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me trying to enjoy something: ☻

my brain: you can’t enjoy this because you aren’t skinny

me: ☹

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its summer so guess who's back! (/^0^)/

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😟 next question

the reason why I haven't killed myself yet is

is

um

is

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i just want to be pretty little man with cute bf, am i asking for that much? if i were skinny someone might love me but here i am eating again i am so weak and stupid

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i can’t be the only person that feels like i’m running out of time, but don’t know for what?????????

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felt that on a spiritual level

HELP.

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lol what a fucking joke i am

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would they even care if i died?

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Actually about to just super glue my lips together I stg

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These photos have me in a chokehold

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I need to stop forgetting that not everyone who sees a knife, a box cutter, or scissors thinks of cutting

Not everyone who looks at a toilet or smells toilet water thinks of throwing up their latest meal

Not everyone who says “I cut myself” actually means they cut on purpose

Not every straight lined scar is self harm

Not every skinny person starves themselves

Not everybody is like me

Not everybody is fucked up.

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gotta buy myself a cute box cutter (even if it s a mini one)😩 gotta look good while absolutely obliterating my thighs and shoulders yk

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I wasn't meant to live past 20 yk

I can't get rid of that feeling that I wasn't made for this world

My brain has malfunctioned

I am an error

I shouldn't be here

21.08.21

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me:

why can't i just go deeper ffs i can't even self harm right

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I felt that on a spiritual level not only my face but the sides of my neck like in a non suicidal way yk

the sexual tension between my face and a razor blade

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panels from a manga I've been reading thought some folks might enjoy them 🤠👍🏼

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me rn 😗✌🏼 its bc I'm a material gworl 😌💅🏼

Kinda wanna relapse and cvt on my arms, maybe someone notices and maybe someone would care for once