cloverstarsys

[cloverstarsys]

hi everyone affected by this voting, hi everyone who is queer and trans and disabled and plural, hi everyone who’s an immigrant or has family/friends who immigrated. hi everyone who feels threatened by your future no matter where you live.

we love you. please stay alive in this world, not just because death is what those against you want, but because you deserve love and to live. you deserve to pet dogs and stay up late hours reading or doomscrolling and hugging others and watching cat videos and living your identity

we love you

[cloverstarsys]

Hey. I know a lot of you are probably scared about these election results. I get it. I'm scared, too.

But I'm going to keep living. I hope all of you keep living with me.

I have a motto: if someone wants me dead, they're gonna have to kill me themself. That goes whether it's an asshole on the internet, an organization of bigots, or the head of a government. When others want you dead, every breath you take is an act of resistance. When others want you miserable, every smile you make is an act of resistance.

I'm going to keep living. I'm going to continue to be here, answering questions, offering support, and finding humor in the world until the day my body gives out. No matter how hard they try, they cannot take who we are away from us. We will always be here, no matter the blows we take on our journey to a better world.

All of you have worth. All of you are amazing, wonderful beings, and I'm so glad to have you all here with me. Please continue to live with me.

Take a deep breath.

We'll keep living.

[cloverstarsys]

Hey I know this is going to sound really self-centered and advertise-y but I would really appreciate it if someone could throw a commission my way right around now.

It's nothing serious, it's not like im going to lose my home or anything like that. No, it's a pretty silly reason all things considered.

I have a convention this weekend that I'm going to. And due to other things I've had to pay for, I don't have any money to spend at said convention. It's not really a convention where there's a lot of events and stuff to go to either--the main thing *is* the buying stuff. And seeing cool cosplayers (such as myself lol)

It's really stupid, I know. But I would appreciate it.

Turnaround time would be pretty quick--less than a week for most everything. Minus maybe animations and vtuber models.

I haven't posted much on here, but I have a few examples of my art up on my page. I haven't drawn much recently so I haven't had much to post, but I'm considering going back and posting a lot of my old art. Just to get it out there.

I'm planning on making a new commission sheet soon that's prettier than my current one as well.

(Here, I'll even throw in a little incentive. If you commission something over $30, I'll take $5 off the price for every $20. So a $30 commission would be $25, a $45 commission would be $35, $60 would be $45, etc. )

[cloverstarsys]

plural stories asks 🎀

pt: plural stories asks 🎀

self-indulgent ask game thing where you send an emoji thing and the person you send it to tells you a story about their system related to the prompt.

the idea is that its like.. a true story about your system. as such you may be asked something and not have an answer. sorry!

this is kinda self-indulgent do theyre catered towards me lol. they were also designed to be mostly light-hearted but yk

🦋 — how did you discover your plurality, or if you chose to become plural, how did you go about it?

🗯 — what's a moment that strongly resonates with you, current fronter? (if there is one)

🌻 — do you have any system stories related to flowers?

📚 — do you have any school-related system stories you wanna tell?

💝 — what's your favourite love story in your system? (if you have any) (it doesnt really have to be romantic)

☎️ — funny system stories?

👻 — do you have any system stories that heavily involve your headspace, or are about it?

❄ — system stories that take place in winter?

🍂 — system stories that take place on autumn?

💐 — system stories that take place in spring?

🌊 — system stories that tale place in summer?

🛍 — a system story about going shopping?

🕯 — a quiet, peaceful story if you have any.

🎶 — a system story related to music!

🌺 — a story about coming out as plural to someone!

💌 — your favourite system story.

💤 — a sys story that happened at night!

☕️ — a story about some sysmates first meeting!

⚔️ — a story about a difference in opinion between sysmates!

[cloverstarsys]

Most singlets probably assume finding our you're plural is like "woah!!! There's voices in my head!!!" And some plurals probably figured it out that way, but we think sometimes it's a lot more subtle, like ours was.

Like: "oh weird. I wonder why I'm thinking of [X] suddenly. There was literally no thought process nor anything in my environment that could have led me here. Hm" or "wow it makes me so angry to see people being anti-endo. Like, not just in a "they deserve respect way" but like. When I read about someone being transphobic. Like, it feels personally offensive? I wonder why" or "haha I use so many names for myself. They're just cool I guess :]" or "wow I use so many different sets of pronouns! Honestly any would be fine but sometimes I don't like some as much. Weird" or "I love compartmentalising myself :] there's school me and home me and online me and the me my friends know and the me my teachers know and the me strangers know and it's so fun and organised!" or

[cloverstarsys]

So I'm setting up commissions!

I know I don't post much on here but it would be greatly appreciated if you commissioned me, the piece in the image is one of my most recent and I'm quite proud of it.

Wait time for a commission would likely be less than 2 weeks.

Also! I am open to animal run animation loops as well--those prices are entirely negotiated, though. Look in my blog header for an example

All money I earn through this will be saved to go towards a school trip in February. It's a once in a lifetime opportunity and I will be doing all I can to be able to go.

I struggle with traditional jobs due to joint issues, so this is currently going to be my only source of income for this trip. I need to earn $1,000. It's not going to happen, I know, but I'm going to try my best.

[cloverstarsys]

Oh look, just as fast and dirty as any other April 1st gag bit. Matt, Staff, Automattic, etc, FIX YOUR HEARTS. And do some work on the real problem on here.

[cloverstarsys]

exomemories are like. you died. you're back now. are you? do you count as alive? did you come back wrong? you remember the feeling. you don't remember it at all. it was yesterday. it was a very very long time ago. it hurts. it's kind of peaceful. you can go weeks without thinking about it. you think about it constantly. it shapes you as a person. it doesn't define you. you're alive. you're still dead. y'know?

[cloverstarsys]

got bored, made mutual bingo

you can use it ask an ask game or just do it for your moots whenever honestly ^^

@azulashengrottospiano @dove-da-birb @haruhar-u since you guys have more moots than me and could probably use it more -w-

[cloverstarsys]

REBLOG IF YOU LOVE YOUR HEADMATES!!!!

[cloverstarsys]

mundane plurality is having *way too many* music playlists because everyone wanted their own

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[cloverstarsys]

my online class is asking me to create an "alter ego" for an assignment. little do they know that

[cloverstarsys]

I can confirm, it does not exist on the goodsmile us website, which likely means it isn't being manufactured any more... which makes the high price tag make sense, even though it is still very disappointing

Of course our favorite anime figure store has my figma (that I've wanted to get since I initially showed up here)... and of course it's $160

[cloverstarsys]

Of course our favorite anime figure store has my figma (that I've wanted to get since I initially showed up here)... and of course it's $160

[cloverstarsys]

You know, sometimes it really feels like I'm the only fictive of my source to exist

[cloverstarsys]

Glad there's been so much positive reception for my post about being vocal about plurality. I have no plans to stop being vocal. (Unless it becomes actively unsafe, of course.) I may just be one person, (well we are one person, I should say) but I want to share more about plurality. It's just really cool lol

[cloverstarsys]

(Probably Bad) Ways to Respond to "You're Not Acting Like Yourself"

A list for systems who aren't out yet

"Yeah, my theatre teacher gave out a pretty weird improv assignment this week."

"Wow, you humans are more perceptive than I thought! I'll have to tell the mothership of this."

"The self is a social construct."

"I sold my soul and this is my way of coping with the emptiness I now feel."

"So you know those soulmate AUs where you swap bodies with your soulmate?"

"I got my brain software updated; it included some patches to my personality."

"It's my horoscope."

"It's practice for when I go undercover on my next spy mission."

"Haha, yeah." *leans into watch* "They're onto me."

"I'm actually (name)'s long lost twin."

"Thanks for noticing!"

"I'm under a curse. Can you help me break it?"

"It's my rebellious phase."

"Shakespeare said, 'All the world's a stage,' and I've decided to take that literally."

"Don't worry, I'll be done possessing (name) soon, I just have to try (food) first."

Feel free to add your own!