brim

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It’s pretty crazy what one year of unbridled gluttony can do to you. I’ve never felt fatter, sexier or happier.

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My friend was skinny and fit back in high school thanks to his 4 years on the track team, but after graduation, he stopped running and quickly started piling on the pounds.

Whenever we hang out now, a few years later, we usually just relax and eat at his place since he’s too fat and lazy for most physical activities.

Recently, he’s even been pressuring me to let myself go like he has: “hey man, how do you feel about becoming a proper fat guy? You've already developed a pair of moobs and your belly's starting to hang over that waistband, so why not go all in? Best decision I ever made,” he said with a satisfied grin, leaning back and patting his ample gut.

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Can you do a master post of all the shirt try on vids? Would love to see the changes through the years.

https://youtu.be/DxTA9aUPCYc

https://youtu.be/_aFved8_Sko

https://youtu.be/dpgHcQ_dzSU

https://youtu.be/urPeEAn5zBY

https://youtu.be/rKdHBFD0Ep0

https://youtu.be/HXdFibhdslQ

https://youtu.be/XZ41UtQHSvY

https://youtu.be/HmqKMrI6S7o

https://youtu.be/szaa03tp3r0

https://youtu.be/Ts7Ri1ECgDk

Ask nicely, and you shall receive :) I really should have done videos at the very start of my gain back at 125lbs. I have pictures though. It’s not really the same as video. Anyway, here you go!

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fucking hell guys what is happening to me

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this size large shirt is tighter than I remember

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Two Lardy boys 😵‍💫