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DEFINE MAGNETS

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Reupload to share on bluesky

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this image of Misha 💙

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THAT’S HIS MINI ME!!! HE WANTED TO WEAR MATCHING TIES!!! HE HAS A TRENCHCOAT AND HIS BADGE IS UPSIDE DOWN!! IT’S HIS MINI ME!!!!!! IT’S HIS BABY AND HE’S LIKE HIM BECAUSE HE CHOSE TO BE!!!! HELP ME

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"I'll just wait here then" and Dean came back <3

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Evil post-canon fic where Cas possesses Dean, but his grace is too weak to demonstrate to others he's possessing Dean. And the possession somehow occurred without anyone else around, so Sam and Eileen are just convinced Dean's finally cracked and begun to speak to a Cas that no one else can see. Up to you if Dean's actually being possessed by Cas or if Cas is, indeed, just a hallucination brought about by impossible grief.

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HOW THE FUCK IS FRIDAY ALREADY?

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it’s friday…

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evil fimmf😈

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So anyway, here’s a bunch of my destiel art for no reason.

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my bad for assuming everyone has critical thinking skills btw

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if i stabbed someone in the heart and they just looked down at it before taking out the knife while maintaining eye contact id also fall in love

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Don’t forget to put out milk (lube) and cookies (condoms) for destiel tonight

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kind of obsessed with the idea of dean and cas getting a house and sleeping in the same bed and building a normalcore life together, without ever officially getting together. cas comes back from the empty and dean hugs him, and after a few days he says they should get a house, so they do. they get a two bedroom and cas assumes it's so they each have their own room, but then dean picks one room as theirs, and says he thinks the other room will make a nice guest room for when sam and eileen/jack/claire come to visit. cas just goes with it. they always sleep in their pyjamas, and dean occasionally in his underwear when it's hot, so cas just figures they're friends who sleep in the same bed. dean has been so lonely his whole life, after all. dean sometimes puts on slow music and asks cas to dance, and cas is hesitant because he can't dance, but he figures dean needs casual touch and softness in his life, so he obliges. and then one day dean says "we should get married", and cas blue screens because he doesn't understand which need of dean's this is covering. his need for stability and family, perhaps, but he thought the house had been enough. so he just says "what?" and dean seems disappointed by that, and asks with a pout, "don't you want to?". cas is confused, but he answers honestly. "i do. i just don't understand why." dean seems confused too, but he presses on. "well, we've been together for almost a year now, and let's be honest we were basically together for twelve years before that, so i think it's time. plus i heard there are benefits, for like taxes and stuff. not that we pay that, but it could come in handy, i don't know." he searches cas' eyes, and cas' brain is going hold on a minute man. hold on a minute. dean asks again, "don't you want to?", and cas has to ask. "dean. when you say we've been together, what do you mean?" and dean is like, "i mean, like, dating? like a couple? right?" and when cas keeps looking at him with goldfish eyes he panics and goes, "oh god. haven't we? cas. we're together, right? i love you, you love me, all that? you haven't changed your mind on that, have you??" and cas about loses it like "what do you mean you love me??? when have you ever mentioned that?? dean, i thought we were just friends who lived together, i thought-" and now it's dean's turn to go "now hold on a minute man... you- what?? cas, we sleep in the same bed! we have breakfast together every morning! we've got a fucking garden!!" and cas just looks at dean stupidly and says, "but. we've never kissed? you sleep in your underwear! you've never said-" and he cuts himself off before he loses his damn mind because what??? so dean goes "oh. but you've been sleeping in pyjamas. and you've never tried to kiss me, or touch me. i tried it, with the dancing, but it was clear you were only doing it because i asked, so i didn't press it..." and cas does the goldfish bit a few more times before metaphorically shaking his head straight and saying "so, to clarify. we're a couple. and you think we should get married. and you want to kiss me?". dean laughs incredulously and says "yeah, pretty much. you okay with that?" and cas says yes. so dean kisses him. and wowza. cas would love to keep doing that forever. and well, apparently he can, because they're getting married.

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i think the first time they kiss cas is like, very delicate and careful not to be too rough with dean because in his mind he's like, dean has been handled roughly his whole life. he deserves something soft and gentle. meanwhile dean can't stop replaying the megstiel kiss in his head and going crazy wondering why cas won't slam him against the wall and pull his hair :(