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Y'all can really tell who the fans from pjsk or js new fans r in general. She's an instrument that can be literally anything, look at Blue Planet by Deco*27. No one was saying sexualization of minors is okay at all. If you want a song to get mad about go look at that one uno Miku song where she is obviously shown as a child. If y'all wanna be so stuck up about this you would be mad at maretu and mind brand wouldn't be so popular would it? That screenshot also says the "mascot" which refers to the character and not the instrument/miku's voice -- not to mention how crypton themselves fucking sexualizes the mascot alr but that's for another day. The instrument is for people who are too scared to or simply can't express themselves -- or js to make songs for fun! Look at otome kaibou and hello, how are you? It's very obvious those songs do not use miku's character yet use Miku as an instrument. Even in the very controversial song Rabbit Hole, it's very clear that Miku is being depicted as a fucking adult.

But hey, why bother typing all this out when clearly you're too illiterate to read and too stubborn to realize that you're js simply wrong.

miku doesn't have a canon age, it's not a "she's fictional so it doesn't matter", she genuinely can be of any age, she can be a toddler or a grandma. It's okay to draw her attractive as long as she's not portrayed underage. I come from the butch miku post with closed comments, and I know you don't mean wrong because sexualizing teens even if fictional is indeed wrong, but Miku is meant to be portrayed however people want (you don't have to reply to this at all)

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Bell's Requiem Devlog - Personality Changes

Cause I gotta dump my thoughts somewhere </3

Most of the personalities of the characters in the og document are what one would mainly imagine a fandom to reduce characters to I.e: Malice being a very feminine man

I have since thought a bit about how I ACTUALLY wanted and intended their characters to come off and act. So I'm compiling my thoughts into this blog post.

Lily remains the same basically. However the only thing I can imagine myself changing is making her js a bit more over Felix's bullshit from day one.

I can't imagine much changing with Felix. He's always been unserious. One thing I could change is making it so he's literally not traumadumping on some random 17yo -- but that can be fixed writing wise. Mainly because that also gives away half of the story within the first ten chapters.

Rewriting a character has never been needed as much as when it comes to Malice. I was basically making the fanon interpretation of him canon. Some how in the writing process I had completely lost his entire canon. This man hates being seen as feminine, and yet still came off so flmaboyant and flaunted his feminine side it was completely contradictory. For a character that was supposed to be cunning and mysterious, he was giving complete and utter idiot with a touch of 💅. One thing I can imagine myself keeping in his character is his dynamic with Hatch. I really enjoy their bickering scenes (which is like, half of the story). One thing that needs to be toned down is the amount of scenes he and Hatch are featured in. Yes the two are crucial to the story and are main characters -- but at one point it felt the story revolved around them and not Lily and her classmates.

I'd say Hatch is about the same. One thing I could change about him is making him a bit more rough and unwelcoming when he's first introduced. One thing that needs to be fixed with him and Malice is the fact you're really not supposed to know what side they're on.

For Surveillante and Monde, I want to focus on the contrast on their personalities. With Surv being very blunt and unexpressive, and Monde being more silly and childish.

I haven't gotten to writing much about Carl, Radiohost, or Kaiya yet -- which gives me less to fix. At the end of the day Carl is the bratty little kid (think The Collector from toh) that enjoys toying with others and causing chaos. Radiohost is the lost child that just goes along with whatever Carl wants because he's not used to having friends, and Kaiya is a mysterious girl who's very unwelcoming to about everyone. She still needs to be a bit fleshed out but it's okay I've got a bit before she shows up.

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Making an oc lore doc hurting my head why is there so much lore who made this

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Seven | Oc Lore

Basic information to know:

Seven is Yona (essentially god)'s assistant and essentially second in charge. They have a bit of a god/superiority/savior complex (it's either one of those or all of those. They look down upon those they deem sinful and can often be belittling. The of course, do this all behind Yona's back.

Despite being Yona's childhood "best friend" (relatively one sided), they still hold envious feelings towards Yona and have been poisoning it for the past 1500 years or so, making it weaker and more ill.

Now onto the actual rambles I cooked up!

(Btw Seven is the angel with like 6-8 wings, I've drawn them a couple of times)

Seven's always been relatively lonely. Their parents were never really there. With their father always being out at work and their mother mainly just focused on the family's (mostly her) image instead of caring for Seven's wellbeing They were often made fun of and ostracized from the other kids because of their appearance and were deemed a "freak" They were really sensitive to raised voices because it made them feel as if they did something wrong, which they were afraid of doing something wrong and making others mad, because making others mad means they hate them right??? Seven was so talkative and open when they first met Yona because they were desperate for a singular friend. Even then with Yona, they were lonely once more, since Yona locked itself in it's room the first few days, and just being very emotionally unavailable/absent the rest of the time. They're very afraid of being hated because it

Reminds them of their childhood

Makes them feel like they did something wrong

Increases the chance of being alone forever. Sometimes they really do think they're doing the right thing, while other times it's them just accepting that if they'll be hated anyways they better give others a reason, and then proceeding to get mad at themselves a few hours to days later Another thing is they were afraid to report their abuser because they were scared they'd loose their position, be outcaste once more, get disowned, and be alone and hated once more

They're also adopted and don't know their birth parents, meaning they've been alone since (re)birth And even then their own birth parents abandoned them and used them as a sacrifice so it's like they were almost never loved and the one time they could identify as love it was from their abuser, making them terrified of love

I think about them very often

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yea it's probably time to discuss how I've been feeling unwanted for literally months in a very certain community but nah we'll keep it together

all of my friends are there and it's literally the 2nd place I'm most active in

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Sat up too fast and had to face the horrors™️

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I went to go to the bathroom but it was dark in the hallway so the fnaf sound effect played in my head Like when they're standing outside your door or whatever And then I walked into the fucking wall