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sorry for being gone for so long. things got worse and I've been constantly in and out of the hospital. when I am home I am generally sleeping bc being awake is too painful and nauseating. I miss you all, I miss writing. It's hard to stay positive sometimes when I'm too sick to do anything but sleep. gonna try to log onto discord later after the doctors. love y'all.

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so I've been in the hospital. one of my medicines hurt my liver, and I was stuck there until i stabilized. finally back home. gonna be catching up on missed ims. sorry for disappearing like that. love y'all. i hope you've been amazing. ♥️

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ur girl is still around. just been recovering from my concussion + sick from my medicine increase. it is hard for me to look at a computer screen long without getting headaches. matched with my nausea from my medication. i have been spending most of my time curled in the fetal position listening to audible. i am hoping this week i can feel better a little bit and be online for a prolonged period of time. thank you for your patience.

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Sorry I've been MIA, looking at screens has been headache inducing. 😭 Not doing too well. But I love and miss you all. I am hoping that I'll feel up to being online today.

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i really hate when people post their own personal shit in character tags. especially when it is like fucked up shit. i was just looking of a musing from a show. and people are posting pro-ed stuff IN the character tags. like just bc the character suffers from it - does not mean you should spam the tag with it? and GLORIFY it? especially when it isn't character or show related???

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★ ╼  ENDLESS EDITS OF ANNIE & BUTCHER.

interactions & reblogs are for mutuals only.

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guys i just fell into a rabbit hole on Pinterest of ai generated images or erin/anie as a vietnam soldier?

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ended up having to go to the hospital. i fell down the stairs like a dodo and gave myself a concussion - when I was by myself. dw I'll be okay. just moving a bit slow. ur girl is a mess.

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 good morning lovelies! i ended up getting dragged out of the house to visit the seashore by my mother yesterday. leaving the house exhausted me i guess bc i slept over 12 hours.

i am actually being left to my own devices today - so no one will be able to distract me from writing. so yay.

feel free to message me!

you are amazing! thank you for being on this journey with me. you are a gift to the world. never doubt that the world is better cause you are in it.

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my apologies for disappearing. i got very sick and was a mess. i miss being able to eat - and not get nautious. gonna try to catch up on things on here and dms. i am literally not ignoring anyone - i promise.

i love ya'll sm.

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★ ╼ STARTER CALL. | so your girl has caught up completely and i am looking to start some new things! starters will vary in length - depending on what my brain can think of. may message for plotting. multis please specify. <3

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can't stop thinking about how ugly this panel of the boys comics is. not only does the comic suck ( other then the premise ), but it's so dreadful to look at. icb some people say erin is not pretty enough to be starlight bc of how she looks in the comics.

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good timezone lovies! yesterday i worked on starters on lulu & today I will be working on annie's starters.

i hope you are having an amazing day. you are beautiful and make the world a better place by just existing.

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        Hazelnut eyes cast downwards at Annie’s feet. Honestly, after all she had struggled with lately – a stranger’s compassion felt foreign. “You are very kind.” Finally, she lifted her head when he made an inquiry about her mother. The person who hurt her in so many ways – but she still could not help but love. “My relationship with my mother has been strained for a while. At first when I realized she cared more about getting what she wanted from my fame…. than my feelings. When I found out she gave me Compound V for self-serving reasons, I could barely look at her. Even when I try to connect with her now – she cares more about herself and her problems. With seemingly little concern for me and what I’m going through. Even so, I can’t stop loving her. Perhaps I’m foolish.” No matter how much Donna hurt her, she couldn’t help but be concerned for her wellbeing.

          “Why wouldn’t I believe you?” Annie eyed Koyash curiously. What could have been so spectacular that she would scoff at after all she’d seen. “Yes, there is a range of abilities that a person can have. Some people acquire abilities that are detrimental to themselves and others.” Even Annie’s own abilities had caused another’s pain before she fully learned how to control them. “When you inject a child with Compound V, you have no idea what kind of powers will manifest. What the consequences will be. Thankfully I’ve been mostly lucky.” 

        Eyebrows raised when Koyash mentioned that there could trouble for the planet if someone were to kill him. Annie’s head cocked to the side, as she offered him a small smile. With all she had witnessed, almost nothing seemed impossible. Even if she currently struggled with her faith – what she’d seen science do would have once been considered unbelievable. “You keep saying that I would not believe you, that your answers seem impossible. Try me. I like to consider myself pretty open minded.”

"I cannot even begin to imagine. Though I sympathise nonetheless." It was a strange and unwelcome thought, to be born naturally and yet altered along the way. He supposed most living things did endure such a thing, in a way, but not everyone would experience being deliberately mutated into something -- - different. "Do you remain... close with your mother?" He had to admit that he was curious, he wasn't sure what his own reaction would be if his father had lied to him all this time. It probably wouldn't be good, then again, would his father let him continue to exist long enough for him to even find out? His parents could hardly risk the entire planet and likely several more all down to the Sun God's dismay. "I fear you may not believe me." Koyash admitted with that growing charming smile of his, all too amused by what she might think if he told her. Would she even believe him? It often seemed utterly impossible to most modern human minds these days.

"There is quite a range when it comes to these abilities, is there not? What some see as gifts, others view as... quite the opposite." Was probably the most polite way of putting it. "Though I do share in two of your abilities. Super strength, as you put it and... increased durability. One could even say it would be something of a challenge to kill me and the ramifications of such an endeavour would prove... costly, not only for this wonderful planet of yours, sadly." Yet his words didn't come from boasting or arrogance, but genuine compassion for a planet and its residents that he cared for so deeply. He didn't want to think about the destruction he could cause if he ever did completely lose his temper. Perhaps unsurprisingly, Koyash wasn't the most temperamental deity. "And not at all. I'm something of a curious being myself. I always welcome whatever questions others may have, even if my answers appear somewhat... impossible."

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okay but plot where someone shows annie all the starlight themed porn that was made to her horror.

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         The runaway princess hadn’t made the most elegant escape. At one point Annie didn’t think she’d make it. When she awoke, she was not exactly sure where she was – just thankful to be alive. When the man approached her, at first, she seemed nervous. Though his apparent genuine concern quickly put her at ease. “A little sore – but I’ll be okay.” Not wishing to give her name and keep a low profile, she decided it was best to lie. “I’m Becca. It's a pleasure to meet you. Are you the one who saved me?”

the renowned jedi knight managed to save people from the nearby wreckage, using a mixture of his proficiency with the force & his lightsaber. the morning after, he went to check up on one of those he had saved. “ finally, you're awake! I thought you were lost in the wreckage. how are you feeling ? sore head ? don't worry, I told the others that you were tough. what's your name ? I'm Anakin. ”

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        It was hard for Annie not to feel somewhat sympathetic. Even with her increased fame at worst she could throw on a hoodie and some shades and usually go unnoticed. Though when he brought up causing physical harm to a delivery worker – she looked shocked. Only for her lips to morph into a small smile as she shook her head. “You are awful,” but the tone of her voice indicated she was not serious. Hands found her hips as she acted like it was a serious inquiry that she had to think over. “Okay – but only if you get me some tacos too. Do we have a deal?” 

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wade would've loved to have a secret identity — it would've made getting served tacos a whole lot easier. however, his secret identity, meaning his unmasked face, was, if possible, even less comforting than his masked persona; katanas, guns and bandoliers included. or at least, so he thought, anyway. so the mask stayed on. " i would but then i'd have to kill them for knowing where i live, " he started, a short second passing before a laugh erupted from him. " just kidding! but really, you'd think in a world full of masked superheroes, it would be easier to get served. anyway, what i'm trying to get to is, i would be forever in your debt if you could get me some tacos and a cola. "