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Fuck you both, you controlling ass fucking bitches

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I wish I could take my mamas pain and suffering. I wish I could give her the world and life she deserves. I don’t like the way he treats her. She’s always in everyone’s corners but it seems they’re never in hers. I will always be in her corner

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the evil stache bj propaganda

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Reading helps me escape the insomnia

I want him to know that

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Almost a year in this relationship, and I’m still nervous you’ll leave.

Almost a year in, and I’m still trying to understand how you fell for me… the broken me

When we met, I was still trying to escape a shitty situation. My ex constantly being mad at me for going out, him calling me a slut, bitch, cunt, fucked up, a loser, a drunk with no future.

You saw my brokenness and wanted to repair me

I feel like “fixing someone” is a strange way to put it

You repaired the damage that a lowlife inflicted on me for two years

I’m sorry I’m still a mess sometimes, I’m literally trying so damn hard to not be a mess

But I’m a beautiful disaster waiting to happen

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A very long rant about nothing imparticular

I know my love hates the way my stepfather is, I know I try to make excuses for him… just like she does… I guess that’s the spitting image coming out…

I walk, talk, act and look exactly like my mom, and I wouldn’t change it for the world… when I was in my teens, I admit I hated it… I thought it was a curse.

Turns out it was a blessing disguised as a curse… I am my mothers daughter through and through and it is the best thing that could ever happen.

Though I am my mom’s carbon copy, I act like my father sometimes. I have his attitude, his avoidance runs deep in my veins, the outbursts of anger I can’t control… wait that would be the stepfather showing through

I feel like a mosaic of all the people who have ever had an impression on me… my mom, my father, my stepfather and my abuser

The abuser is the worst, they hard hardwired my brain into being constantly in fight or flight, they made me feel broken , they made me feel worthless… like I deserved what he did

I love my boyfriend, he’s fixing what he wasn’t the cause of, he’s rehardwiring my brain. Making me feel whole and putting me back together

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Same, Hawkeye same.

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My mom is my rock

My mom is the reason I keep going

My mom is my best friend

My mom is the reason I am who I am

I wouldn’t trade my mom for the world

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Guillaume Apollinaire, tr. by Anne Hyde Greet, from Calligrams; “Snapshot,”

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The Eyes of God, Prohodna Cave, Bulgaria.

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Pretty Hate Machine (1989)

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Whimsical Illustrations and Accessories by UnderfootArtStudio

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revenant hill looks like if you added a dash of over the garden wall to night in the woods and I’m living for it

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