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I'm sorry I did something weird if it makes you feel better I torment myself and consider suicide about it every day

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31 & happy to be here 😎

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y'all wanna see a photo of my shrimp I'm pretty sure I just caught speaking directly to god

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Your man looks like he drops common loot when defeated

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tiktok refugees i believe you are few but it is VITAL that you know on tumblr you can speak freely. kill. die. sex. fuck. you can say things here

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Noah Kahan, "Forever" / art by Gottfrid Kallstenius

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me: you literally have a disorder. this is symptoms

me: no perhaps my soul is rotten

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i need everyone to know that community is what will save us all in every single way imaginable. you forming a bond with your neighbour or coworker might help them move house or feel less alone or have the courage to leave an unhealthy living environment. you helping a stranger might provide them with hope. in turn, being able to lean on your community in times of need will save you. your broader bonds with your community are the revolution we need. our society seeks to divide and separate us in so many ways but we are all so much more united in our struggles and joys than you are made to believe. we need to hold onto each other very tightly.

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[remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] YOU should kill yourself

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work rant pls feel free to ignore lol

it’s crazy how much progress I’ve made over the last few years in regards to my mental health, it’s been a huge task and I’m so proud of myself. GENUINELY.

that being said. I can’t believe that my company announcing RTO is unraveling me so fucking quickly even in the 5 days since it was announced ☹️

not to mention feeling disregarded by management, company bootlickers…“this is how the world was 5 years ago!” “we’ve done it before, we can do it again!” “I’m just grateful we had any WFH at all!” like FUUUUUCKKK OFFFFFF

why adapt and change as we advance in the world with all the technology and resources we have now, when we could just go backwards because CEOs and corporations are greedy fucks, amirite?

don’t even get me started on being salary but also being treated like we’re hourly. tracking our badge swipes to the minute. in-office attendance percentages. open desks(?????) so we are going to have to go in 5 days a week without any sort of assigned seating, and LOCKERS, because we can’t leave out any personal belongings since DESKS ARE ALL UNASSIGNED. I love being just a number ❤️ I love being forced to sit in a bleak ass office and not even leave any evidence that I exist at the place I spend more than half of my waking moments ❤️ humans were def meant to live like this ❤️

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me: hmm time to google something

google every time: can i PLEASE have your location PLEASE 🥺🥺🥺 I need to know where you live so BAD 😫😫😫😫 Where do you fucking from?????? 😩😩😩😩😩😩

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I desperately need to talk to a gay person 😁

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I got to play my flute on stage the other day at my alma mater 🥺 I haven’t been back since the year I graduated and I haven’t played in so long in general…it made me spiral a bit, because it reminded me how my life feels meaningless without music, and I’m inspired to make playing a priority in my life again. 🖤

anyway here was my fit 😎

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