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HEADCANONS

SICK DAYS ON THE SUNNY

Nico Robin, Nami

IMAGINE

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SICK DAYS ON THE SUNNY

“everyone gets weird when they’re sick. some go quiet. some get dramatic. some pretend they’re fine until they drop.”

content warning - this is self-indulgent. purely for my own pleasure. basically features: me sick and the straw hat girls. ✿

y/n is using she/her pronouns because it’s basically me sick. (are we liking the lowercase??)

nico robin (sleeping beauty 2.0)

symptoms: fatigue, cough, fever, sore throat, pale, sweating, rapid heartbeat.

in a full robe and slippers. still reading.

cocooned in her blanket, eyes closed, breathing like she’s meditating her illness away.

still somehow looks elegant while sweating out a fever.

nico robin WILL lie about needing rest but will let chopper scold her politely.

she actually likes y/n’s company the most when sick. y/n is quiet, doesn’t ask questions, and shares a blanket without taking too much space.

doesn’t ask for help but somehow the whole crew tends to her.

occasionally opens her eyes to say something vaguely philosophical like, “suffering is a teacher,” before going back to sleep.

responds to things with a raised eyebrow or a small hum.

needs nothing. drinks tea, sleeps a LOT, very much accepting her circumstances. robin: “if i perish, i perish.” y/n in the corner: “okay? no. we’re not doing this.”

y/n (the delicate disaster)

symptoms: fever, migraines, sore throat, fatigue, existential dread, cold hands and feet, night sweats, brain fog, loss of appetite, light sensitivity, restlessness.

clingy as hell. she’s quiet but pitiful, whispers “can you stay?” while pulling the blanket over her head.

she’s definitely in someone’s shirt (probably zoro’s or sanji’s) or in underwear and a hoodie or just like… socks and a tank top…?

she’s in the shower for like forty minutes, sitting on the floor with the water running over her. doesn’t even move. water is steaming.

lays on the floor like a victorian ghost. will whisper “cold…” and then say “too hot…” two seconds later.

headache. pale. dry lips. eyes heavy and glazed. she looks pretty but miserable. (why do migraines and headaches last for days??)

whispers “my brain feels like it’s melting, yet burning?” or “tell luffy I love him” like she’s not just dehydrated.

doesn’t eat. barely drinks water unless someone brings it to her mouth, sleeps 16 hours straight, wakes up and groans dramatically, then goes back to sleep.

needs to be held, doesn’t ask outright, but will inch toward you in bed and whisper “you’re warm”.

sanji is stressed. keeps putting cold cloths on her head and tucking her in and is cooking broths she barely touches.

doesn’t really move until she needs to puke or pee. (which is like never because she doesn’t drink water or eat anything.)

nami (high maintenance, higher fever)

symptoms: stuffy nose, headache, congestion, dizziness, runny nose, sore throat, insomnia, very vocal.

she’s mad at her body for failing her. outraged.

wrapped in scarves and blankets like she’s on death’s doorstep, but still wearing a cute tank top.

complains the entire time but makes it kind of iconic:“I better not be dying, I haven’t robbed enough men yet.”

will not drink water but demands orange juice (which isn’t good for you when you’re sick)

snaps at people for breathing too loud.

swears she can handle it but also dramatically lies in the middle of the deck at one point whispering “this is the end…”

refuses medicine until it works, then demands more and blames everyone for not forcing her sooner.

sanji gets cursed out while trying to help, but still gets thanked when she’s half-asleep.

secretly grateful when someone tucks her in, but you’ll never hear it.

wants y/n’s spot on the couch.

won’t let luffy within a 5-foot radius.

FINAL THOUGHTS:

robin is frail, beautiful, possibly dying, but won’t admit it. still corrects your grammar while politely hallucinating.

y/n looks half-alive, acts chill, secretly needs someone to hold her hand while she dies dramatically on the floor.

nami is angry, demanding, and somehow manages to weaponize every symptom into a personal attack on the crew’s incompetence.

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HEADCANONS

RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS

Kakashi

IMAGINE

WHAT IF? | Naruto Various

Naruto, Sasuke, Kakashi & Neji

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RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS

“Loving Kakashi Hatake feels like the wind, a constant presence that sweeps you off your feet and keeps you on your toes, never quite knowing what’s next, but always feeling like home.”

A - Affection

Kakashi isn’t the most openly affectionate person, but when he loves, he loves. He won’t smother you in PDA, but when you get him alone? His hands are everywhere, brushing your hair out of your face, tracing your back, brushing your knuckles, or tugging you a little closer when he thinks you’re not paying attention. And if he’s really missing you? He’ll grab your face, press his forehead to yours, and just breathe you in. It’s not flashy, but it’s… him.

B - Beauty

He swears he doesn’t have a type, but let’s be honest. He’s a sucker for pretty eyes. He believes eyes are the windows to who you really are, like they hold all your secrets, your thoughts, everything you’re too afraid to say out loud. He’s drawn to the way they change with every emotion, every glance, and how they give away more than you think. If you ever catch him staring, he’ll just smile and say, ‘Eyes don’t lie.’ And yeah, he’s definitely weak for the way yours speak to him.

C - Cuddling

Kakashi acts like he doesn’t care about cuddling, but the second you pull him close? He’s gone. He won’t admit it, but he sleeps better with you curled up against him, his arm draped lazily over your waist. If you ever run your fingers through his hair while he’s half-asleep? Yeah, he’s never letting you go.

D - Dates

He likes the simple things. Walks through the village at night, quiet dinners at home, laying in the grass watching clouds, reading together in bed. Nothing crazy, just you two time. But if you try dragging him to some ridiculously romantic thing, like candlelit dinners and all that? He’ll complain the whole time, but you can catch him sneaking glances at you. Yeah, he might pretend he doesn’t like it, but he totally does.

E - Excitement 

Kakashi doesn’t get outwardly excited often, but you know when something matters to him. He gets quiet. Like really quiet. His fingers will twitch, his eye will crinkle at the edges, and if he’s really excited, he’ll suddenly become very interested in holding your hand. It’s adorable. And if he ever drags you off somewhere with a little too much urgency, just go. It means he’s excited, even if he won’t say it.

F - Fighting

He hates arguing. He’d rather sit in silence than say something he doesn’t mean. If you’re upset, he’ll let you talk, arms crossed, head tilted, like he’s really listening. He never raises his voice. Never. Ever. But the second he realizes he’s hurt you? Oh, he’s fixing it, no questions asked. Kakashi doesn’t have time for pride. He’s lost too many people to let things go unresolved.

G - Gifts

Kakashi is the king of subtle gifts. Mention you like a book? It’ll magically show up on your nightstand. Run out of your favorite tea? A fresh bag will just appear in your kitchen. If you ever thank him, though, he’ll just shrug and say, “Must’ve been the wind.” (Yeah, right. Liar.)

H - Honesty

He doesn’t lie. Kakashi won’t sugarcoat things, life’s too short for that. He won’t tell you what you want to hear just to make you happy. Not in a cruel way, but in a way that makes it impossible to doubt him. If he says he loves you, he means it. If he’s worried about you, you’ll know.

I - Intimacy 

Kakashi’s all about the little things. Like how he brushes your hair behind your ear, or how his fingers linger on your skin just a moment longer than they need to, showering together after a long day, washing each other’s hair, reading a book side by side, or just stealing soft butterfly kisses. Sometimes, in those quiet moments, he’ll trace your face with his fingertips, your cheekbone, your jaw, the curve of your lips, like he’s trying to memorize you. It’s those little things that mean everything.

J - Jealousy

Kakashi’s not the jealous type. He trusts you completely. But if someone gets a little too close? Oh, he definitely makes his presence known. He won’t say a word, but suddenly, he’s right behind you, his arm casually around your waist. He doesn’t have to make a scene, just tilts his head, his eye narrowing, and somehow, the person flirting with you suddenly finds something really important to do far, far away.

K - Kisses

Two words. Slow and deep. The kind that leaves you breathless. Kakashi doesn’t rush kisses, he takes his time, tilting your chin up, brushing his lips just barely over yours before finally pressing in. And when he’s feeling extra affectionate? He’ll kiss the corner of your mouth, your jaw, the tip of your nose, everywhere, just to see you melt. (Good luck breathing after!)

L - Laughter

His real laugh? It’s rare, but when you hear it? It’s everything. He’ll tilt his head back, his eye crinkling, his whole body shaking just a little as he tries to hold it in. And goodness, it’s beautiful. The kind of laugh that makes you want to keep doing whatever you can to hear it again. It’s like hearing the quietest, most perfect thing you didn’t know you needed.

M - Mornings

Kakashi is the grumpiest morning person. He hates getting up. If you try to wake him, he’ll just groan, bury his face in your neck, and mumble something incoherent. And if you let him sleep in? Yeah, good luck getting him out of bed at all.

N - Nicknames

Kakashi isn’t big on nicknames, but when he does use them, they’re always sweet like “Princess” or “Love.” It’s his way of showing he cares without making a big deal about it. But when you start calling him things like “Pretty boy,” “Sexy,” or “Silver fox,” he gets way more flustered than he’ll ever admit. He tries to play it cool, but the way his face turns red and he suddenly gets quiet? Yeah, it’s all you need to know that you’ve completely flustered him.

O - Obsession

He’s weirdly obsessed with your scent. If you ever catch him wearing your scarf or stealing your blanket, no, you didn’t.

P - Protectiveness

Kakashi worries a lot. He won’t show it, won’t be overbearing, but he knows how fast things can be taken away. He watches your back without you even noticing, always making sure you’re safe. And if anyone dares to threaten you? Oh, they don’t exist anymore.

Q - Quiet Time

He loves just being with you. Sitting in silence, enjoying each other’s presence. No pressure to talk, no expectations, just you and him, existing together in the kind of peace he never thought he’d have.

R - Romance

Loving him isn’t about grand declarations. It’s the way he makes sure you know without ever having to say a word. In every touch, in every glance, in every quiet moment where words aren’t needed.

S - Secrets

He doesn’t open up easily. But when he does? Goodness, he means it. If Kakashi lets you in, lets you see his fears, his grief, his real self. Just know that he trusts you with everything he has.

T - Touch

He lives for physical touch. It’s how he grounds himself. A hand on your knee, a brush of fingers against your wrist, small fleeting touches that remind him you’re real.

U - Unwavering

Once he’s yours? He’s yours. No hesitation, no second-guessing. Kakashi doesn’t love lightly, When he chooses you, it’s forever.

V - Vulnerability

It’s hard for him. But on the nights when he can’t sleep, when his past feels too heavy, he’ll let you hold him. Let you kiss his temple, run your fingers through his hair, remind him that he’s here, that he’s loved.

W - Warmth

Kakashi always runs cold. His hands, his feet, the tip of his nose when he leans in too close. And maybe that’s why he’s always pulling you into him, why his fingers slip under the hem of your shirt just to press against your skin. You’re his warmth, his home. It’s in the way he tucks himself against you when he’s tired, like he’s chasing your heat, like you’re the only thing that thaws the chill he carries. With you, warmth isn’t just body heat. It’s the way he exhales a little deeper when you hold him, the way his shoulders finally relax, the way he lets himself breathe.

X - XOXO

He’s big on forehead kisses. If he ever presses his lips against your forehead and murmurs something soft? Yeah, go ahead and melt.

Y - Yearning

He misses you constantly, even if you were just here. It’s in the way his gaze drifts to the door after you leave, like he’s waiting for you to walk back through it. The silence between you two feels louder when you’re not around, and he fills it with thoughts of you. Even when he doesn’t say anything, you can feel it in the way his hand lingers near yours, hoping you’ll come back to him soon.

Z - Zen

You are his peace. His home. In your presence, the world feels quieter, like everything slows down just to let him breathe. Every touch, every glance, is a reminder that he’s exactly where he belongs.

FINAL THOUGHTS:

Loving Kakashi Hatake was never going to be easy. He was distant, guarded, impossible to hold onto. But goodness, when he loved? He loved like he was never going to let go.

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WHAT IF?

“Some things are inevitable. Some things change. This is what happens when fate takes a different turn.”

WHAT IF? (Naruto went mute/lost his voice)

Naruto was loud. That was one of the first things you had ever noticed about him. Louder than a crowded marketplace, louder than your own thoughts sometimes. He was laughter ringing through the battlefield, the shouts carrying across the village like he owned the place, and the endless words spilling from him like they’d never run out.

And now? Silence.

It didn’t happen instantly. At first, he thought it was just a sore throat, something that would pass. Then it got worse. His voice cracked and broke, then disappeared altogether. No more shouting about ramen, no more rants about being Hokage, no more warm greetings every time he saw you.

It was unsettling.

You weren’t used to this version of him. The one who gestured wildly with his hands instead of arguing, who pouted instead of whining, who smiled instead of teasing. And most of all, you weren’t used to how much you missed his voice.

“Oh, Naruto…” you murmured one day, reaching out to brush your fingers against his cheek.

His blue eyes met yours, bright and a little sad. He grinned, but it wasn’t the same. It never was without his voice.

You sighed. “You can’t talk, but you can listen. So listen to me, okay? I miss your voice. And I don’t care if you’re loud or annoying or you wake me up at stupid hours of the night. I just want you back.”

He stared at you for a long moment, his eyes softening. Without a word, he stepped closer, his hand gently cupping the back of your head, pulling you towards him. His forehead touched yours, a silent connection, grounding the both of you in that simple, intimate moment.

And yeah, maybe words weren’t necessary. Because as long as he was still Naruto. Still grinning, still fighting, still him, he didn’t need a voice to make you love him.

WHAT IF? (Sasuke lost his memory)

You knew Sasuke wasn’t the sentimental type. He wasn’t the kind of person to whisper sweet nothings, to hold onto old memories like treasures. But it was different when the memories were gone.

One moment, he had been there, sharp and brooding and annoyingly smug. The next, he had woken up with empty eyes and a blank expression, looking at you like you were just another stranger.

You weren’t going to lie. It hurt.

You weren’t sure what was worse. The way he didn’t remember you, or the way he didn’t seem to care that he didn’t remember you.

“Who are you?” he had asked the first time he saw you.

And you had smiled, even though your chest ached. “Someone who annoys you on a daily basis.”

He didn’t laugh. He just stared at you like he was trying to solve a puzzle. “I don’t remember.”

“That’s okay,” you had lied. “I’ll remember for the both of us.”

But days passed. Then weeks. And the worst part was watching him be fine. Watching him exist without all the things that made him him, without the past, without the pain, without you.

But then, one night, as you sat beside him in silence, he spoke.

“You feel familiar.”

You turned to him, your breath catching. “I do?”

He nodded, staring at you like he was trying to pull something out of the empty space in his mind. “Yeah. And… I think I trust you.”

It wasn’t much. But it was a start. And maybe, just maybe, it meant that even without memories Sasuke would always find his way back to you.

WHAT IF? (Kakashi got blinded)

Kakashi had spent most of his life watching. Watching over his team, watching the world fall apart, watching people he cared about disappear like they were never there to begin with.

And then, one day he couldn’t watch anymore.

It was a mission gone wrong. A flash of something too bright, too fast. And suddenly, Kakashi Hatake, ‘The Copy Ninja’, ‘The Man Who Sees Everything’ was blind.

He tried to act like it didn’t bother him. Because he was Kakashi, and Kakashi didn’t break. But you saw through it. You saw the way his hands hesitated over objects, the way he stood still for too long, as if waiting for the world to adjust around him.

And you hated it.

Not because he was blind. But because he wouldn’t let you help.

“Kakashi, let me—”

“I’m fine.” His voice was cool, detached.

You grabbed his hand anyway. “You don’t have to be fine with me.”

He didn’t respond. He just let you guide him, his grip tightening in yours for just a second.

It wasn’t much. But it was enough.

Because even if he couldn’t see anymore, you would always make sure he never felt lost.

WHAT IF? (Neji fell in love before his arranged marriage)

Neji was always the type to accept things as they were. Duty. Honor. The Hyuga name. He never fought against it, never questioned it… until you.

Falling for you wasn’t part of the plan. It wasn’t supposed to happen.

But it did.

And now, with his marriage arranged and his future already decided, he had to make a choice.

“Neji,” you whispered, your voice shaking. “Don’t do this.”

He looked at you, his expression unreadable. “I don’t have a choice.”

“Yes, you do!” Your hands clenched into fists. “You always do!”

But that was the problem. Neji had never believed in choices.

So why, why, when he looked at you, did he suddenly want to?

“Say the word,” he murmured, stepping closer, voice low. “Say the word, and I’ll walk away from all of it.”

You stared at him, wide-eyed. “Neji…”

His fingers ghosted over your wrist, barely touching. “Say it.”

And for the first time in his life, Neji wanted to be selfish.

FINAL THOUGHTS:

• Naruto’s voice wasn’t what made him him, but damn, did you miss it.

• Sasuke didn’t remember you, but his heart did.

• Kakashi may have lost his sight, but he never lost you.

• Neji was supposed to follow his duty, but in you, he found the courage to break free.

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