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crownĀ Ā isĀ Ā nowĀ Ā VESTIR
#crown / vestir / ves#whichever you prefer honestly#ā* Ā šš¢š” Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā posts Ā Ā ć»į
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worthfulsĀ Ā ā Ā āŗ Ā· Ā miss alice ā ā
sheĀ Ā smilesĀ Ā backĀ Ā atĀ Ā hisĀ Ā particularlyĀ Ā smugĀ Ā displayĀ Ā āāĀ Ā perhapsĀ Ā ifĀ Ā sheĀ Ā werenātĀ Ā soĀ Ā endearedĀ Ā toĀ Ā him,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā mightĀ Ā findĀ Ā itĀ Ā annoying.Ā Ā butĀ Ā aliceĀ Ā hasĀ Ā foundĀ Ā herselfĀ Ā caringĀ Ā forĀ Ā theĀ Ā librarian,Ā Ā soĀ Ā somethingĀ Ā thatĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā normallyĀ Ā annoyĀ Ā herĀ Ā insteadĀ Ā amusedĀ Ā her.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā well,Ā Ā iĀ Ā shouldĀ Ā beĀ Ā thankfulĀ Ā forĀ Ā thatĀ Ā rawĀ Ā talentĀ Ā then,Ā Ā shouldnātĀ Ā i,Ā Ā sir?Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ Ā takesĀ Ā theĀ Ā bookĀ Ā thatĀ Ā heĀ Ā handsĀ Ā her,Ā Ā flippingĀ Ā throughĀ Ā theĀ Ā book.Ā Ā heāsĀ Ā handedĀ Ā herĀ Ā aĀ Ā collectionĀ Ā ofĀ Ā shortĀ Ā stories,Ā Ā onesĀ Ā thatĀ Ā appearĀ Ā toĀ Ā beĀ Ā writtenĀ Ā forĀ Ā children.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā shutsĀ Ā theĀ Ā bookĀ Ā andĀ Ā holdsĀ Ā itĀ Ā closeĀ Ā toĀ Ā herĀ Ā chest,Ā Ā attemptingĀ Ā toĀ Ā maskĀ Ā theĀ Ā smileĀ Ā onĀ Ā herĀ Ā face.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā childrenāsĀ Ā stories?Ā Ā youĀ Ā doĀ Ā knowĀ Ā thatĀ Ā justĀ Ā becauseĀ Ā iĀ Ā amĀ Ā theĀ Ā sizeĀ Ā ofĀ Ā aĀ Ā childĀ Ā doesĀ Ā notĀ Ā meanĀ Ā iĀ Ā actuallyĀ Ā amĀ Ā one?Ā Ā ā
ā Ā very Ā thankful, Ā ā Ā he Ā chuckles. Ā he Ā raises Ā a Ā hand Ā to Ā make Ā her Ā pause Ā and Ā smiles Ā his Ā brightest Ā smile. Ā ā Ā evan, Ā please. Ā collingwood, Ā if Ā you Ā absolutely Ā have Ā to. Ā ā Ā heād Ā much Ā prefer Ā if Ā she Ā called Ā him Ā by Ā his Ā given Ā name Ā and Ā not Ā just Ā because Ā he Ā likes Ā her :Ā Ā collingwood Ā feels Ā too Ā much Ā like Ā his Ā father Ā . Ā . Ā . Ā he Ā watches Ā her Ā go Ā through Ā the Ā book Ā with Ā unease Ā in Ā his Ā chest. Ā he Ā can Ā only Ā hope Ā that Ā she Ā will Ā like Ā his Ā suggestion. Ā heās Ā never Ā felt Ā comfortable Ā just Ā showing Ā her Ā a Ā book Ā like Ā that Ā before. Ā heās Ā given Ā her Ā recommendations, Ā of Ā course, Ā whenever Ā she Ā asked Ā for Ā them, Ā but Ā not Ā out Ā of Ā the Ā blue.
teeth Ā dig Ā into Ā his Ā bottom Ā lipĀ Ā inĀ Ā expectationĀ Ā until Ā she Ā finally Ā speaks.Ā Ā he Ā laughs Ā lightly Ā at Ā her Ā protest. Ā ā Ā of Ā course, Ā my Ā lady. Ā i Ā mean Ā no Ā offense. Ā ā Ā a Ā bright Ā smile Ā in Ā her Ā direction Ā before Ā he Ā moves Ā to Ā lean Ā against Ā the Ā table. Ā ā Ā you Ā forget Ā i Ā read Ā them Ā too. Ā ā
#worthfuls#ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā threads Ā ć»į #ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā two Ā lovers Ā out Ā of Ā strangers Ā ā Ā Ā hartthwaite Ā ć»į
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when Ā nadia Ā asked Ā him Ā if Ā he Ā wanted Ā to Ā go Ā seeĀ Ā @worthfulsā,Ā Ā the Ā harpist Ā she Ā signed Ā on, Ā he Ā couldnāt Ā say Ā no. Ā his Ā appreciation Ā of Ā talent Ā and Ā music Ā aside, Ā nadia Ā helped Ā him Ā through Ā his Ā first Ā steps Ā at Ā the Ā company, Ā being Ā her Ā date Ā for Ā this Ā event Ā isĀ Ā the Ā least Ā he Ā couldĀ Ā do Ā āøŗ Ā and Ā now, Ā heās Ā following Ā her Ā through Ā the Ā thick Ā crowd Ā towards Ā the Ā backstage Ā area. Ā ā you Ā have Ā to Ā introduce Ā me. Ā iāll Ā make Ā it Ā up Ā to Ā you. ā Ā were Ā his Ā exact Ā words Ā when Ā the Ā lights Ā came Ā back Ā on Ā after Ā the Ā concert. Ā alice Ā bingley Ā was Ā talented Ā beyond Ā words Ā and Ā just Ā as Ā beautiful, Ā heās Ā not Ā about Ā to Ā let Ā a Ā chance Ā to Ā meet Ā her Ā slip Ā through Ā his Ā fingers.
as Ā nadia Ā knocks Ā on Ā the Ā harpistās Ā door, Ā his Ā heart Ā starts Ā to Ā hammer Ā in Ā his Ā chest. Ā he Ā wonders Ā if Ā itās Ā the Ā memory Ā of Ā elise Ā that Ā makes Ā him Ā so Ā nervous, Ā like Ā heās Ā cheating, Ā betraying Ā her Ā and Ā himself Ā . Ā . Ā . Ā the Ā way Ā things Ā ended Ā still Ā replays Ā in Ā his Ā mind Ā and Ā his Ā fatherās Ā death Ā didnāt Ā help Ā the Ā gapingĀ Ā hole Ā in Ā his Ā chest.
his Ā wandering Ā mind Ā is Ā brought Ā back Ā to Ā reality Ā as Ā the Ā door Ā opens Ā to Ā a Ā shining Ā star Ā smiling Ā up Ā at Ā him Ā and Ā nadia. Ā fuck Ā . Ā . Ā . Ā they Ā talk Ā for Ā a Ā short Ā moment, Ā the Ā usual Ā polite Ā chatter Ā before Ā nadia Ā reaches Ā for Ā him. Ā ā this Ā is Ā evan, Ā he Ā works Ā with Ā me. ā Ā he Ā offers Ā a Ā bright Ā smile Ā and Ā his Ā hand Ā to Ā shake. Ā ā Ā youāre Ā brilliant, Ā i Ā just Ā had Ā to Ā meet Ā you. Ā ā
#worthfuls#ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā threads Ā ć»į #ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā the Ā pen Ā and Ā the Ā harp Ā ā Ā Ā modern Ā + Ā worthfuls Ā ć»į
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worthfulsĀ Ā ā Ā āŗ Ā·Ā miss aliceĀ ā ā
herĀ Ā gazeĀ Ā isĀ Ā drawnĀ Ā upwardĀ Ā withĀ Ā theĀ Ā gentleĀ Ā liftĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā finger,Ā Ā andĀ Ā sheāsĀ Ā forcedĀ Ā toĀ Ā confrontĀ Ā aĀ Ā cocktailĀ Ā ofĀ Ā emotionĀ Ā sheĀ Ā neverĀ Ā thoughtĀ Ā sheādĀ Ā confront.Ā Ā youāreĀ Ā notĀ Ā useless.Ā Ā youāreĀ Ā notĀ Ā useless.Ā Ā sheāsĀ Ā wrong.Ā Ā and,Ā Ā theĀ Ā longerĀ Ā sheĀ Ā looksĀ Ā intoĀ Ā hisĀ Ā eyes,Ā Ā losesĀ Ā herselfĀ Ā inĀ Ā hisĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā āāĀ Ā thoseĀ Ā beautifulĀ Ā greenĀ Ā eyes,Ā Ā onesĀ Ā sheādĀ Ā lostĀ Ā herselfĀ Ā inĀ Ā countlessĀ Ā timesĀ Ā beforeĀ Ā butĀ Ā neverĀ Ā likeĀ Ā this,Ā Ā neverĀ Ā withĀ Ā theĀ Ā intensityĀ Ā ofĀ Ā feelingsĀ Ā stirringĀ Ā aroundĀ Ā insideĀ Ā ofĀ Ā her.Ā Ā sheāsĀ Ā incrediblyĀ Ā awareĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā thumbĀ Ā brushingĀ Ā overĀ Ā herĀ Ā cheek,Ā Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā wayĀ Ā heĀ Ā looksĀ Ā atĀ Ā herĀ Ā likeĀ Ā sheāsĀ Ā someĀ Ā sortĀ Ā ofĀ Ā fallenĀ Ā goddess,Ā Ā someoneĀ Ā toĀ Ā beĀ Ā reveredĀ Ā andĀ Ā lovedĀ Ā withĀ Ā theĀ Ā utmostĀ Ā holiness.Ā Ā iĀ Ā donātĀ Ā deserveĀ Ā this,Ā Ā evan,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā thinks.Ā Ā butĀ Ā iĀ Ā wantĀ Ā it.Ā Ā iĀ Ā wantĀ Ā itĀ Ā soĀ Ā badly.
herĀ Ā handsĀ Ā restĀ Ā againstĀ Ā hisĀ Ā waist,Ā Ā herĀ Ā fingersĀ Ā startĀ Ā toĀ Ā playĀ Ā withĀ Ā theĀ Ā fineĀ Ā fabricĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā shirtĀ Ā āāĀ Ā sometimes,Ā Ā itāsĀ Ā hardĀ Ā toĀ Ā rememberĀ Ā thatĀ Ā heĀ Ā belongsĀ Ā toĀ Ā aĀ Ā nobleĀ Ā houseĀ Ā asĀ Ā well.Ā Ā heāsĀ Ā muchĀ Ā moreĀ Ā learnedĀ Ā andĀ Ā interestingĀ Ā thanĀ Ā theĀ Ā restĀ Ā ofĀ Ā them.Ā Ā hisĀ Ā fatherĀ Ā isĀ Ā dreadful,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā oftenĀ Ā wondersĀ Ā ifĀ Ā heĀ Ā wasĀ Ā theĀ Ā oneĀ Ā thatĀ Ā theĀ Ā queenĀ Ā couldnātĀ Ā love,Ā Ā thatĀ Ā causedĀ Ā herĀ Ā heartĀ Ā toĀ Ā hardenĀ Ā forever.Ā Ā andĀ Ā hisĀ Ā comparisonĀ Ā ofĀ Ā herĀ Ā toĀ Ā thatĀ Ā wailingĀ Ā youthĀ Ā canaĀ Ā whoĀ Ā becameĀ Ā theĀ Ā harpāsĀ Ā inventorĀ Ā provedĀ Ā herĀ Ā point.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā stillĀ Ā remembersĀ Ā whenĀ Ā heĀ Ā gaveĀ Ā herĀ Ā theĀ Ā bookĀ Ā āāĀ Ā sheĀ Ā readĀ Ā itĀ Ā fasterĀ Ā thanĀ Ā anythingĀ Ā heādĀ Ā everĀ Ā givenĀ Ā herĀ Ā before.Ā Ā evanĀ Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā whatĀ Ā haveĀ Ā youĀ Ā doneĀ Ā toĀ Ā me?Ā Ā sheĀ Ā thinks,Ā Ā takingĀ Ā aĀ Ā fewĀ Ā breathsĀ Ā toĀ Ā encourageĀ Ā herĀ Ā beforeĀ Ā standingĀ Ā onĀ Ā herĀ Ā tiptoesĀ Ā andĀ Ā pullingĀ Ā himĀ Ā inĀ Ā toĀ Ā kissĀ Ā him.Ā Ā sheāsĀ Ā thoughtĀ Ā aboutĀ Ā thisĀ Ā momentĀ Ā forĀ Ā soĀ Ā long,Ā Ā thoughĀ Ā sheĀ Ā neverĀ Ā expectedĀ Ā itĀ Ā toĀ Ā beĀ Ā now,Ā Ā followingĀ Ā aĀ Ā momentĀ Ā likeĀ Ā this.Ā Ā now,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā couldĀ Ā onlyĀ Ā hopeĀ Ā thisĀ Ā gestureĀ Ā ofĀ Ā intimacyĀ Ā wasĀ Ā wantedĀ Ā inĀ Ā return.
the Ā subtle, Ā nearly Ā imperceptible Ā touch Ā on Ā his Ā waist Ā leaves Ā him Ā speechless Ā and Ā his Ā mind Ā wild. Ā without Ā his Ā input, Ā hands Ā pull Ā her Ā face Ā closer Ā to Ā his. Ā sheās Ā beautiful Ā even Ā from Ā this Ā close, Ā even Ā with Ā eyes Ā and Ā cheeks Ā reddened Ā by Ā her Ā emotional Ā state Ā and Ā despair Ā on Ā her Ā face. Ā he Ā wonders Ā if Ā this Ā is Ā allowed, Ā these Ā wretched Ā thoughts Ā as Ā he Ā stares Ā into Ā her Ā ocean Ā eyes Ā āøŗ Ā surely, Ā itās Ā improper Ā to Ā think Ā of Ā kissing Ā her, Ā devilish Ā to Ā even Ā think Ā of Ā bedding Ā her, Ā but, Ā with Ā their Ā eyes Ā locked Ā and Ā her Ā breathing Ā on Ā his Ā lips, Ā itās Ā inevitable. Ā heās Ā only Ā a Ā man.
a Ā man Ā pulled Ā into Ā her Ā space Ā āøŗ Ā his Ā mind Ā goes Ā blank Ā for Ā a Ā moment, Ā utter Ā shock Ā from Ā this Ā moment Ā he Ā had Ā been Ā fantasizing Ā about Ā becoming Ā true Ā so Ā suddenly. Ā quickly, Ā he Ā recovers, Ā an Ā arm Ā wrapping Ā around Ā her Ā small Ā frame Ā and Ā pulling Ā her Ā as Ā close Ā as Ā he Ā can. Ā if Ā theyāre Ā taking Ā the Ā risk Ā of Ā this,Ā Ā might Ā as Ā well Ā make Ā it Ā worth Ā it, Ā make Ā it Ā deplorable Ā in Ā the Ā eyes Ā of Ā the Ā pious Ā masses, Ā but Ā his Ā hand Ā still Ā on Ā her Ā face Ā caresses Ā her Ā skin Ā with Ā the Ā same Ā reverence Ā his Ā eyes Ā carried. Ā it Ā lasts Ā for Ā aĀ Ā secondĀ Ā and Ā foreverĀ Ā before Ā he Ā drags Ā them Ā apart. Ā chest Ā breathing Ā heavy, Ā his Ā eyes Ā roaming Ā her Ā face Ā for Ā a Ā sign Ā of Ā regret. Ā ā Ā my Ā lady Ā alice, Ā i Ā have Ā to Ā ask Ā if Ā this Ā is Ā not Ā just Ā a Ā desperate Ā search Ā for Ā approval Ā Ā Ā āøŗ Ā iāll Ā glady Ā give Ā it Ā to Ā you Ā but Ā i Ā donāt Ā want Ā to Ā get Ā the Ā wrong Ā idea. Ā ā
#worthfuls#ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā threads Ā ć»į #ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā two Ā lovers Ā out Ā of Ā strangers Ā ā Ā Ā hartthwaite Ā ć»į
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#ā* Ā šš¦šššššš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā i Ā am Ā glad Ā you Ā are Ā here Ā with Ā me Ā Ā ā Ā Ā ethan Ā ć»į #overly affectionate boys !!! as they should
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sheās here, sheās got new tags, sheās gonna write (iām she)
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JAY HALSTEADĀ + pockets
#ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā dull Ā light Ā in Ā those Ā eyes Ā ā Ā Ā visage Ā ć»į #slay
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I thought perhaps you mightā¦ share your thoughts on them.
#they <3#ā* Ā šš¦šššššš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā strike Ā me Ā down Ā if Ā she Ā isn't Ā to Ā be Ā my Ā lover Ā Ā ā Ā Ā alice Ā ć»į
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Jay Halstead + so done.
#my whole heart for this man#ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā dull Ā light Ā in Ā those Ā eyes Ā ā Ā Ā visage Ā ć»į
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ā Ā sheās Ā well , Ā my Ā friend . Ā ā Ā š©šŖš“ Ā š“š®šŖšš¦ Ā betrays Ā the Ā joy Ā he Ā has Ā of Ā speaking Ā about Ā his Ā wife. Ā ā Ā sheās Ā off Ā visiting Ā some Ā relatives Ā at Ā the Ā moment , Ā unfortunately ,Ā Ā butĀ Ā iām Ā sure Ā sheāll Ā be Ā delighted Ā to Ā have Ā you Ā both Ā over Ā when Ā she Ā comes Ā back . Ā ā Ā he Ā purposefully Ā dodges Ā the Ā question Ā of Ā his Ā schedule. Ā most Ā of Ā it Ā is Ā š“š®š°š¬š¦ Ā š¢šÆš„ Ā š®šŖš³š³š°š³š“Ā , Ā heās Ā usually Ā just Ā busy Ā writing Ā in Ā his Ā study.
āĀ Ā andĀ Ā howĀ Ā isĀ Ā ladyĀ Ā elise?Ā Ā well,Ā Ā iĀ Ā hope.Ā Ā āĀ Ā anthonyĀ Ā warmlyĀ Ā shakesĀ Ā @collingwouldāāsĀ Ā hand.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā kateĀ Ā andĀ Ā iĀ Ā keepĀ Ā meaningĀ Ā toĀ Ā visit.Ā Ā doĀ Ā youĀ Ā haveĀ Ā timeĀ Ā openĀ Ā inĀ Ā yourĀ Ā busyĀ Ā schedule?Ā Ā ā
#aviscount#it's so meta and im here for it#ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā threads Ā ć»į #ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā weight Ā of Ā family Ā ā Ā Ā regency Ā ć»į
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elisebakersāĀ Ā ā Ā āŗ Ā·Ā Ā nightingale
eliseĀ Ā restsĀ Ā herĀ Ā headĀ Ā againstĀ Ā hisĀ Ā chest,Ā Ā lettingĀ Ā herĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā flutterĀ Ā shutĀ Ā asĀ Ā sheĀ Ā letsĀ Ā theĀ Ā feelingĀ Ā ofĀ Ā himĀ Ā overcomeĀ Ā herĀ Ā āāĀ Ā sheĀ Ā focusesĀ Ā onĀ Ā howĀ Ā gentlyĀ Ā heĀ Ā holdsĀ Ā her,Ā Ā howĀ Ā hisĀ Ā chestĀ Ā risesĀ Ā andĀ Ā falls,Ā Ā howĀ Ā heĀ Ā smells,Ā Ā howĀ Ā heāsĀ Ā wearingĀ Ā herĀ Ā favoriteĀ Ā shirt.Ā Ā donātĀ Ā cry,Ā Ā elise.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā wondersĀ Ā ifĀ Ā kieranĀ Ā everĀ Ā caredĀ Ā forĀ Ā eitherĀ Ā ofĀ Ā themĀ Ā āāĀ Ā sheĀ Ā heardĀ Ā theĀ Ā conversationĀ Ā betweenĀ Ā them,Ā Ā heardĀ Ā howĀ Ā itĀ Ā seemedĀ Ā thatĀ Ā allĀ Ā kieranĀ Ā caredĀ Ā aboutĀ Ā wasĀ Ā thatĀ Ā sheĀ Ā wasĀ Ā stillĀ Ā pureĀ Ā orĀ Ā innocentĀ Ā orĀ Ā whateverĀ Ā āāĀ Ā sheĀ Ā couldĀ Ā stillĀ Ā hardlyĀ Ā believeĀ Ā sheĀ Ā heardĀ Ā thoseĀ Ā wordsĀ Ā comeĀ Ā fromĀ Ā hisĀ Ā mouth!
andĀ Ā still,Ā Ā heĀ Ā caresĀ Ā ifĀ Ā sheāsĀ Ā okay.Ā Ā itāsĀ Ā notĀ Ā likeĀ Ā eliseāsĀ Ā reputationĀ Ā isĀ Ā inĀ Ā questionĀ Ā āāĀ Ā no,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā alwaysĀ Ā beĀ Ā seenĀ Ā asĀ Ā someĀ Ā stranger,Ā Ā aĀ Ā disturberĀ Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā peace,Ā Ā noĀ Ā matterĀ Ā whatĀ Ā sheĀ Ā did.Ā Ā butĀ Ā evanĀ Ā āāĀ Ā eliseĀ Ā didnātĀ Ā haveĀ Ā toĀ Ā beĀ Ā thereĀ Ā longĀ Ā toĀ Ā knowĀ Ā thatĀ Ā whatĀ Ā herĀ Ā cousinĀ Ā thoughtĀ Ā aboutĀ Ā himĀ Ā wasnātĀ Ā true.Ā Ā butĀ Ā ifĀ Ā kieranĀ Ā thoughtĀ Ā it,Ā Ā andĀ Ā herĀ Ā auntĀ Ā andĀ Ā uncleĀ Ā thoughtĀ Ā someĀ Ā versionĀ Ā ofĀ Ā it,Ā Ā itĀ Ā wouldnātĀ Ā beĀ Ā longĀ Ā beforeĀ Ā itĀ Ā spreadĀ Ā toĀ Ā aĀ Ā fewĀ Ā otherĀ Ā peopleĀ Ā andĀ Ā fromĀ Ā thereĀ Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā iĀ Ā donātĀ Ā knowĀ Ā whyĀ Ā heĀ Ā caresĀ Ā soĀ Ā much.Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ Ā murmursĀ Ā againstĀ Ā hisĀ Ā chest,Ā Ā thenĀ Ā looksĀ Ā backĀ Ā upĀ Ā atĀ Ā him.Ā Ā thatĀ Ā faceĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā bringsĀ Ā herĀ Ā soĀ Ā muchĀ Ā comfort.Ā Ā ifĀ Ā sheĀ Ā everĀ Ā lostĀ Ā that,Ā Ā lostĀ Ā thatĀ Ā feelingĀ Ā ofĀ Ā completeĀ Ā support,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā didnātĀ Ā knowĀ Ā whatĀ Ā sheādĀ Ā do.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā iĀ Ā meanĀ Ā it.Ā Ā iāllĀ Ā talkĀ Ā toĀ Ā him.Ā Ā thisĀ Ā isnātĀ Ā okay.Ā Ā ā
his Ā hands Ā roam Ā her Ā back Ā softly. Ā having Ā her Ā right Ā there , Ā close Ā to Ā him , Ā it Ā makes Ā kieran Ā feel Ā so Ā far Ā away. Ā to Ā hell Ā with Ā what Ā he Ā thinksĀ Ā ! Ā he Ā took Ā care Ā to Ā tread Ā carefully Ā and Ā not Ā rush Ā elise Ā into Ā anything Ā she Ā didnāt Ā want Ā and Ā she Ā never Ā had Ā a Ā complaint. Ā looking Ā down Ā at Ā her Ā face Ā to Ā meet Ā her Ā eyes , Ā he Ā smiles. Ā it Ā comes Ā so Ā easily Ā around Ā her Ā āøŗ Ā š©š¦ Ā š¢ššøš¢šŗš“ Ā š§šŖšÆš„š“ Ā š©šŖš®š“š¦šš§ Ā š“š®šŖššŖšÆšØ Ā ššŖš¬š¦ Ā š¢ Ā š„š¢š®šÆ Ā š§š°š°š. Ā her Ā resolute Ā words Ā make Ā him Ā chuckle Ā slightly. Ā he Ā knows Ā she Ā means Ā it Ā but Ā thereās Ā something Ā cute Ā about Ā how Ā she Ā wants Ā to Ā take Ā a Ā stand Ā for Ā him Ā āøŗ Ā the Ā man Ā that Ā always Ā ends Ā up Ā in Ā fights Ā to Ā protect Ā his Ā own , Ā and Ā his Ā familyās , Ā reputation.
ā Ā calm Ā down , Ā nightingale , Ā before Ā you Ā turn Ā into Ā a Ā lionĀ , Ā ā Ā heās Ā teasing Ā but Ā only Ā a Ā little Ā āøŗ Ā the Ā love Ā and Ā adoration Ā in Ā his Ā eyes Ā is Ā real. Ā he Ā keeps Ā a Ā hand Ā on Ā her Ā back Ā to Ā hold Ā her Ā steady Ā against Ā him Ā while Ā his Ā other Ā hand Ā brushes Ā her Ā cheek Ā softly. Ā truth Ā is , Ā no Ā matter Ā how Ā much Ā it Ā hurts Ā to Ā hear Ā what Ā kieran Ā seems Ā to Ā think Ā of Ā him , Ā to Ā find Ā out Ā after Ā so Ā many Ā years Ā that Ā someone Ā heās Ā so Ā close Ā to Ā could Ā get Ā him Ā šØš¤ Ā š¬š§š¤š£š Ā . Ā . Ā . Ā it Ā all Ā fades Ā away Ā when Ā she Ā looks Ā at Ā him Ā and Ā he Ā can Ā see Ā she Ā doesnāt Ā believe Ā a Ā word. Ā ā Ā i Ā donāt Ā care , Ā elise. Ā i Ā donāt Ā care Ā what Ā he Ā says , Ā and Ā i Ā donāt Ā care Ā if Ā everyone Ā else Ā believes Ā it Ā either. Ā ā Ā maybe Ā when Ā sheās Ā gone , Ā when Ā heās Ā alone Ā in Ā his Ā flat Ā and Ā her Ā eyes Ā arenāt Ā there Ā to Ā tell Ā him Ā that Ā she Ā cares , Ā the Ā words Ā will Ā hurt Ā again. Ā maybe Ā then , Ā heāll Ā realise Ā he Ā lied Ā āøŗ Ā but Ā right Ā now , Ā heās Ā a Ā truthful Ā as Ā one Ā can Ā be.
#elisebakers#ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā threads Ā ć»į #ā* Ā šššššššš¤ššš Ā ā Ā Ā šš Ā šāššššš”šš Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā cracks Ā in Ā the Ā fondation Ā ā Ā Ā season Ā 7 - 10 Ā ć»į
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@worthfulsāāĀ Ā : Ā Ā iām still learning.
š©šŖš“ Ā š£šš°š°š„ Ā š£š°šŖšš“. Ā what Ā kind Ā of Ā mother Ā must Ā one Ā be Ā for Ā their Ā child Ā to Ā require Ā learning Ā how Ā to Ā swallow Ā back Ā tears Ā in Ā front Ā of Ā youĀ ? Ā a Ā terrible , Ā terrible Ā one , Ā of Ā course Ā āøŗ Ā and Ā joan Ā was Ā queen Ā of Ā that Ā throne. Ā his Ā nails Ā dig Ā into Ā his Ā palms Ā before Ā he Ā forces Ā himself Ā to Ā take Ā a Ā deep Ā breath. Ā he Ā cannot Ā get Ā angry Ā at Ā joan , Ā and Ā blowingĀ Ā upĀ Ā at Ā alice Ā instead Ā will Ā do Ā nothing Ā but Ā bring Ā more Ā misery Ā to Ā a Ā life Ā that Ā doesnāt Ā deserve Ā any Ā at Ā all.
with Ā one Ā swift Ā stride , Ā heās Ā closed Ā the Ā distance Ā between Ā them. Ā he Ā cups Ā her Ā face Ā gently , Ā wiping Ā away Ā the Ā š³š¦š®šÆš¢šÆšµš“ Ā š°š§ Ā šµš¦š¢š³š“ Ā on Ā her Ā cheeks Ā before Ā wrapping Ā his Ā arms Ā around Ā her Ā and Ā pressing Ā a Ā kiss Ā to Ā her Ā head. Ā ā Ā you Ā shouldnāt Ā have Ā to Ā learn Ā thatĀ . Ā ā Ā easily , Ā hands Ā find Ā their Ā way Ā to Ā her Ā backsideĀ Ā and Ā lift Ā her Ā onto Ā the Ā table Ā behind Ā her. Ā leaning Ā his Ā hands Ā at Ā either Ā side Ā of Ā her , Ā he Ā watches Ā herĀ Ā with Ā a Ā newfound Ā resolution Ā and Ā a Ā š®šŖš“š¤š©šŖš¦š·š°š¶š“ Ā šØššŖšÆšµ Ā in Ā his Ā eyes. Ā ā Ā itās Ā just Ā not Ā right . Ā you Ā are Ā perfect Ā as Ā you Ā are Ā and , Ā if Ā she Ā wonāt Ā learn Ā that , Ā iāll Ā make Ā sure Ā you Ā rememberĀ . Ā ā
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elisebakersĀ Ā ā Ā āŗ Ā·Ā Ā nightingale ā
sheāsĀ Ā justĀ Ā finishedĀ Ā orderingĀ Ā whenĀ Ā heĀ Ā callsĀ Ā forĀ Ā herĀ Ā āāĀ Ā anĀ Ā omeletteĀ Ā forĀ Ā him,Ā Ā aĀ Ā burgerĀ Ā andĀ Ā friesĀ Ā forĀ Ā herĀ Ā āāĀ Ā andĀ Ā sheāsĀ Ā notĀ Ā readyĀ Ā forĀ Ā theĀ Ā sightĀ Ā ofĀ Ā himĀ Ā sittingĀ Ā onĀ Ā hisĀ Ā bed,Ā Ā lightsĀ Ā fromĀ Ā hisĀ Ā roomĀ Ā illuminatingĀ Ā hisĀ Ā roughedĀ Ā upĀ Ā faceĀ Ā betterĀ Ā thanĀ Ā theĀ Ā dim,Ā Ā overheadĀ Ā lightsĀ Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā streetĀ Ā lampsĀ Ā outsideĀ Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā hospital.Ā Ā darkĀ Ā purpleĀ Ā bruisesĀ Ā dotĀ Ā hisĀ Ā face,Ā Ā theĀ Ā proofĀ Ā thatĀ Ā heĀ Ā had,Ā Ā inĀ Ā fact,Ā Ā gottenĀ Ā intoĀ Ā aĀ Ā fistĀ Ā fightĀ Ā withĀ Ā joseph.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā seesĀ Ā theĀ Ā cutĀ Ā thatĀ Ā neededĀ Ā stitches,Ā Ā rightĀ Ā onĀ Ā hisĀ Ā cheekbone,Ā Ā followedĀ Ā byĀ Ā aĀ Ā fewĀ Ā moreĀ Ā tinyĀ Ā cutsĀ Ā onĀ Ā hisĀ Ā temples,Ā Ā cheeks,Ā Ā andĀ Ā oneĀ Ā massiveĀ Ā oneĀ Ā onĀ Ā hisĀ Ā lip.Ā Ā evanĀ Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā sheĀ Ā thinks,Ā Ā reachingĀ Ā outĀ Ā andĀ Ā restingĀ Ā herĀ Ā handĀ Ā againstĀ Ā hisĀ Ā cheek,Ā Ā thumbĀ Ā brushingĀ Ā gentlyĀ Ā againstĀ Ā aĀ Ā patchĀ Ā ofĀ Ā unharmedĀ Ā skin,Ā Ā gazeĀ Ā softeningĀ Ā asĀ Ā sheĀ Ā takesĀ Ā itĀ Ā allĀ Ā in.
herĀ Ā handĀ Ā dropsĀ Ā andĀ Ā sheĀ Ā movesĀ Ā herĀ Ā handsĀ Ā toĀ Ā helpĀ Ā withĀ Ā hisĀ Ā jumperĀ Ā āāĀ Ā sheĀ Ā weavesĀ Ā hisĀ Ā armsĀ Ā throughĀ Ā theĀ Ā sleevesĀ Ā andĀ Ā pullsĀ Ā itĀ Ā overĀ Ā hisĀ Ā head,Ā Ā lettingĀ Ā itĀ Ā dropĀ Ā toĀ Ā theĀ Ā floorĀ Ā andĀ Ā thenĀ Ā restingĀ Ā herĀ Ā handsĀ Ā atopĀ Ā hisĀ Ā shoulders.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā didĀ Ā heĀ Ā getĀ Ā yourĀ Ā shoulderĀ Ā too?Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ Ā saysĀ Ā quietly,Ā Ā gazeĀ Ā shiftingĀ Ā fromĀ Ā hisĀ Ā faceĀ Ā toĀ Ā theĀ Ā problemĀ Ā arm,Ā Ā thenĀ Ā backĀ Ā toĀ Ā hisĀ Ā face.Ā Ā no,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā couldĀ Ā haveĀ Ā swornĀ Ā heĀ Ā saidĀ Ā heĀ Ā onlyĀ Ā gotĀ Ā hitĀ Ā inĀ Ā theĀ Ā faceĀ Ā thisĀ Ā time.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā letĀ Ā meĀ Ā grabĀ Ā youĀ Ā aĀ Ā cleanĀ Ā shirt.Ā Ā āĀ Ā eliseĀ Ā turnsĀ Ā away,Ā Ā crossingĀ Ā hisĀ Ā roomĀ Ā toĀ Ā hisĀ Ā closet.
he Ā would Ā have Ā to Ā be Ā blind Ā not Ā to Ā notice Ā how Ā her Ā face Ā changes Ā when Ā she Ā gets Ā through Ā the Ā door Ā and Ā sees Ā him. Ā heās Ā not Ā sure Ā if Ā itās Ā shockĀ Ā or Ā pityĀ Ā or Ā something Ā else Ā but , Ā either Ā way , Ā the Ā intensity Ā of Ā her Ā gaze Ā on Ā him Ā makes Ā him Ā look Ā away. Ā heās Ā never Ā been Ā one Ā to Ā feel Ā ashamed Ā of Ā his Ā fights Ā āøŗ Ā in Ā fact , Ā he Ā usually Ā wore Ā his Ā bruises Ā with Ā š„š§ššš. Ā if Ā someone Ā wants Ā to Ā speak Ā out Ā of Ā turn , Ā wants Ā to Ā insult Ā him Ā or Ā his Ā family Ā or Ā make Ā a Ā move Ā on Ā his Ā girl , Ā he Ā will Ā do Ā what Ā needs Ā to Ā be Ā done , Ā evenĀ Ā moreĀ Ā soĀ Ā if Ā the Ā other Ā guy Ā hits Ā first. Ā š¢šÆš„ Ā šŗš¦šµ Ā . Ā . Ā .Ā Ā
with Ā each Ā stroke Ā of Ā her Ā eyes Ā against Ā his Ā battered Ā skin , Ā his Ā guilt Ā grows. Ā he Ā hates Ā that Ā she Ā saw Ā him Ā in Ā that Ā light ,Ā Ā sawĀ Ā that Ā š§ššš, Ā watched Ā his Ā unstoppable Ā fall Ā into Ā the Ā thrill Ā of Ā fight Ā āøŗ Ā that Ā she Ā now Ā has Ā to Ā see Ā him Ā so Ā vulnerable , Ā šŖšµ Ā šøš³š¦š¤š¬š“ Ā š©šŖš® Ā but Ā her Ā question Ā wrecks Ā him Ā even Ā more. Ā she Ā turns Ā from Ā him Ā and Ā he Ā can Ā only Ā chuckle Ā with Ā no Ā humour. Ā itās Ā almost Ā a Ā scoff , Ā really. Ā ā Ā no Ā . Ā . Ā . Ā that Ā wasnāt Ā him . Ā ā Ā he Ā takes Ā a Ā deep Ā breath Ā that Ā he Ā follows Ā with Ā a Ā sigh Ā to Ā collect Ā himself. Ā how Ā does Ā one Ā bring Ā this Ā up Ā gently Ā ? Ā ā Ā that Ā was Ā āøŗ Ā ā Ā he Ā pauses , Ā counting Ā the Ā years Ā it Ā had Ā been Ā since. Ā god, Ā it Ā feels Ā like Ā so Ā long Ā ago. Ā ā Ā four Ā years Ā ago , Ā i Ā think . Ā ā Ā he Ā wants Ā to Ā stop Ā there Ā ( Ā she Ā doesnāt Ā need Ā to Ā know Ā the Ā šØš³šŖš“ššŗ Ā š„š¦šµš¢šŖšš“ Ā ) Ā but Ā he Ā knows Ā sheās Ā going Ā to Ā ask Ā questions Ā if Ā he Ā does. Ā so Ā he Ā sighs Ā again , Ā squaring Ā his Ā shoulders Ā to Ā give Ā himself Ā a Ā little Ā courage. Ā ā Ā ethan Ā and Ā i Ā got Ā in Ā a Ā scuffle Ā with Ā cory , Ā anthony Ā and Ā ian . Ā they , Ā uh Ā āøŗ Ā i Ā donāt Ā know Ā which Ā one , Ā but Ā one Ā of Ā them Ā stepped Ā on Ā my Ā shoulder . Ā itās Ā been Ā giving Ā me Ā problems Ā since Ā then . Ā ā
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worthfulsĀ Ā ā āŗ Ā·Ā Ā miss alice āā
sheĀ Ā noticedĀ Ā āāĀ Ā theĀ Ā personĀ Ā theyĀ Ā gotĀ Ā toĀ Ā replaceĀ Ā himĀ Ā wasĀ Ā sloppy,Ā Ā didnātĀ Ā knowĀ Ā whatĀ Ā sheĀ Ā wanted,Ā Ā tookĀ Ā farĀ Ā tooĀ Ā longĀ Ā toĀ Ā findĀ Ā whatĀ Ā sheĀ Ā needed.Ā Ā evanĀ Ā wasĀ Ā organized,Ā Ā knewĀ Ā whatĀ Ā sheĀ Ā wantedĀ Ā andĀ Ā foundĀ Ā itĀ Ā ratherĀ Ā quickly.Ā Ā partĀ Ā ofĀ Ā herĀ Ā wonderedĀ Ā ifĀ Ā heĀ Ā keptĀ Ā aĀ Ā stashĀ Ā ofĀ Ā booksĀ Ā onĀ Ā theĀ Ā side,Ā Ā justĀ Ā forĀ Ā her.Ā Ā āĀ Ā iĀ Ā did,Ā Ā actually.Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ Ā givesĀ Ā himĀ Ā aĀ Ā smallĀ Ā smile,Ā Ā takingĀ Ā theĀ Ā bookĀ Ā fromĀ Ā hisĀ Ā graspĀ Ā andĀ Ā brieflyĀ Ā flippingĀ Ā throughĀ Ā it.Ā Ā heĀ Ā wasĀ Ā aĀ Ā neatĀ Ā writer,Ā Ā oftenĀ Ā sheĀ Ā wonderedĀ Ā justĀ Ā howĀ Ā heĀ Ā wasĀ Ā ableĀ Ā toĀ Ā doĀ Ā soĀ Ā inĀ Ā suchĀ Ā aĀ Ā clearĀ Ā andĀ Ā conciseĀ Ā way.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā impressive.Ā Ā howĀ Ā doĀ Ā youĀ Ā doĀ Ā thisĀ Ā soĀ Ā well,Ā Ā evan?Ā Ā iāveĀ Ā neverĀ Ā seenĀ Ā anyoneĀ Ā makeĀ Ā aĀ Ā copyĀ Ā ofĀ Ā aĀ Ā bookĀ Ā likeĀ Ā youĀ Ā do.Ā Ā ā
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despite Ā his Ā better Ā judgement , Ā the Ā smile Ā she Ā gives Ā and Ā the Ā assurance Ā that Ā she Ā noticed Ā his Ā absence Ā makes Ā his Ā heart Ā doĀ Ā somersaultsĀ Ā in Ā his Ā chest. Ā a Ā smile Ā comes Ā to Ā mirror Ā her Ā own Ā and Ā he Ā lets Ā her Ā take Ā the Ā book Ā from Ā his Ā hands. Ā leaning Ā against Ā the Ā bookshelves , Ā he Ā finds Ā himself Ā growing Ā nervous Ā as Ā she Ā flips Ā through Ā the Ā pages. Ā what Ā if Ā she Ā doesnāt Ā like Ā his Ā work Ā ? Ā what Ā if Ā she Ā finds Ā it Ā unreadable Ā or Ā unsatisfactory Ā ? Ā āøŗ Ā š©š¦ Ā š¤š°š¶šš„šÆāšµ Ā ššŖš·š¦ Ā šøšŖšµš© Ā šµš©š¦ Ā š“š©š¢š®š¦. Ā thankfully , Ā she Ā offers Ā a Ā compliment. Ā with Ā a Ā nonchalant Ā shrug , Ā his Ā expression Ā grows Ā smug Ā and Ā his Ā grin Ā cocky. Ā ā Ā š§šš¬ Ā š©šš”šš£š© , Ā my Ā lady . Ā ā Ā a Ā lie , Ā of Ā course. Ā passion Ā and Ā training Ā isĀ Ā the Ā real Ā answer Ā but Ā evanās Ā confident Ā joking Ā never Ā gets Ā very Ā far Ā from Ā him. Ā ā Ā but Ā if Ā this Ā book Ā doesnāt Ā satisfy Ā you Ā āøŗ Ā ā Ā he Ā strolls Ā over Ā to Ā the Ā next Ā shelf Ā and Ā pulls Ā out Ā a Ā collection Ā of Ā short Ā stories ,Ā Ā returningĀ Ā to Ā miss Ā alice Ā with Ā a Ā smile. Ā ā Ā iām Ā sure Ā youāll Ā enjoy Ā this Ā one , Ā the Ā third Ā story Ā in Ā particular . Ā ā
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#*fingerguns*#hell yeah to chuckles and seb#ā* Ā šššš¤š Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ģø Ā Ā Ā Ā promo Ā ć»į
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