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I’m going to be on a Calvin Klein campaign this year.

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Ebumnandini, Dec ,2024

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Realizing I've been so angry at myself this year for spending the past 5 years of my life trying to make someone happy & focusing on them instead of myself. Like, damn, the worst decisions of my life, honestly. Now I have to make it up to my younger self, next year for all the years I've abandoned her, and I will do exactly that because I owe it to her.

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There are moments when I feel lonely. A kind of lonely that needs explaining. I’ve always felt like the second best option my whole life in every way possible. Through friendships, relationships and my family. I know I’m loved and I know I’m cared for but don’t you ever think to yourself who’s the one person you could think of and they would probably think of you if they were asked the same question. There’s a sense of extreme loneliness that I feel when I think about it. In this world who do I really have? Will I ever have someone? Do I have someone? I could never really know because who in their right mind is gonna ask their mom or best friend if they are the person they love the most in the whole world.

A thought I had while typing this is “well what’s so bad about being alone, why do we think of being alone as an inherently bad thing”. Why can’t I find solace in my loneliness why can’t I be acquainted with myself more than anyone else

Love

Lelami

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I love taking videos of my friends <3

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Honestly, I don’t get why I still love you so much. I wish I could give all this love I have for you to myself.

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Très chic

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Johannesburg, 2024.

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Life will test you in every way possible that shit is never ending

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Johannesburg, 2024.

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Johannesburg, 2024

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Johannesburg, 2024

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