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[colibear30]

“Never apologize for being you & being selective. You’re a lot more amazing than people see”

Unapologetically be YOU :)

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[colibear30]

We see stars…

✨✨

I touched myself tonight

Just to feel

I dreamt of you tonight

I tried to heal

I felt my pleasure and your pain

Climbing deeper into disdain

I touched myself tonight

Just to feel…

✨✨

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To the Mediocre Man

Maybe you think you dodged a bullet

And maybe you did

I wouldn’t allow you to sit in mediocrity

I would have shot you

Directly in the heart

pulled your insides out

to wear as an art

Vulnerably whole

Opened your soul

Shredded all your pre conceived notions

And destroyed this shallow bottom boat

And released you back into the ocean

Shone a whole new side of star light

And it would have been your most terrifying plight

But Also the most inexplicably,

rewarding version of you,

you could ever be

would have been set free

So yes you could say you dodged a bullet

And the bullet was me

And you.

You are mediocrity.

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Alex

Potential is a myth

And that,

is the only thing that gives me solace

Knowing.

If I stayed and allowed

betrayal and hurt to fester

You would never grow.

Your potential is amazing

You could be a shooting star

But a wish is just a wish

And potential is a myth.

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Please try this with me.

I don’t like anybody

And then you showed up.

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Seth,

Or whatever TF your name is.

You’re a bag of toxicity baby.

Rough me up and hold me down.

Wrap your hands around my throat.

Your very own Harley Quinn doll.

Tell me what you want Daddy.

I’ll give it.

Boundaries demolished.

Standards forgotten.

And I don’t even fucking care.

I want it again.

I will let you do your worst.

I can take it I am a good girl after all.

And I have seen worse.

But they were never as fun as you.

Just some bad bad habits.

And I love to indulge.

[colibear30]

I really wish I could get high with a beauty like yourself 🥺🌹❤️ wanna smoke some bud together?and do weird shit ??

Always 😜

[colibear30]

Stick your tongue out

And let me sit on the throne i have created

😈👅🖤

[colibear30]

You got any toys? 😈

I do have a few, and always want more 😈 if you want to help me get more my cash app is also my Tumblr handle 🔥❤️‍🔥

[colibear30]

How cold was your butt while edging on that counter top?

Very cold 🥶 but I loved the cold feeling on my cheeks. The temperature change made it more stimulating for me 🙃

[colibear30]

I can quit

Cold cold turkey baby.

So don’t fucking tempt me.

This heart is hollow now.

I am the void and the void is me.

PS who doesn't like edging while having their morning coffee? ☕️🤤

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Wrap those big beautiful hands around my throat.

[colibear30]

It is easy to take yourself for granted. Through turmoil and hardships we find ourselves. It is the darkest journeys that bring us to the light...

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Words

My words were lost on you.

The look on my face was telling but again lost to your senses

Or lack there of…

A man who does not understand no is not a man.

But a child.

With an under developed ego.

Pouting he wants his way.

But the answer is still. No.

…still not asking for it

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BOO 👻 TY 😘

Unattainable

How to obtain the unattainable.

Don’t.