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hey guys!! how are you? i'm doing pretty well!! went through some stressful stuff a few days ago, a friend of mine blocked me for literally no reason... but i'm coping well and doing okay. i've been trying to take things easier lately!! that's the only update i have right now LMFAO, boring i know. but have a lovely day sweethearts :))

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me when i'm talking to my silly little friends on my silly little computer

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i went to bed at 5 in the morning, and somehow feel more rested than i do when i go to bed at 11. what kind of sorcery is this. why is my body like this.

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omg i forgot about this blog for a second. WHOOPS. hey guys, how is everybody doing? well, i'd hope! today has been pretty meh for me, mostly neutral with one bad slump. except for the fact that there was a BIG ASS BUG on me earlier, i've been pretty okay. :))

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TODAY WAS SO GREAT!!!! YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE (the only down side is i have about 1000 dishes to do in the morning that i'm pushing off)

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today was a little bit rough. life can be tiring sometimes, you know? i can't stop thinking about small and big things that have hurt me. sometimes, everything is just too much. and while today arguably wasn't the worst, it was just too extreme for me to handle. i didn't like it very much. we all have those days, though! hope you're all well. i'm very tired. :/

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They should invent hrt that gives you fangs

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I think being a shapeshifter would fix me

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sounds pretty based to me

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"don't bother looking down, we're not going that way!" ~ we fell in love in october by girl in red

hiii sweetums!!! just posting this to kind of check up on everybody!! how are you? i hope you're well. if you're not, i'm very sorry. life can be rough, can't it? it can be super harsh and cruel at times, and it really feels like it drags you down. but hey, guess what? the good times are yet to come my friend. i know you probably hear it a lot, but really, life isn't all clouds and thunderstorms. there's so much beauty to the world for you to seek out, and a lot of it will come your way itself! you've got this! everything has its ups and downs, that's how life is. you will have your low moments, but you can get through them! keep fighting. because the good times are so worth fighting for. the times with friends, family, with pets, or just by yourself! it's all worth staying alive and keeping your head up. i'm so proud of you for making it this far! celebrate every victory, even if it seems small. just that fact that you're alive is a huge win! getting out of bed in the morning, eating, drinking, and doing absolutely anything to take care of yourself throughout the day is AMAZING!! it's hard to practice self care, everybody slips up at times. but i swear, one day, you'll get the hang of it. just take things one step at a time luv. it'll be okay. i believe in you. keep going, okay? if nobody else, you have at least one person who cares to see you keep going. anybody who reads this, even if i don't know you, the world is a better place with you in it. i would miss you if you were gone, i promise. mwah /p. :))

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happy memorial day!!! i don't recall my family ever celebrating memorial day ... but apparently we do now!! we're having a big cook out!! it should be pretty fun. other than that, my day has been pretty relaxed! i binged the baddiesmp videos by danny gonzolez on yt, and i've just been relaxing other than that! i hope you're all doing well :))

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Eating toast for dinner instead of cooking is better than not eating anything at all.

Using mouthwash instead of brushing your teeth is better than not taking care of your teeth at all.

Wiping yourself with a damp cloth or baby wipe instead of showering is better than not bathing at all.

Doing only one out of five assignments you need to turn in is better than not submitting anything at all.

Talking to a loved one on the phone is better than not talking to anyone at all.

Playing your favorite video game, listening to good music, or reading a book instead of "grinding" is better than not doing anything at all.

Don't beat yourself up for not being "productive enough". A little productivity is still productivity.

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The ‘you’re mature for your age’ to sleeping with a bed full of plushies in your mid twenties pipeline is real

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status update: honk mimimimi honk mimimimimi (sleeby)

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"aloha baby, let's go to the beach!" ~ best friend by toy box

going to an amusement park to chill at the water parkkkk!!! will update afterwards, very excited!! :DD (>W<)