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Malcolm Liepke, 2017

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obsessed w the campbells bc they really are THEE killers. john signed up to fight but the campbells are like we ARE the war and always have been. which is SO interesting in the context of mary-the-nightgown because it emphasizes more than anything else that 1) mary was playing a role and 2) dean got subsumed by a role he didn't know WAS a role until much later in life. like the mary fallacy is also the campbell fallacy. there IS no mother mary there IS no loving normal campbells which means deans WHOLE role in the family which he thought he was filling he was actually creating. MARY is not even mary. ONLY dean is mary

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I'm a sucker for the 'You protected me your entire life, now it's my turn to protect you' trope. 10/10 character development right there.

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Saint Michael the Archangel by Francesco Cozza, 1650

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I also have a headcanon where sam digs his grave up every few days to see if he has come back to life. Everytime the corpse is in a worse condition than before he loses a part of his mind. Rituals don't work, demons won't take his soul and Dean is not coming back into that decaying body. He's failing his brother all over again, but Ruby says she can fix it. So every trip to that forest sends him closure to her until one day, when he stops going there altogether.

Something about Sam burying Dean in an unmarked grave deep within the woods is so special to me. No sign of his personhood in there, just whatever Sam deemed was fit enough to be his grave. Burried in a place no one can find except for Sam. Hell he shouldn't even be burried in the first place, but Sam wanted the body to stay intact so it did. No questions asked. Even in death Dean belonged soul and body to his little brother.

I understand that Sam did it to protect his body from supernatural entities, but it gives off intense southern gothic vibes where men burry their spouses in their backyards or deep in the forests near them to eliminate the risk of someone else tarnishing what they once 'owned' (or still 'own').

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Stages of Decomposition, Embroidery by calicoranger @ Etsy

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Something about Sam burying Dean in an unmarked grave deep within the woods is so special to me. No sign of his personhood in there, just whatever Sam deemed was fit enough to be his grave. Burried in a place no one can find except for Sam. Hell he shouldn't even be burried in the first place, but Sam wanted the body to stay intact so it did. No questions asked. Even in death Dean belonged soul and body to his little brother.

I understand that Sam did it to protect his body from supernatural entities, but it gives off intense southern gothic vibes where men burry their spouses in their backyards or deep in the forests near them to eliminate the risk of someone else tarnishing what they once 'owned' (or still 'own').

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enough mpreg. give him mpostpartum depression

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Hugh Steers, Slippers Oil on canvas, 1992,

50 x 44 in., 52 x 46 in. (frame).

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Ooooohhh you hate Dean? Should we tell everyone? Should we throw a party? Should we invite Dean himself?

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[WIP] I got side tracked lmao. Now Sam is in there too

Rhonda Hurley was right. I'm going to draw him in those panties.

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Amara and Mary

Amara brings Mary back. They fall in love and go on a road trip together <3

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they had to nerf ash in season two because he’s literally better than any other character. he’s too powerful and they knew that

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Dean Weenypoochester

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I will never get over that shot from It's A Terrible Life where Dean calls Sam to his room in the most breathless voice known to man and the NEXT scene starts with Dean buttoning up his shirt before the camera gets panned towards Sam. They knew exactly what they were doing with that.

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Rhonda Hurley was right. I'm going to draw him in those panties.