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should i bring back my sexy grinch account after i catch back up on things? thoughts and opinions?

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omg so things have been crazy. between bouts of extreme sickness, my besties/roommates dad has gone missing? like randomly he'll call zac and say cryptic shit. but he suffers from extreme mental illness and paranoia. and he believes he is wanted by the police, and is on the lamb? but we don't know if the police are actually after him, or it's a delusion. things have been a mess. i'm really worried. so my anxiety has been hella high.

today is the first day i've had some me time. gonna try to get to stuff and respond to messages!

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thoughts about this new header / blog style?

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★ ╼ starter call. | okay these will vary in length and will probably be slow going. but i really want to write again. so like this for a starter from annie january. <3 cap at 10.

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okay so yesterday wasn't the best day. i have been slowly reintroducing food into my diet and yesterday didn't go so well. apparently, eggs are a no go. i miss eggs.

but i am feeling better today and i gots my ginger ale.

i am debating about making new graphics idk.

but i do feel like writing. i'll be making sure i contacted everyone and posting starter calls. <3

thank you for being so welcoming. i really missed you all. sending you light and love. i hope your day is perfect, because you are perfect just the way you are.

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ny nails. I missed my claws sm.

I'll be home soon to annoy ya"ll more.

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★ ╼ plotting call. | okay - trying to get back in the game. who wants to plot ?

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add me on discord & chat with me while i'm waiting for the doctor. i'll be responding to my plotting call while i am getting a pedicure and tonight. <3

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good morning lovies! i'm gonna be answering stuff and sending messages today. <3 i ended up feeling nauseous last night and had to lay down. today i have two doctors, and i'm getting my nails done for the first time in months. which i'm super excited about.

i am sending you all my good vibes. i hope you are doing amazing. you are beautiful inside and out!

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★ ╼ plotting call. | okay - trying to get back in the game. who wants to plot ?

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hey! i know i have been gone awhile. i have been very ill, with a variety things. it almost felt as if the moment we solved one thing - another arose. or was a negative effect of the solution for the last thing. honestly, it's been a struggle. it was difficult for me to do anything - or even look at screens. i have been in and out of hospitals and in and out of the doctors. constant testing. i feel like i am finally hopefully coming out the otherside and will be able to write again.

i am currently updating discord - and will be on tonight. i will also be answering messages and adding people back.

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sorry for being gone for so long. things got worse and I've been constantly in and out of the hospital. when I am home I am generally sleeping bc being awake is too painful and nauseating. I miss you all, I miss writing. It's hard to stay positive sometimes when I'm too sick to do anything but sleep. gonna try to log onto discord later after the doctors. love y'all.

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so I've been in the hospital. one of my medicines hurt my liver, and I was stuck there until i stabilized. finally back home. gonna be catching up on missed ims. sorry for disappearing like that. love y'all. i hope you've been amazing. ♥️

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ur girl is still around. just been recovering from my concussion + sick from my medicine increase. it is hard for me to look at a computer screen long without getting headaches. matched with my nausea from my medication. i have been spending most of my time curled in the fetal position listening to audible. i am hoping this week i can feel better a little bit and be online for a prolonged period of time. thank you for your patience.

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Sorry I've been MIA, looking at screens has been headache inducing. 😭 Not doing too well. But I love and miss you all. I am hoping that I'll feel up to being online today.

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i really hate when people post their own personal shit in character tags. especially when it is like fucked up shit. i was just looking of a musing from a show. and people are posting pro-ed stuff IN the character tags. like just bc the character suffers from it - does not mean you should spam the tag with it? and GLORIFY it? especially when it isn't character or show related???

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